Back from chomp chomp with alice and reg . Super full , and definitely yummy . Had cockles , chicken wings , carrot cake , satay and some disgusting things . 2 big longans drinks . We sat there and ate for 2 hours , super long . When leaving i saw big head over at chompchomp , its fated . We get to see other without contacting each other . Thanks for letting me see you once again . I'm glad to have a chance to see you , Yipppee !

Alright , time to be serious . Its time for me to forget him already , Goodbye my dear boy . I'm giving another guy a chance , Goodbye big head , Let's be friend my dear .
Seriously i still love you dearest , the fun and joy you had given me will not be forgotten , definitely will be kept in my mind . I gave you a chance to tell me how you feel already , but you chose to ignore , okays . A chance is given and you did not cherish . Too bad !
New year , New life and obviously no more you .. Please , i hope to have a better relationship with him .

2009 is reaching ..

I'm so bored , so i'm here to blog again . Super lazy to go anywhere , and obviously i'm broke . Nowadays keep taking money from parent le , alright , i'm not independent at all , i still need to depend on them , so i've decided to depend on them until i'm really out of school life . Wahahahs .

Currently , sleeppyy mood . Feel like sleeping again when i just woke up to have my lunch . How pig can this be ? omg . To prevent myself from falling asleep , i decided to come and blog blog blog . Will be meeting alice & regina over at night to CHOMP CHOMP to eat . Envy me right ? I guess my mood really sucks this few days , giving people attitudes . Shit , i think i really need to think about it again .

I wonder what's big head doing now . Dont wanna be the one who initiate to msg him first . Is he still sleeping ? Is he outside ? Is he at store ? Ala , too many things to think about . Holy shit . Obviously , IMY like hell . Should i give up and move on to the next person , since he's so damn good to me , and i believe he will treat me twice as good as big head . I admit i like him due to him being so so so good to me . But who i really like is big head . Omg .


Tomorrow will be the last day of 2008 , many things to get it done ffor a new year .

1. pack my room ( this is a must do thing )
   
2. buy new clothes and bottoms .
3. new handphone please (N96 will do )
4. Digital cam ( yearning for one )
   
5. meet up with everybody that i've not met for long e.g vanessa , shafie .
6. make a clear decisions between big head and small boy .
7. Lastly , hoping for the best results i can get for my Os .
   

i'm back home , god damn hell . I went to meet melissa at around 2pm , we went over to TPY which was our first destinations . Job searching .......... Went for interview in many places , but was being rejected , super sadddddd . After a long time , we found a job over at sony ericsson , they hired us . But they said still must wait for their call , omg , hopefully they call please .. After which , went over to have our lunch , and slack a while and decided to meet our lover . So i went over to YCK , while mel over to AMK . Obviously i meet my BIG HEAD and she meet her LEO .

Took mrt down to amk and yck respectively . I went missing at yck , super sad and tired . It took me one hour to find my way out of the damn hell YCK . I beg BIG HEAD for help , and he told me where to go . Thanks loads to him , reached his place around 5.30pm , and was being tease by him for being so dumb and stupid again . We chit chatted , while he eat , and do damn loads of stupid things . I super miss him can ? And tell you all , he's getting fatter , really fatter . But obviously i still love BIG HEAD . I'm so in love with BIG HEAD . He's working on new year , but will be going out with him soon .

Met nicholas over at serangoon , and went to have dinner at mac . I super long never had mac le . Its all because i dont get to work , but nevermind lar . Let other people have chance to work . Slacked there to wait for xueting , and after that went over to swing and slacked with sotong , gardner , edward , nic & xueting . We talk and of course i'm agaain the one making the most noise . Wahahahahahahas , i'm always the entertainer .
Alright , i took over edward shift on wed , got to work 6-11pm .FINALLy , but sorry gardner , cant celebrate with you . I dint keep my promise , i'm sorry !
Let's hope i could celebrate with my love ones !( Obviously its big head )

SHE's GUILTY !

he's back & i cried last night

my poorly injured toe , its swollen !
CABLE CAR in the night on 27 december 2008
was trying to capture the tower
in the cable car , its nic & xueting & ederlyn
me and xueting acting cute !
i lookkkkk DUMMMBBB !
LOOKKKK EVENNNNN DUMBBBBB
the SMALLY EYESSS group ...
BIG VERSUS small....
way up to 15 for cable cars !
PLEASE PREPARE POOPERS FOR THE WELCOMING OF ZENITH BLOG !

i got real small eyes , in the lift..
escalator , super wide smile . ..
THIS is LELE , my cousin , during christmas ..
insisted on taking a pic ..
AUNTY REGINA !
SENTOSA TRIp !

