Yesterday game was disaster , we lose very badly cause i seriously playedd badly .

Firstly is cause of bad weather that giving me headaches seriously .

Secondly is because of laoliu dirty matter of coaching . He actually told his players if want trip people don't too obvious , like WTF ? den the GD damn dirty , she knew i got weak knees . She kick straight to my knee , at that moment i was like farking angry , i saw the umpire pull his hand up wanted to blow when laoliu shouted umpire is not always correct den she put down her whistle .

F-ing angry & frustrated .

Let's not talk about that , i shall just play properly for other games .

Today actually i realised my tape cause my knee having 2 different skin colour .

I think i need my physio badly now . I shall go back for appointment if i got the time .

Met up with nicky & alice on bus , & down to bugis . We overshot the stops & reached CentralC . Walk & i find it damn boring so took bus to bugis .

Walk around bugis street & its damn boring siol .

No bag , & got nothing at all . So went in bugis junction den saw this bag at flesh imp quite nice . so i ask them whether should i buy & they say yes cause here dont have nike shoop or any other shop.

So k just bought it , den when we walking out i saw the nike shop . Omg . I saw this F-ing nice nike bag , i damn like lar , damn regretted . Called mum to complain anyway . lol...

After that went over to kovan for my punggol nasi lemak . Damn yummy , i love it !

So yeahhhhhhhh , i finally got to eat & i got my bag .

Sorry mr toh ! sorry for misunderstanding you ! i though you lie again , i'm seriously sincerely sorry leh . Boy ah , i promise won't anyhow accuse you le .

Please , dont angry le lar . I'm sorry ok ?

I really miss you lar , i 3rd need go camp till 5th den 6th you going overseas le , okay just takecare !

Anyway , busy schedule for the holidays .

3rd to 5th camp.

9 - 11 camp

15 - 22 maybe going overseas , still deciding .......

braveman toh , i love you lar !

promisee Dont leave me even though we are just friend .

Have not been blogging much due to bad schedule , & busy schedule .
haha , all of you must be eager to see what i'm going to post rite ?
Anyway , wednesday i skipp-ed school , when over to meet braveman at his house there . We chit chat & i eaten . After which around 5pm i went back school for training while braveman went out .
He bulliedd me again , hais , poor me .
Err , training for the first hour is fitness training , we ran around the school for like 2 rounds = 3km .
Den we do suicide , do conditioning . Now i'm having bad cramps already .

School got nothing better at all . Only friday , after school went home straight , but was call by huiping to eat with them as in jessica & her , so i asked her to call alice to come along as well .
So ya , alice came along den we went over to eat at hougang green . Slacked till around 11 plus den went home

Tomorrow having game with vanpac . haha , lets hope can win which i think is impossible .
All the best ederlyn !
i miss bravemannn

I seriously dont understand why friends come & go .
When they got new friends they will leave their old friends . Why ?
why cant there be a forever friends ......
I really hope cg , alice , kevin , VANNY & W45A wont break off with each other . Once friends forever friends ok ?
If you got new friends you want go den you go lor . We or I wont stop you . But still take care WORX !

Anyway , i recall somethings , why i love braveman so much is because he always help me cut pork chp into smaller pieces cause he know i dont know how to cut , he remember the likes & dislikes of me . I love him lar !

yesteday i was forced to make a decision between Rp training & Tp training . So i ended up choosing going to Tp .

I actually skip Rp , i felt so bad . Luckily Rp physical test was cancelled . Let's hope tomorrow nothing much will happen .

I felt like i broke my finger during training , it stil hurt till now .

Anyway , let's start with all the things i want to say man !

Firstly , i think alot people don't know how braveman come about .

Finally i know braveman for like 3 years le , I felt so fortuante to know him for like so long .

First year when i know him , i'm damn stupid to give in to him when we quarreled . I accompanied him when he need people to accompany , i wait for him to end work no matter how late .

Then after which second year , we was getting along well for the first few months , den to the lsat few months we actuall start quarreling & never contact for like 6 months .

Finally we talk to each other again , & things is getting better , maybe its because i know him too well le . I know how to communicate with him .

Some more just few days back he talk to me on MSN , i can feel that he still love me after all . I know he stil show me care & concern towards me .

