I'm IN !

First i'm in the netball polite name , although not the 12 but at least 20.
I very very happy as well as sad !
I don't want everybody to get demoralised if they don't get in , we are still one netball team
So getting in to the first 20 means i have to work extra hard and also have to have higher commitment.
Training from next week will be 3 times a week . MONDAY , WEDNESDAY and friday.
Thursday will be for club training , and tuesday is for sports club meeting.

I totally thank god for letting me get in the team , at least all my efforts is pay off .
I hope to get in the 14 of netball polite ! I must plan my time well , study and netball .
godblessme !

IDIOT, whyyoudontgetitatall , afterlosingyoudenirealiseialsowillgetjealous.
Ijustwantyouback!

I'm IN !

First i'm in the netball polite name , although not the 12 but at least 20.
I very very happy as well as sad !
I don't want everybody to get demoralised if they don't get in , we are still one netball team
So getting in to the first 20 means i have to work extra hard and also have to have higher commitment.
Training from next week will be 3 times a week . MONDAY , WEDNESDAY and friday.
Thursday will be for club training , and tuesday is for sports club meeting.

I totally thank god for letting me get in the team , at least all my efforts is pay off .
I hope to get in the 14 of netball polite ! I must plan my time well , study and netball .
godblessme !

IDIOT, whyyoudontgetitatall , afterlosingyoudenirealiseialsowillgetjealous.
Ijustwantyouback!

IDIOT youneverunderstand !
I WILL HATE YOU for looking down on me !

today class was fine .
relief faci is great ! understandable teachings .
no more rapping for the day .

training was fun . super fun .
OHMY , we did alot of things . Interval again .
All our cramps hurt like hell . so we kept on shouting .
den do ball passes , den do court game .
Some things i dislike happen , shall not elaborate . But i was damn angry .
anyway , tony put me in WA first den second quart is GA .
I think all my stamina gone , and dead soon . okok , tomorrow where should i go ? tp or rp ??

IDIOT,i'msoJEALOUSaboutit !
MUSCLE ACHES ! :DDDDDDDD

i'm experiencing damn bad muscle aches all over !
Just came home from sports club meeting and also watching of polite basketball .
Yesterday after training also watch the polite womens basketball .
Very exciting and nice . Rp won 60 points . and its damn cool.
I saw one very 'handsome' girl , she from ITE team , number 10 .

Today sports club meeting was damn fun . I think i make a fool of myself again leh .
Bad thing to happen !
Ohmy , den STJK say we must do proposal by 2 weeks . So shall start doing some work !

August is damn pack for me . I shall tell you what i have man !
11august-training for children day
12august-lily bday
14august-Ride the night and YOG events ( chose 1 )
15august-netballuxion
22august-pestasukan
26-28august-sports club chalet i think !
tada :DDDDD my whole schedule for august . pack rite ?

I FEEL like SLEEPING in class !
I FEEL like GOING home !
I FEEL like DYING !

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I'm LETHARGIC ! I'm tired
ohmygod ! i don't know how i get so tired and get so sick easily nowadays .
This year bad year , start of poly i realise i really do not have anytime for anything , have been tired regardless of school work or netball trainings .
I suddenly hate travelling here and there . And of course also tired of studying .

I dont really have enough sleep nowadays , i think almost like 1 day is 5 hours of sleep only .
Some more training almost all is fitness .
Today training is all about fitness . Everybody cramp till like hell . We do loads of things lar .
I tired and lazy to explain .

I wonder why this year i fall sick so easily lar . Really damn bad .
Keep feeling damn unwell leh . Hais .
I hope to have stronger body and fitness , i hate taking vitamins ..
few more days will be my birthday . HOW COME I DONT FEEL ANYTHING AT ALL !

Back for the day ,
Sorry netballers , slept at only like 6plus in the morning .
I'm sorry !
Err , Loads of pictures to be uploaded . Ohmy !

Friday dint go to school , but went meet up with classmates to see their formal wear , after which meet up with netballers for ignite . We first went over to jesie's house for lunch and went over school for ignite . Damn fun lor . We played and mess around . So so so fun , i realise hanging out with netballers is damn fun.
Aidah dad send us to inter , den kimo waited bus with me .

Kimo is the only senior that is so damn close with us lar . She's a damn great person , Of course there's other great people in netball like yeeling , angie and elaine all those . I love them to the maxxxxxxx !

Today celerbrated nic's birthday ! damn funfunfun ......
Let the pictures do the talking , we went outside his house to surprise him ....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE !

I'm so so so damn tired
Its nearly 5am , i finally finished my proposal . Shall let teammates see it . Hope they like it .
I've not been resting well . Netball killing me , school killing me as well !
sorry dearest netballers , i doubt i'm able to join you guys for sentosa .