HAHAS !
ROAR !
cute rite ?
3 of us ..
again ?















26 december 2008 ..

woke up late , received loads of missed calls by aunty regina and alice .
met alice at hougang mall , eaten our lunch and waited for regina ..
regina was super late . we wait for her like super long , so went down harbourfront ..
reached there around 2.30pm , den took the monorail into sentosa , around 3pm settled down and start tanning ..
played in the water , and that stupid regina chase me in the water which resulted in me stepping onto the so called stone fish ? ..
i run straight up to the sand , and saw my toe bleeding and turns black .
ACCORDING TO REGINA ITS STONE FISH THAT I STEP ON .
was quite pain , and was swelling , holy !
around 5pm left sentosa , took train down to NYP as we have a friendly with them .
was late for the friendly.
so faster rush rush rush , dint even have a chance to eat lar .
i bear with the pain and continued playing for netball , ended up when i went home , leg swollen and became worst .
we won NYP of course ..

27 december 2008 ..

woke up early morning , prepare and went off to amk meet regina and alice for breakfast .
we had mac's breakfast , saw manli there .
after eating , went off to tamp for our AGM .
was super dun , we started off late , but the whole meeting for super draggy , of course super funny as well .
laugh like all the way . alot new things and they kept on calling us kids .
after the meeting which is like around 5.30pm we went off .
regina went home , me and alice went to meet nic and xueting over at harbourfront to get our haivanas .
chose almost half an hour , got my tank top but sadly its not netball , its hockey ..
went for dinner over at burger king . eat eat eat den went over to shop a while more , nic got his wallet and stuffs .
after which , alice went home , so left me nic and xueting slacking .
in the midst of slacking , we decided to take cable car to enjoy the romantic-ness among the 3 of us .
super shiok , but also super scare . i dont dare take cable cars at all . i was like shouting ..
but get use to it after that . took loads loads pictures .
bought ice cream after the cable car and slack till around 11plus we went home .. leg was super pain .
walked super slowly and really hurting .. i lost my appettite totally .
how am i going to work or train with this injured leg ???

i'm super broke ! have not been working .. have been spending more than working , when are they going to let me work !

anyway , dont be jealous over your friends alright ? just live on your own , you have your friends and people have their friends . good friends does not need to bootlick . lols , that's wad i think . only those that does not have friends will say about those that have friends . i'm not referring to anyone , but if you are guilty of it , please CHANGE !

3 more days .. shit ...
i dont wan history to happen itself again , i dont wanna see you cause i dont wanna fall for you again , u understand ?
please dont come back , its so hard for me to put down everything now , i managed to get friends like gardner , regina and alice to be therre to help me forget you , please dont spoil everything and all my efforts ..
PLEASE DO NOT COME BACK..

MERRY CHRISTMAS !
finally its christmas . although he's not there to celebrate with me but nevermind , i kind of forget about him...
anyway , met everybody over at sgoon at around 6pm . chit chatted , and bus-ed down to town .
there were me , alice , gardner , xueting and nic.
reached there , we search for food to eat . but only a few choices for us to chose , cause it was super crowded.
we decided to shop around first . went over to newurbanmale to search for our shoes , but i couldn't make up a choice of colour that i wan .
friday shal shop for it over at vivo city .
walk around and gardner left home after that . so left with the 4 of us .
went over to starbucks to sit , and countdown with everybody .
sprays start spraying around , everybody was mad .
the whole orchard was full of sprays , and everybody was fun . we spray all the way down to plaza sing .
its super duper fun .
by the time we reached plaza sing was aroun 1.15am .
so we caught the last train at 1.30 and went to sgoon , had my supper again .
super hungry leh . ate and slacked awhile and went home , reached home sleep.
reached home around 3amm , fall asleep at only 3.30am .
i was suppose to wake up at 7am to work , so i did wake up . but found so uncomfortable , took my shirts wanted to bath but end up msg-ed joyce that i cant go work .
so ya , see doc and got mc .
shall pass to her soon .. i'm not faking this time .
tomorrow going ****** wirh reg and alice , its our secret . and there will be match with nyp at night .. goodlucks

overall , i'm broke this time , really broke ! i need money ...

