from 1am waited till now.
Still waiting .
super tired. eyes closing. No choice. I want to wait.

nose bleed again . 5th day. when will it come to an end. I'm not feeling great at all.
weather is giving me problem. Nose is giving me problem.

I'm happy cause 2908 is great..
Yesterday was flag day. Walked towards alot places with elaine and our sticker man- nicholas ng.
We earn quite alot compared to netballers.
Left around 4pm , tried to train to as fast as i can and cab down to SBC.
Game was not that bad. Good game there though. AND , saw yanny. Long time no see her le. Miss her.
Quite happy to see her. Even he wave to her during the game. Damn funny....
Alrighty , after which home.

TADA ! nothing much. HANGOVER WAS NICE.

*2908 is WOOHOOOOOO....

EDER , really wanna cherish him so muchhy now !
WHYWHYWHY ?

Back from chalet.
DADDY && MUMMY complaining about my panda eyes !
I had a bad day today. Alot of things happen...
Wanted to tell him but i think he's sick of listening..
TODAY TOTAL SUCK UP DAY !
First is on bus 88 , stupid people. They nearly make me burst out scolding lar. Lucky i care about my image.
Complain to cousin about it, and due to being angry , i neglected him . Forget to say bye to him. I flet so guilty.
:(:(:(:(:(
second is some misudnerstanding , shall not elaborate..
Third is he still dont understand me && i still dont understand him....

Tomorrow i want go watch his game , i really want. I mean it. I'm determined to go.
PLease , let me leave early for the flag day , i gonna come up with one thousand reasons.

**** I think here is the best communication with youu !
**** I dont know how to ask you face to face. DO YOU REALLY STILL LIKE ME ? I'm so determined to give up on you , cause i dont want to irritate you. But chalet really sucks big time, make me change my mind again. I regretted going to the chalet.. TOTALLY. if not maybe , or somehow , i wont be pestering you anymore. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ???
Like i say i see you treat other girls so good , den i jealous , i understand how you say me last time , totally understooded. I understand the feeling. If only i can stop thinking about everyday , but i cant , like somehow after the chalet i start thinking of you again.

ERRRR , you KNOW LS ?

Currently : In chalet.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

shall tell you all about yesterday. Training was suckyy....
Suppose to be selection for the polite team but end up tony only eliminate 1 person.
Is it suppose to be a good thing or a bad thing ???
I also dont know lehh. But i hope its a good thing.
I was chosen in as a shooter so i need a shift in the position cause i know i got lower chance to get in as a shooter in the next selection
EDER , SHALL WORK HARD for her next position WA......
And oh ya , for yesterday selection i want to thanks jocelyn alot alot alot , and alot man !
With her around feel much more secure , although she look fierce but she have good intention.
Playing with her totaly comfort man ! I felt that the flow was much more better when playing with her.
I admire her totally. SUPERB JOCELYN thanks alot , and i love you ! thanks for being patient.
TOUCHEDDD RIGHT ????

Den went for the proposal with the sports clubber. Was bad cause i was feeling tired.
Back to chalet talk cock abit and dont feel like sleeping cause backache. Having very bad backaching.
SO i actually slept at 6.30am. And woke up at like 9plus in the morning. Imagine how many hours of sleep.
Therefore skip training today. Sorry alice ng . Love ya loads. Next training i will be there de !
Hopefully they did nothing much and i skip nothing much ya !

Tomorrow having training , so wont be going home before training , cause jocelyn say to meet her for lunch before training , and we will be meeting her at amk hub at 1pm. So ya , see how lethargic is life nowadays.
Hopefully wont get sick man !

Anyway , backache , knee pains , thumb pains , nose bleeding. WEAK BODY.
I need more supplementaries. sorry grandma for not using her money wisely.
I gotta be moremoremore good girl and eat my vitamins all on time........

*i seriously dont understand what you thinking..Sometimes you care sometimes you dont. Sometimes you close with me sometimes you don't. I see you so close with other girls , i also super jealous you know ?? hais! :(:(:(:(:(:(:( ... whywhywhy ?? is the chalet a fruitful oneeee?

KNEE && ANKLE please stay on till wednesday . PLEASE !

b strong EDER ! ! !

Problem are arising cause you know nobody is perfect. Everybody will face problem sooner or later dde. Now it's your turn.
Dont worry ok ? once everything's over you will be the best le.

KNEE && ANKLE you are the best. Pleasee dont lose me && i dont want to lose you all............
MUMMY && DADDY i love youuuuu....
Please let me go for everything i wantt.......