Both of us plannign about our birthday le , So hope he's not going to work & also hope no school for me !

I simply feel damn disappointed now . I feel no point having too many friends you all know ?
I feel so disappointed with my friends now . WhyWhyWhy ? Did i actually treat my friends very badly ? I hope i did not .
Why none of my friend is there for me when i'm down , when i'm not in the right mood , when i got nobody to accompany me .
I seriously dont mind having nobody to accompany me now . I know the feeling & i'm getting use to it .
But i just want to know did i ever not accompany you guys . I dont want to hurt you guys / gals at all . I tried to accompany you all no matter how tired i'm
Even after school , i dont have enough sleep , i'm tired i also accomapnied you all with a smile . Did i ever failed to entertain you all ? Did i ever failed to make you all laugh when you are down ?
DID I ? DID I ? DID I ?
hais , i'm just craving for nasi lemak , why nobody understands .
Ok , now i'm done with having too many friends . You all can be so cruel to me & yes i can be back to you .
You all dont deserve my kindness , seriously dont deserve .
My friends are like this , My family are like this too ..
Nobody is good towards me , How i wish i'm being pampered everyday just like when i'm young , i dont feel like growing up anymore
I love the feeling of being pampered , I love the feeling when people treat me good . I love it when everybody put a smile on my face .

After all , why is he always not there for me ? why ? I wanna be a lesbian now !
I seriously do miss him that much ....

Omg , i tell you all something . Its my first experience of fire in shopping centre
i actually experience fire at Causeway point with weiyang & lily leh .
We was like watching NATM 2 half way in the theatre when suddenly all the lights on , & everybody walking out .
Den we also followed . & policemen & firemen all keep asking us faster move .
I walk out of the theatre , got one damn strong smoke smell. Den everybody have difficulty breathing . Omg .
So walked down by stairs den got this firemen actually push me & i nearly fall .
So we did not manage to finish the show . We went amk hub to continue our show , cause we are damn desperate to finish the whole show .
My first fire experience was great . But the feeling wasn't good at all .

i'm so tired , but i still make it an effort to blog . Cause i feel so much like blogging .
Anyway ,today had science . i catch nothing at all . Only like some ? lol. Others is anyhow 'BOMB'
Damn lily called me during lesson , still play play with me . She called me just to tell me that movie on friday at causeway .
Hurray ! its at causeway , i love it .
Super near my school , dont need travel much .
There's UT test after school , so after the test , met cg & friends to eat den met yanhui they all & go training together . Changed everything .
Tony bully me again , he anyhow grab me & say you form one 7 person team for me . Den go like HUH !?
den he say faster , form 1st & second line up . I damn feel like crying .
After training , went to bath with lina , den while walking to inter, saw angel & yeeleng , went to eat dinner with them ended up damn late reach home .
Lina was not able to catch her last bus , so my dad fetch her home & of course me home . Damn funny . When reaching lina house we can't find the U-turn , my dad damn worried about lina bein catch-ed away by anonymous .
Keep asking her will dangerous anot . my dad seriously very cute , still think that we are 10 years old.. THANKS daddy !

I want rebond my hair ! , or should i not ?
i want cut hair
i want pay fine !
Everythings needs money ! i dont have ..........

I'm here to blog . Today is monday again , 2 more weeks to holidays .

I'm just so excited .

I love holidays . Netball game coming up soon . But knee is aching damn badly . Think it's time to go for physio again .

No more time to waste if i want play the game .

I LOVE W45A alotalotalot lar . They totally make my day , especiallyy my teammates today & kaiying . Thanks alot . Thanks zenithians as well ..

Pictures again to show how much i love W45A..

ilovemycheeryouupshirt !!

Its like finally i'm blogging rite ? lol...
i seriously dint have much time to blog , due to trainings , meeting up with friends , & schooling .
Everyday school till around 4pm , reached home also feel like sleeping le .
Thursday after school , went over to koufu , & eat with Cg at koufu , after which , use laptop a while den around 6pm we went to take bus over to interchange .
We then seperated at interchange cause i go for my training at Tp , was early for training , so did my warm up first , den after running laps . I got bad muscle pull . I cant feel my leg at all .
Damn knee is giving me pains at the same time .
Do diamond , do interception den play court game , KS actually put me as GD willingly without me asking . Den i was like trying my very best so i think KS could see it & he actually praise me . Thanks YOU !
Anyway , i seriously dont feel like playing in the ENL :
Reasons because : We never train with the other player before except some .
Secondly : my knee giving me pains .
Thirdly : i got damn no hope for this ENL .