did not had a chance to blog yesterday , i was super exhausted .
god damn it .
had friendly against amk sec in the morning .
woke upat 7am , when the previous day i slept only at around 3am , super tired.
i dont feel like going at first , but dont wish to neglect my teammates so i force myself up and went for the game .
we lost terribly , its all due to my horrible , terrible shots !
i cant stand my shots as well , wadever . i improve in my shots only at he fifth quart. super stupid .
played , GD , GA , GS , C , .. C was super tiring . holyy !
went for lunch with teammates and went home after that , waited for bus for like half an hour ?
reached home around 2pm , bathe and played games cause i could not afford to fall asleep as i have an appointment for hair treatment at 4.30pm.
met alice and went for treatment , after that met regina and went over for training .
training only have 8 person. but was fun , we have intensive training , can say its exciting and lame.
got 2 newcomers , gracce and fiona . one from st margaret , and i forget another girl school.
anyway , sat we having the AGM meeting liaos . okays . busy week .
tomorrow its christmas eve , i shall wish everybody in advance . MERRY CHRISTMAS !
i hope you are enjoying yourself over there ............
tomorrow will be going town for celebration with gardner , alice , xueting , nic .. looking forward....

my blog is like so dead , some more no pictures at all .
holy , i'm so shag for the past few days .
anyway , congrats to those that pass their N level .
yest , was attachment to NYP , as they got outing .
do kitchen the whole way . was super slacking . start work from 10am .
learn scramble egg liaos , smart me . now learning round egg and i can proudly say i know everything now .
so work until 3 pm , with some other people from amk 4 and amkp .
ate nuggets meal , and for the first time we get to eat nuggets meal for our emc .HURRAY !
took the left over food as well , cause that NYP stall is like closing at 3 pm de mah , so no point waste food .
went home , bathe and cab down to meet joyce , and alice .
talk to gardner a while as he was waiting to talk to me , so ya , talk like for 5 mins and i had to go off .
mrt-ed down to jurong east , super long journey , took 98 to dont know where .alighted and when over to din's wedding.
had our so called dinner over there . short was also there , can u imagine how many donkey years i never see him , and he super cute lar . i still miss him so much , short is always very good to me . hahas . he wanted to fetch me on his bike cause he knew how much i yearn to have a ride on his bike .
but nevermind lar , there is always another time , his changed bike to honda, and its orange colour , and i tell u all , its super nice. imagine his size and the bike size . SHAFIE is cute lar.
went off and cab back to serangoon , slacked over at mac a while and went opposite to meet xueting .
slacked until gardner and edward come find us . before that there is this uncle that scolded us for being noisy when its like still so early and we were not that noisy at all .
so wadever , played swings and everything , i had two big blublacks on my leg all cause of alice ng lar . haha JOKING
sotong came find us after that , and around 12am we all went off .
reached home and sleep .
woke up at around 7.40am . late for work , but was also being extend at work , so it makes no diff at all .
i do MDS all the way , super boring but super slack as well , all the riders sleeping even though i'm running 30mins , wahahahas , understand wad i mean ?
keep on playing with clifford , and we act as though we are quarreling , helped him to do hot cappucino cause he say he got crowd in .
super fun lar , i do the drawings at the top , super nice can ? omg , the flower is damn nice , but got no chance to take it down to show all of you my art work .
punch out at 3.30 , had double choc . and noor tell us some things that makes her so angry , and obviously is that bitch W doing all those stupid things again .

W please wake up to your senses , omg , i'm not gonna fall for the same guy as you again , never ever again , like wad edward say , your thick makes up and fake eye lashes makes you look "pretty" . why must you hide . omg . COME on lar , u know that alot ppl dont like you now so please keep your profile low . by hearing your name , i feel like puking . Heard that you jealous of me when you were together with that guy ar ? omg , you're jealous of me , and did those stupid things to gain people's attention by keep on crying . hhas , i really pity those stupid managers that fall for your act . i most pity him for being with you once before . now i realise not only me that hate you but is more than 5 persons , omg . i'm happy .....