Cheesecake please be a success can ? i want him to be happy........

i need encouragement for wed selection. I'm feeling nervous now.......

We wear all the same shirt during training , cool rght ??


This is ohw me and jocelyn gossip after training.
We were talking about being the emcee during the carnival.
WE talk until damn aunty. Jocelyn actions damn funny
Today UT damn hard. did not mange to finish.
After UT met up with netballers. LUNCH-ed at south and to W5 to study , however taking pics with jocelyn and elaine den fall asleep after which. And we sleep until security guard came to scold.
Woke up prepare and go for jogging den started training , tiring ah.
Started playing WA. still quite blur. I only get to try today and next week need to have our selection le , quite sad leh.
Hopefully i can get inn!

finally science UT is over. Stress is down.
And obviously can see that the above picture is from jocelyn ng , my superb jocelyn !
She damn funny ok ? last night she ask me what class i'm in den i told her. Den she say what she thought her friend opposite my class.
Which i believe. Den today i go in class , hudden say got people come pass me present. den i ask who they say is a girl.
Never out name den say i will know is who.
So they say wear braces and i ohya , jocelyn must be jocelyn. So true enough when i open the present its from dearest jocelyn.
I super happy , dint expect pressie from her . Thanks jocelyn though ! i love you worx !
ohya , still got bubble tea coming along with it.

HOW I KNOW JOCELYN ??
let me tell you all, we know throught netball zonals.
We were enemy at first until getting into rp we start to lame with eachother.
And she's a real bitch. She always stare people with her fierce look. But i love her still lar!
jocelyn and me go through alot before being such a talkable friend.
But thanks for her present which make my day today !

pesta sukan is reaching
I need to shop badly !

bag from kaiying . THANKS DEAREST , i loveyou

Shirt , chocolates and chocolates from dearest netballers. I love you all.

kaiying and dearest sgs-ians cards

surprise from W45A

happy birthdya !

hello tze ching

joix

stupid turtle face

thanks class , thanks people , thanks i love you all.

W45A

thanks netballers

Alright , UT3 for enterprise was alright to me.

So i bet cause my birthday thats why i so happy.

so ya , after UT went out with classmates to causeway point for pizza.

After eating , damn happening. when paying bill , pizza hut suddenly got very loud birthday song. And everybody sang. I damn happy

cake came and make a wish and blow.

after which rush back to school to meet netballers to study.

BUT some drama involved before getting to have a mini surprise by netballers. I damn happy can ??

Netballers are great. Although i know them not long but all the things they did i really appreciate it. Thanks netballers !

I totally love kaiying , the bag she bought me i damn in love with it. Tanks thanks !

althought i know kaiying for not long only but she totally understand me. I love her like nobody business ! thanks bitch !

Den i love netballers totally lar.

2 more hours before my birthday end. But i need study UT3 . i hope shawn wont ignore me after birthday ! please ! !!

present from alice all. I love you all

cake by alice they all , cut by shawn tee !

One day 2 post.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF THOUGH

my wish came true..
SHAWN TEE CAME.
Alice thanks for being so good to me everytime.
Thanks for knowing that i really want shawn to come. Thanks .
I REALLY VERY HAPPY , shawn came with a smile. With his smile i totally very happy.
SHAWN TEE JUN KAI , i love you lar !
mum also say i like shawn ! HAHAHAHAHAH, true , i dont deny...

Now parent know about shawn. I'm proud to say even though he dont like me le , but i still dare say i like him i like him i like him.
Thanks shawn

Next i want thanks my classmates for the wish and netballers !
thanks loads.
Alot to thanks
Thanks uncle for giving me red packet. Thanks !

LASTLY , thanks alice , nic , and cindy chooguan , jasmine , sixu , kevin and whoever in the list for my birthday present. I appreciate it loads.
thanks. especially my dearest alice.
She plan everything. She know i want shawn to come and shawn really came. Thanks alice ! thanks!
I love you all totally. i wan cry but its my birthday den i should not cry.....
I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!

I WANT SURPRISE FROM SHAWN , and i will be happy && happy && happy.
I super sad !

UT3 is starting tomorrow.
I'm suppose to study now but somehow her mood and mind is not into studying.
Tomorrow also my birthday but no plans. Everybody had been asking me how i'm going to celebrate , but i just answered them no plans at all.
Quite disappointing though. :(

Today one whole day moody. Quarreled with faci. Ok , thats not a big deal anyway.