Like what i say i hope your blog not writting about me
Please ! i dont want things to end up like that , and i do not have the mindset of hurting you !

Birthday reaching in like 3 more weeks . Hais
i dont want birthday to reach .
This year is the only year that i dont wish to celebrate my birthday .
I dont wish to tell people my birthday is reaching .
I just want surprises from people , if you are able to surprise me i will really be happy .
Hais . I dont want to beg people to celebrate with me anymore . I dont mind anymore

If only i get surprises from you , i will be elated ! i will be happy .
i just want surprises from you . One is enough for all .
You understand ?hais .

I'm getting sick and tired of school and i dont wish to go school .
every morning , i struggle to wake up to go school . I neeed to change before i start to not go to school ......

Firstly , My mind is in total blank to blog .
Supposingly i got alot to blog , aafter things happen . I lose everything .

I shall start with BROTHER birthday reaching in 12mins .
Brother , HAPPY BIRTHDAY ok ?
Knowing you only this year but i think its worth it to know you .
Knowing you during sports camp i knew you are a joker man !
Thanks for cheering me up whenever i'm down , thanks for webcaming with me when i'm down .
You never failed to make me laugh lar BROTHER
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER ! all the best in everything you do .

But today brother enjoying over at his chalet with alouis they all . So nobody to webcam with me , i'm super ultra down .
I'm not myself anymore , super cant think , blank
Came home from training and my parent quarreled again .
I damn scare lar , i nearly cry out . I really dont want them to quarrel lar
I will do anything if they dont quarrel .
Mum ask me if they divorce who i want follow . I both also want . Den dad say he unhappy at home , will move out of this house when he find out .
I totally stress ! :(:(
Please , i really hope they wont quarrel anymore , i swear i will do anything if they don't quarrel .

Ederlyn cant get to sleep and she's damn down in mood .

Hey people , Ederlyn is fine .
She no longer feel sick , she longer feel sad .
She no longer think that much .
Ederlyn is going back school to join her lovely class .
Ederlyn is going back to join her netballers .
Ederlyn is going drinking with ky one fine day !
Ederlyn thanks people who come my blog and say i cute . W45A knows why i'm cute .
Ederlyn also thanks people who always view and read her blog .

Ederlyn need to chill herself !

I Don't know should i hold on or should i let go ?
if you read my blog i will just tell you i really want an answer from you . cause i'm really tired

I don't wanna lose you but i'm already losing you :(
I tried so hard to tell you that i really dont want to lose you , i tried so hard to tell you i love you .
I tried so hard to tell you how much i need you by my side , i tried so hard to tell you i'm jealous .
I tries so hard to tell you i'm sorry , i tried so hard to tell you i'm cherishing you .
I tried so hard to say i miss you , i tried so hard to say BABY I NEED YOU !

i know writting in my blog den you read will make you easier to understand
i dont want go on sat really not cause of you , you dont feel bad .
serious , too many things le , some more i dont know whether should i tell you cause you so close to her now .
you understand ?
I seeriously dont want recover cause i really can feel your care when i sick . I so so so happy can ?
i know you care alot during th period i'm sick .
Sorry for showing you attitude . sincerely sorry !

Ederlyn drop her tears cause she totally feel leftout .
I shall stop thinking and move on ...

maybe seriously there isn't any true friends in this world . I should stop being so silly .
Making 2 posts in one day , One sad one happy .

i'm really sorry !

Elaine Ng

Kaiying

Stanley
Ederlyn wants to recover !

I miss all the fun in school with friends .
I miss everything .

I got nothing to blog about myself cause i stay home whole day just to Sleep Sleep Sleep ...

So ya , firstly i shall talk about kaiying :
She have been great friend with me throughout my school time in Republic poly .
I know her only during second week of school but we get along well as if we know each other since secondary school . She always accompany me when i'm down and now when i'm sick she actually show her care and concern and I miss her lar !
I want faster go back school and find her ! Cause we are only left with 4 more weeks of school before changing of class .

Second person is Stanley chow :
He's also a person that i meet in class , he's damn joker
Me and kaiying always find our joke of the day from him. He totally make us laugh till we cramp.
Always when we step in class with the tired face , his joke without fail sure make us awake de . He named me squirrel cause he say i look like one .

Third person is elaine :
I know her through netball . First week of netball we wasn't that close until like second or third week of netball training . How we get so close i also forget how . But if i not wrong i think it all started from sports camp.
We have loads of fun as we go camps together , we play together and we do everything together.
Times with her was damn hilarious and fun . We always make a fool of ourselves without fail , we talk about cute guys and stuffs . I know she sure miss me alot , i want go back school see her soon . I totally hope Sat can get to see her !