back from dinner with alice .
woke up at 11am , thanks to edward .
met them at around 12.30pm when we are suppose to meet at 12pm .
so ya , was being delayed . last min i called nic to go with me , cause i felt so shy lar .
met dem , and took bus down to far east , they super gay lar . i mean edward and gardner .
they bought their jackets and caps and off we go to eat our lunch
had KFC again ! and definitely i had popcorns chickens again .
PPOOPPPPYY !
after eating , walked around , went to paragon wanted to find vanessa but she wwas still at amk .
so walked over to cine as the boys want to play DOTA . but end up long queue , we left and walked to plaza sing .
they ended up playing dota over at PCbunk . spending around 1 hour over there .
and guess what , i spend $12 on donations within 1 hour . shit myself.
i'm so broke but still donating and being cheated by those unkind ppl !
went back mac , edward and gardner went to work .
had little games on weiyang lappy ..
den chit chatted with nic and clifford and edward ..
cause that gardner was trying to act action . when i thought i said something wrong to make him so angry ..
wadever it is . my fault anyway !
shall not talk about it . seriously , so sick of it , tried to entertain him but ended up giving ATTITUDES ! forget it den !
went to kovan had dinner and walked home ..

omg , yest was a tiring day , so dint get to blog at all.
too tired till i got blood shot eyes .
morning woke up at 7am when i slept at 4am the last night ..
so only get 3 hours of sleep . bathe and met mindy over at hougang point and walk over to hougang sec .
had our game at 9am .
played 6 quarters .
1st quarter , i was playing as defender lar . super fun , second quart shooter . third quart defender , fourth quart centre , fifth quart wing attack and last quart is defender again.
super funny, last quart defend with ethel keep getting scolded by her , super poor thing lar .
after the game we went to have our so called lunch and went back to join them to watch the video .
i was caught having alot of stepping . omg .
super malu , and my shootings was like omg lar .
went home and bathe , den went out again to work .
super tiring lor , slept on the way to work , reach there early as clifford was waiting for me lar .
so we played diner dash on weiyang laptop den i went to work and he went off .
edward join me to work at 6pm, but was late by abit lar . stupid him .
so i became his runner and we exchange around lor .
den no ppl came in to take over me and i was like super hungry so joyce allowed me to have a quick bite .
i took mcwings and bite bite bite and went back in around 5 mins lar .
super fast rite ?
omg.
den around 10pm edward went for break , he came back and do fries .
super irritating him , he got the super BLUR BLUR look . very cute lar .
alice came and wait for me , had dinner and went home .
reached home msg edward till i fall asleep , that idiot , send 3 msges when i dint reply , mad de
anyway , sat going din's wedding dinner i guess . omg . super malu de
anyway , christmas reaching , hahas ! yippeeee ...
christmas eve who should i go with ? so fast its reaching , omg

i'm now proud to tell u all that i think i have forgotten all about him.
please dont ever come back ! you're a liar that fool me around .

hellos , shita , i'm Fing-tired .
woke up at 12pm by loads of missed calls .
met xueting and alice at serangoon inter at around 1.30pm and off to far east .
eat upon reaching , had KFC again . boring shit .
eat and went for a walk until around 4pm , edward and gardner came and join us , look around awhile .
they went their own ways and we went our own ways , met up at the later part and took bus back together .
chit chatted and they was like late for work lar .
so rushed back to mac and me and alice changed and went to amk to meet reg and karen
met them and went to nyp . walked around to search for the netball court and after had our warms up and game .
i played 2 quarters and alice , reg and karen played 1 .
they sabo mean up ..
omg , hahas . i think we lose the game , but its just friendly lar .
so ya , everything was fine , went home after that .
anyway , class video done by cg was nice , i love it . thanks cg for everything . thankyou .
tomorrow will be working from 6-11 ..

sorry for not blogging , was quite busy and lazy to blog.
saturday worked from 4-11pm . hahas , very fun lar
one whole day kitchen leh . first time in my life .
hahas , den after that out to runner , played with edward , alice , noor and gardner .
they super funny de lor .
edward and gardner super gay one lar , they keep talk talktalk .
den after that still got sotong playing with me , very fun lar . finished work , saw gardner they all outside mac , say bye and went off to slack with xueting and alice, slacked till around 12.40 and off to catch last bus.
reached home around 1.30am den slept at 3am ..
the next day woke up at 7am to work . working at 8am .
super tiring but still i climb out from my bed . super shiok .
go work , guess what i do kitchen again , hahas .
burnt my hand bye the grilled, super angry lar. super pain also .
i one person do so many things , u all think i superwoman meh ? wan me take things cook muffin cook sausage , cook turkey roll. holy shit .
i am so super .
den clifford wait for me , so left early after work , accompany alice go eat den wait for her punch in to work.
raine came and find us , very long never see her liaos . hahas .
played with her , and went off around 3.30pm . cabed home cause tired .
reached home rest and went off for dinner cum gathering over at defu lane with grandmother and uncles .
after eating actually wan go find alice at mac , but my mum was like dont allowed , super angry .
and mood swing , sorry for showing attitude to cg and alice . felt so bad . shit me !
no more attitudes ! holy shit . i'm so so so sorry ....
anyway , to ms ALICENG , i know u will read my blog , christmas eve we working morning rite ? wan go out wirh gardner they all , hahas . they ask de . hahas . give me an answer bitch !takecare !