Next bigger deal is Quarrel with Shawn. Hais :(.
I so wanted to prove him wrong. I so wanted to prove that i really like him.
But somehow i always make him angry.
Shawn , i miss you i miss you
Shawn , i love you i love you
Shawn , i'm sorry i'm sorry
Shawn , i regret i regret.
I should blame myself for not cherishing you.
I got no rights to be angry with you, but somehow i hope you don't angry with me.
I think since the first time i know you i've not been cherishing you le.
first time i know you is duing sports camp , during the night walk. You lead our team and bullied us, At night ate mac together and we talk alot , but get bullied by you again. Next is last day of camp we go for movie , some lame shows. Forget the name. And we are like randomly chosing the tickets with eyes close. Ended up sittting beside you. You talk to me saying i keep using my phone during the show, ask me whether am i cold. Den i say NO not cold , den took mrt with you to amk. Den get together with you on july or june i think ? if we were to be together we will be 2 months now. Still remember one time after training , you came to fetch me cause you know i scare being alone. I super happy and happy and happy. Den next is you came town to find me after my class gathering , den we went chomp chomp eat with my friend and you make friend with them. I also very happy cause you send me home again. You gave me a big hug cause you say you miss me like hell. I super super happy. Den next nothing happy le, we kept on quarreling , now i regretted quarreling with you. Cause i realised i really like you after we broke off. I quite happy when on national day you ask me for patch. But i actually make you angry again , And today we quarreled again, i dont know why cant i talk to you properly , why must we always quarrel. I really hope you get to see all this. I'm really want you to know . I'm sorry !

Birthday dont seems to be birthday .
2009 dont seems to be a good year.

Netballuxion COMPLETED.
Next up pesta sukan.

Got in second round for netballuxion.
Game will be with XNIJ.
Okok, XNIJ is a strong team so we quite scare. quite nervous before their game.
I dont know why we so easy nervous.
I had nervous cramps since morning. Kept on having stomach pain.
SHIT !
so our game start at 5.50pm , i supported NSD ( elaine's team ) , netballllll ( jocelyn's team ) and estrella ( coach team ) andand of course mixed team phad thai.
We lost to XNIJ in the second round. Shit , by 1 ball. Totally felt so sorry towards team. Why did i contact the person.
I sucks big time.

Coach team estrella got third. Mixed as usual first and jocelyn team first. COOL man !
RP rocks.
Make new friends like geri LEE. Nice to know her though. Quite a fun friend. LOL. meet her up soonnnnn...

Coach send me an email which really so touching lar. I see the sentence she say she at the side line say she is proud of us. I quite touch. Hais. Coach i'm sorry to disappoint you. I will try my best and improve more . I'm determined to improve more more more .
Thanks coach , pauline , junjia , yilin , KS , brenda , juliana , pam , connie , zelin and jeremy.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! :):)
I want to say a great thanks to them for consoling ! thanks loads

Andand also not to forge tmy dearest rp netballers. You are all damn great friends . Came down to support and also console me. Thanks Aidah , Kimo , seri , Fiona Ranjini , rebecca , jocelyn , carin , lihui. Thanks all of you ! i love you all like thousand times.

AND not to forget still got samuel ( mr.bean ) , huiping , carol andandand geri !

I LOVE TEAM xtra ! I LOVE Republic Poly netballers and everybody

STUPID blogger.
What's wrong with it. I promise stanley to upload pics on his present up.
But blogger is facing some problem. I'm not able to upload it.
So sory stanley.
Anyway , stanley gave me a squirrel as i'm known the squirrel in the class. And also a bottle of handmade stars.
Thanks stanley. Loads appreciated.
Surprisingly , second present of 2009 is from stanley.

Last night , kimo & alice came my house to stay.
TOTAL FUNNESS !
But they kind of irritating. First was me and alice went for YOG at padang. Den we finish had dinner with others.
Had sakae sushi.
Then , went home bathe.
After bathing we went to fetch kimo den all she do is COMPLAIN AND COMPLAIN.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
Dad cook prawn and fish for them , and also 'LIANG CHA' they drink until like nice. LOL..
So around 2.30am , i ask and beg them go sleep cause i super tired , den they dont want sleep leh. Only after that fnally i persuade them to sleep. Quite happy
But i first to sleep and last to wake up , cause i super tired. LOL.