Anyway , friday , my class only got like 15 people in school leh , Poor class , Poor faci .
Err , den during break , when to help yuehan celebrate birthday outside her class . We gave her a surprise . A lie was being told by vivian .
So manage to trick her out , & sang happy birthday song to her . Cut cake , den we left .
Supposingly after school going far east with kaiying , noel , vanny, & yuehan . But ended up not going cause yuehan meeting her boyfriend . So we just go causeway for lunch & bought some shirts over there .
Kaiying & me will be giving everybodya surprise ....
i mrt-ed down to far east as i meeting nicholas & xueting there . So ya , go there find them
Shoppeeddd around finding bag for me , & i fall in love with this haversack at crumpler . The shop person was also like damn kind . Its over at paragon . Maybe i'm getting it soon .
Walk to plaza singapura , den saw jon over there , damn unlucky , we bought our things & left there , nic & xueting came my house stay . damn cool .....
Den ya , we slept cause i need go work the next day .... Anyway , i forget to do my POOR RJ cause we are like busy webcaming ...

I'm still struggling whether to pay the fine or not ........ someone tell me what to do ......

Conclusion for today lesson is , chem sucks to the core .
I dont understand anything about chem , cause i dislike & i hate it ..
Its all about atoms . I feel like an idiot . Lucky got my lovely teammates to be there coaching , & teaching me . thanks teams . I love you !
Den went lunch at mac with lina , joix , kaiying , yuehan , vanessa , cg , kevin , noel .. Alot people lar . we damn funny , make friends with each other very fast .
anyway , coach tony damn funny today . He says i'm his favourite girl for the day .
Den keep ask me demostrate . Omg , i damn scare
Den i say i want try WA instead of centre den he ask me why . crazy , is he ask me change de .
anyway , letter is here ... sian 1/2
I'm sad over super many things .
I'm sad with everything
sad that must pay the fine
sad that i'm broke
sad that braveman go reservice
i sad about everything

I love my CLASS W45A
i love SGS friends
I love braveman
I love everybodyyyyyy !!!!

i super depressed lar . I damn upset .
firstly , was cause i screw up my whole damn presentations . I really screw it up . I'm damn bad in presentations lar .
Sorry team , we will thrive better next week . Heard from faci that next wednesday got UT dry run . Omg, scary lar .
After the dry run , next week wed we will have our test , hope its easy , i must start downloading all the 6p le . & start mugging ..

After lessons when for training at sports complex , Called lina , she was late .
So waited for her at the court . Den we start training at like 6.30pm .
Coach tony break my heart by saying i cant play shooter as i'm too short . He wanted me to try something like WA & centre , which i'm damn not familiar with . I damn no mood lar ..
i want shooter , why are the others so tall . i really angry lar !
YANHUI let's die together , we are the short people !

Finally back blogging .
Quite busy lar , yesterday working . Damn tiring lar .
Err , i'm like cant take it , but still tolerate down lar . lol:DDDDDDDD
So waited for mummy to come & fetch , went home bathed , den went over for dinner at casuarina road . which is near the lower pierce or something de .
So finish eating went over to punggol . Watched darjeeling limited . A comedy lor , but very nice ..

Today work again , boring lar , but still fun..
Den mummy come fetch den went home to bathed den go kovan do things & go to amk hub for 17 again .
Nice show , & guess what , zacccc efronnnnn damn handsome , i like him lar !!!!
I LOVe ZAC EFRON !