yanyan took this pic !
randomly taken by yanyan ...
everybody loves me , yanyan and ederlyn
yanyan , xiaoli and me ..
i look so retarded..
xiaoli , ederlyn and belinda ...
yanyan and belinda , i took on the bus ..
adiebb
watie and diana ...
SUSANNA , cute ?
john wilbert , managerr !

fazulan and revi , couple worx !
EDWARD and garner proudly present the 2 idiot that i make friend today ..
act cool friend , edward super cute lar .
DANIEL LOH.
weiyang and yongkeng , gay partner ..
MEIjing and pratha ..
amir , dance breaker.
the 2 noor , one mother to be ..
ederlyn , alice and both noor ..
wad can i say , we love everybodyy ..
the group ANYTHING ..

my current desktop picture .

Back from today bbq for crew outing.
went over to east coast for bbq , woke up at 10am .
bathe , watched tv , dry my hair and prepare everything , and down to serangoon to meet the rest.
was late by abit , when i reached , almost all of them have reached , except noor kecik.
board the bus at around 12pm den went down to east coast , it was at pit 71 .
First , we seperate into groups by susana and esther .
so there was 3 groups , and i knew i will definitely be in the same group with watie .
so i was like saying , "i confirm same group as watie again de lar , super suay , always my enemy den same group"
alice : " i think so also"
WHEN ANNOUCING OF NAMES TO GO TO THEIR RESPECTIVES GROUP ........
susanna: "group A , group leader belinda , and goes on with different members name "
: "group B , group leader fazulan , and goes on until she say EDERLYN , den i was like super sians 1/2 , and guess what after my name susans say WATIE ! "
that's the best part , i stun for like few mins and felt so uncomfortable with it .
quickly find a chance to change group and luckily i got it , i knew meiling and cuifei will wan to be together , i'm damn lucky , thanks friends.
so sneak over to group C which is alice group .
we played the cheer thingy for the first game , so our group name was ANYTHING , nice right ?
we won the first for the cheer , due to our group loudness and of course garner cuteness .
den second was the baloon relay , dint get to play , dont know why also .
so ya , just proceed to the next game the egg throwing game .
we won again , being the first for the game. this game was won by me and alice , so proud of ourselves .
we were leading in our points , our group with 45 points , den fazulan with 15 and belinda with 10.
last game was the key game to our final score. it took up 50 points .
we was like striving to win the game .
Last game was the forming of longest line game , seeing who can form the longest line with everything u have , obviously we get shoe laces and guys took out clothes , and belts , and handphones and socks and shoes , and loads more, but we lose eventually ..
so fazulan group form the longest and they won , they won the first in total lar , won us by 10points .
after that bbq and eat , went on to beach and walk and chit chat , many many pictures.
finally talk to edward and garner , funny , joker ..
took group photo and left east coast after that , took bus back to store , i make everybody mad on the bus .
hahas , went around taking photos and joke around with them ,especially noor and big noor .
after tat , slack around with the attachment beanie , and alice and both noor .
talk talk talk ........ i got loads of fun in mac ...
so time to make decision is here , i must either chose andersen or mac . howhowhow ?
which one to chose ????? i love mac , all my friends are there . but if i dont go for andersen i felt bad . after today outing , i hell cant leave mac , i feltso regret to go for interview , felt so silly , leaving all my friends , going for higher pay job when i dont need so much money , holy shit , i simply sucks . my friends are better at mac . what should i do ????????

But leving mac can make me hell forget him , how ? which one ..
i cant bear to leave alice , manli , edward , garner , joyce , LJ , lily , weiyang , sotong , xiaoli , yanyan , jay , diana , esther ,clifford and loads loads moremore more ...haish ! can someone just kill me ..