Today Netballuxion we had much more fun. reach damn early, everybody was tired.
But i make new friend right ? her name is geri lee ying yan from nyp.
They are all fun peeps lar. Cool peeps man.
Anyway , first time in life we get in second round. So i gonna sleep early and prepare for second round for netballuxion.

Ohya , and for everybody info, i never give up netball , but just i think rp netball sucks big time. TRUE lar , i now like no feelinf of being in rp team, like i get in den get in lor , dont get in den dont lor.
Cause i dont mind already. prepared for the worst. LOL.
takecaresppeps. update the score tomorrow

MISS SHAWN

Happy birthday lily liew !
I'm tired !

Yesterday had training in school.
Training was fine , quite tiring though. i'm getting older.
Tony told me to play WA. i quite sad lar. Until now still.
dint want to think much also. Left training with alice , cause she come find me.
Off to clementi.
Kbox for lily birthday celebration. Reach there around 10.30pm.
drink upon reaching, play , sing song ,and alot of things lar. UNHEALTHY LIFESTYLE MAN !
okok, cut down on everything unhealthy bah.
left at quite a late time.
Cabbed home , around like $20plus. Ohmy...
slept around 3plus 4am . Woke up at 6am. I'm farking lethargic. kill me please !

tried talking to STJK but he dont want reply.
i kind of know his phone spoil. what can i do to help. Ohplease. someone tell me.
dont want see him unhappy lar dey !
should i be determined or give up ?
birthday coming, birthday wish , get stjk a new phone and also being forgive by him.
ilovestjklar.

i totally hope he will be there to watch my Netballuxion on sat! hais :(
i know he wont.
GOODLUCK EDER AND TEAM to win for netballuxion !

I cant wait for kimo and alice to come my house stay

EDER is yawning yawning and yawning

She's tired and having migranes !

fuck off , DOWN !

From this photo and above are all my beloved classmates from W45A.

Thanks for being there for me and always so caring towards me especially when my hand injured and LOA period ! i thanks w45a man !

Raflee- joker of all , laughing to his laptop

stanley-source of entertainment in class

Kaiying- my dearest and most caring girl!

yuhui- first friend and forever loving towards me

weeliang- thanks for all the squirrel thingy

brian- my accompanion for school.

joix- friendly classmates

tzeching- forever cute classmates

esvari- caring and loving

meet- caring !

priya-caring

Elmo aka ana - thanks for being there always

amelina- funny and entertainer.

adhi- quiet leh , seldom

hidayat- big bully

hudden- seldom talk also leh

jon- pon school king

shahhirra - my hips dont lie ! i love her lar

zakiah - she so quiet but still good friend lar

kath_ our meow meow in class !

fyn- caring loving and thanks !

i shall edit again, cause i cant remember still got who leh! i'm sorry !

From this photo and above will be all on netballers . I think they are my source of laughter. with them i have fun and laughter. We have self training , we go sentosa. We met up and went for ignite. We go eat together. We practically do almost everything together.

Now going to spilt into teams again , cause polite coming. I really dont want to lose any of you lar.

My source of laughter should not be gone.

when i join , i dont know anybody , den now i know people like yeeling, angie , kimo , jesie , elaine, yanny , aidah , carin and loads loads more,

we make plans together , we shop together.

We go out together, we encourage each other on court. we play and make fun of each other outside court.

MY DEAREST SOURCE OF LAUGHTER , EDER DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU ALL LAR !

We have fun all the way.

how we spend our day together !

She is elaine ng

HELLO ELAINE NG , i'm EDERLYN CHAN

WHEN I CONCENTRATING ON PHONE , elaine took it .

First , i blog about today okok ??

Went out with elaine. For job hunt but ended up shopping.

Shop around at ION . den went over to cine to find alouis. Met up with melvin there.

Talk to him , slack around den went heeren to find her bernard ! who call me elder.

IDIOT !

den we went up shop. Saw this shirt at one of the shop that i like. I want get it , den at cashier elaine go tell the aunty that she will pay cause its my birthday present. LIKE WTH ?

i felt so uncomfortable , but still thanks toher.

After which we mrt down to plaza sing, wanted to have pizza hut , but must wait. So we went up den saw ajisen, So we have it instead.

Took pictures in ajisen. And ate. Left around 10plus. Den home sweet home

thanks LOVE for the present !

ohya , we saw jocelyn as well. Damn funny the whole story how we saw her. But still ya , HELLO JOCELYN THE TWIT !

I LOVE ELAINE NG totally ! thanks alot and alot and alot worzxsxz