Fourth person is shawn tee jun kai :
For him , i know him through Sports camp . Actually dont really know him also lar !
I think i only know him during the second day of the camp leh . Dont know him well also .
Like second day night den start got talk to him all lor . Cause of mac delivery den we eat and talk cock .
Third day movie with all the sports camp people all lor , den we took mrt together . Tats how i know him more .
He's damn caring during the days i'm sick . Thanks loads !

Of course not to forget everybody in w45A lar .
Like Tze ching , Jolene , Yuhui , Joix , amelina , Fyn , Kath , Meet , Kang jie , Weeliang , Brian , Esvari , Priya and more more lar , everybody infact .
Of course still got alice , xueting and loads more tat show their care and concern through facebook ..
Shall show you some pictures of the people i mentioned ...

Ederlyn is finally down !

finally i fall sick for the year .
Its been long since i last fall sick , i really hate falling sick .
Cause , i scare of medicine , i scare of injection .
I cant eat good food , i cant go anywhere and i have to miss school and miss all my classmates and friends
today home whole day and sleep whole day .
I miss my classmates and everybody . I feel so touched by friends . All of them miss me so much
But sad to say i will only be back next week , i'm going to miss so many lessons . Hais !
I hate fever .

Lunched had only red bean bread den drink medicine den sleep till night
Dinner had papaya , half of it den cannot take it le . Drink medicine and sleep again .



Stanley and shawn have been great . They are super caring towards me .
I want to recover faster . I want i want ! i want go back school
i want go out , i want meet all my friends .
hais !

EDERLYN IS SICK
38.2 DEGREE
PLEASE SHOW HER SOME CARE AND CONCERN

i am here to blog .
Have not been updating seriously .

both weekends i've been waking up at 6am .
I super not enough sleep . Damn tired .
manage to pass john his present already . Everybody find it nice . John find it nice as well .
I demand him to put it on his wall when he go back phillipines . Yeah !
Sumagpang gonna remember me man !

He's a great great person . He jokes with me , He lame with me . I like him as a friend . He make my day totally .

yesterday on bus i was like thinking about jayden out of sudden . He just came into my mind on the mind .
And guess what , i reach serangoon i actually saw him with his bunch of idiotic friends .
I damn guilty when i look at him , so i just walked away .
After that at night , he's still there and damn kuan yew came over to use my lappy . He was like looking .
I felt even more guilty .
I misunderstand him since last time , i had a bad impression of him cause :
- He smokes
- He has loads of tatoos
- he hang out round with those AST people
- He's under probation just cause of fighting .
- he's in boys home !
Jayden , i sincerely say sorry to you . I still remember how good you treat just trying to win my heart . I felt so guilty .
Just that i'm really stuck in between you and qichiu that time . I hope everything gets better and we still can be friend . ok cool ??
I first get to know jayden is through kuan yew cause he betray his 2 years friend which is me , he gave my number without my permission . But knowing him quite good also lar , he damn protect his friend .


oh ya ,let's blog about friday . Finish ut walk over to mrt with ky , trained down to yck to meet braveman and peeps . Den we ate at jalan selaseh . Eat fried rice . lol .
Den talk cock a while , left around 7plus .
Home and met cg and off to vincent's wake . To pay respect and give the money .
First , when reach there , i quite shock and taken back . Cause i saw his photo and i find it too sudden .
I don't believe it at all .
I saw how sad his mother was , how saddening it was .
If you guys were to know the story , you will find it sad , you will think he does not deserve all this .
I regretted not being good to him during sec school life . although he will talk to me lar !
he's my good good friend now and forever .
VINCENT YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED .

I found myself so naggy ah ! i shall stop here for the day !
Tomorrow can continue .

i miss STJK seriously !

i think he gonna ignore me soon .
I so feel like giving up but just can't
Hais . Ok , he say in his tagboard that he make his conclusion already .
So i should just face it man !

i love w45A

Today is the most fun day lar . First time so fun in cognitive .
Firstly , i met up with brian at hougang inter den took bus to school .
And we are late , but kind faci did not mark us late .
Reached class , den kaiying shouted very loud , EDERLYN WE SAME GROUP .
den i like stun den i say realy ah ? omgomg , den faster go join them
and guess what ??? my group is damn fun cause got weeliang , stanley , and kaiying
i love it lar , alot of laughter in the class . So cool lar ...

So did our presentation successfully and fun . I think we did a great job as a team , although we keep joking around lar .
So ya , we end off very late and end the day with photo takings . TADA ! these are all the photos !
I really dont wish for a change of class , i love my faci i love my class !
Stanley jokes really make our day ........... i dont want change class !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will miss stanley and accompany ....

STJK i miss you lar !

STJK say he gave up on me , he make his conclusion .
HAHAHA !
i'm sincerely SORRY !

Team Zeal .
On Our way to kallang for our last game .
I will miss all of them. Especially WEISI , MINJI , ELIZABETH !