I'm damn mad in class today, bad tempered in the morning . Sorry peeps .
err , i actually went crazy in school lar . Hais , actually seriously i damn no mood . trying to keep myself entertained so i went around disturbing others .
Today is problem solving , i totally dont understand , sorry team , i dint help you gals do the ppt . Sorry . Instead i went around taking pictures .
After which waited for cg they all , den when for late lunch . & training at TP .. Super tiring lar . I damn cramp lar . alot training for this week .
I was like playing damn badly , den get knock by june i totally felt so breathless . & everybody saw me just drop the ball . I damn feel like fainting . It was a damn bad knock , den coach eric was like saying umpire did not see , so i bad luck .
Continued playing but was limping already . Hais , sorry peeps , i played damn badly .
After which cabbed home with elizabeth ( hg) , steph (hg) , alice (sgs) & liyi .. Send liyi home , den drive pass jalan kayu , i was like craving for prata again , den i msg-ed braveman but he's drinking with his friend , so sadd-eddd !!
I got loads of pictures to upload for you guys to enjoy . I'm dman ugly , but nevermind !

blogger damn sucky , i cant upload pictures . Will upload in class tomorrow . dont worry !

Stupid rp ! tell me password going expire den i went to change it & ended up i forget my password .
Tomorrow need go helpdesk again . Shit lar ! damn hate to go Helpdesk.

Anyway , pass up RJ through e-mail .

After school super rushed lar , cause last min lina told me that today there's training in school , so i rushed home to take my shoes . & my bus journey is like 1 hour .
I reached home around 5.10pm den I left home around 5.20pm . Rushed back to school as training suppose to start at 6pm .
I reached , Forget to bring sticker & they ask me to take my temperature in front of them . Damn sick & waste time.
We do shutters , squares & lots of things to warm ourselves up .
After which have game with the senoir team plus 3 national players . Sonia from under 21 , rebecca from uner 19 & jocelyn from under 19 . They damn good lar ! will be my future team mates , i look forward to learn from them
Coach tony say we should learn from them .
Den training ends at 9pm , coach tony offer to send us back . So me & lina alighted at amk & took 136 home . We talk alot lar , talk about many other things . Its damn fun lar !
In the car , coach tony keep asking me questions den i damn scare lar . Omg .. I'm looking forward for the actual training on monday .

Today i'm late for school . damn it , its all due to the slow traffic , i left home damn early le lar . Holy .
Anyway , was super nervous the whole day due to trial for netball . so i actually tried to calm down .
After school went up with peeps & go for ajisen , we treat kevin as its his birthday . So after eating waited for alice . She went to watch my netball trial . Thanks everybody , thanks for accompanying
Saw the lina from yck . Both of us get in . Hurray !!
Among 68 only 11 get in , i should say i'm lucky , thanks god .
Coach tony train me WD , damn surprising lar . I'm suppose to be a shooter .
whatever it is , ENL is coming up soon , i got no much time to rest le , shall rest more now !

oh ya , maybe vanessa & nicholas coming to stay at my house on friday ...

Finally ii got time for my blog . Hais , damn busy even its a 3 days long weekends .
Err , friday was labour day no school , so i went over to kallang for netball training camp . It was a day camp ..
So reach there at 9am , start training , weather damn killing !
11pm went for break , we had ice-bath , i was like shouting like mad , the water gave me aching , Damn it .
den bath-ed & went for lunch . Lunch at leisure park . At kouFU ! cool ? lol:DDDDDD
bck for video at kallang netball centre . Nearly sleep , cause i think got nohing to do with us .
den 5pm start training again . Train till 7pm rest a short while dne i start shooting till game start .
we had friendly with other teams people . & guess what ?
Their coach is my future rp coach ( if i get in for monday trial ) , really wish my luck man ! i hope can get in lar ..
if not i shall join canoeing .. & oh ya , coach eric , coach jo , & many other praise me for doing well , & said i improve alot . I relaly hope monday wont fail for the trial , hope my efforts wont go down the drain .
God bless me ..

Saturday , start off the day with stress . People show me attitude . & i really dont know wad to do .
Den late for training due to overslept . why cant you understand me ? shit lar !
Training from 9am - 12pm , den everything ends .
Suppose to have match with Rj , but end up dont have cause we were busy training ... lol:DDDDDDDDD
We go suntec with coach jo , pauline , brenda , alice , peiru aka AUNTY PEI , Khiok sing , juliana , june & juliana husband . We eat fish & co . damn not nice , cause i dont like lemon based sauce .. Holy shit..
Rushed back for work den now reached home & blogging .

Think i can pass for my monday trial ? please safe me , please please please .. i really dont want efforts to go down the drain , i promise to well as ever .. I will train to improve myself .. Please , god bless me ..