bad bad bad ;
Since last week , breathing & ankle have not been nice and friendly towards me ): breathing difficulty somehow happen after the playing of basketball and badminton. Was damn bad , i totally cant breathe through. Thanks to people who were there giving me tips on how to catch back my breathe. After which i went to have a run downstairs my house on last wed , i ran for 25mins and i stopped , due to lost of breathe , i had so much difficulty and its terrible. Tears nearly drop. Alright whatever it is , i guess is due to the large intake of ice cream recently bah.

Anyway , weekends working over at united square. Found out that don and mingmin also working over at united square , they are both working at build a bear , ok was cool to see them though. been long since i last see don as well. Whatever it is , hah , even though felt quite weird , but ya , i dont care la. and guess what its 28th on sunday. E came to fetch me from work cause we went to celebrate junkiat's birthday. So ya , on that day itself we had nearly 6 hours of monopoly deal challenge. Thanks E for the day ehh.. :):)

MONDAY TRNG was terrible though , same problem occuring :(
Working weeekkkk , i guess its killing meee. && QAD , IMY YOU SIOL :)
E , imy too:)

Had a lil gathering with classmates , actual plan was to go for a picnic , but due to low number of people turning up and due to the bad weather. We decided to have a change of plan , so at first was only me , aga and christine , so we had our lunch over at macs. After which walked around and decided on catching a show over at GV. Catched Alice In Wonderland (cause C say nice ).... :(. Bought tickets and off to accompany aga for a hair cut ,and guess what he look CUTE and im the one that helped out to have such a nice hair cut , cause i instructed the hair stylist on how his hair should be cut. Cabb-ed back to TM , met up with brandon and went in theatres. The show was boring , not worth it. After which slacked around and Jackie came to find us. Chat awhile and off we go to aga house area to slack. Home around 7plus.

I hate getting involved into house matters , i dont understand why i cant have some peace at home. I seriously wish i were never home . You people know im trying so hard to save money but still you all want me to spend it. I dislike you people. :(
I got so much things to stress about , i dislike this kind of lifestyle. You know i really hope you people dont meddle into my life so that i could have a better life alone. I will be independent , i will , i willl. Please , i hope this is the last time , please let me live the way i want.

A wonderful day out with Jocelyn Ng today. Finally after so long , i went work out with her again. Despite working out / running , we talk alot till we can only last for 15mins. Nearly die-ed ! LOL :DDDD. So ya we had a full 10 rounds around the track , bathe and becca fetch us over to cwp inter. Went down town , met up with Alice , and xueting along. So 4 of us went over The Cathay wanting to catch aston but oops Long queue and everybody is feeling damn hungry so we ended up just grabbing ljs over at Plaza Sing again. After which deciding on whether to catch a movie but seems like everybody disagreeing with it , so went for a shop and after which home ! So well , a day out with Jocelyn Ng. Anyway , there will be more on sunday and Monday ! ^^

Hellooo girls of E36J

Thanks Maths Faci for showing us care and concern.

Hey lovely classmates !

LALALA , girls again !

I guess i just wanna say i Love you E36J

So it was just last week that we had our lil class chalet , even with the super small amount of poeple over at the chalet , we still manage to had loads of fun. I reached late on the first day , extreme late due to training , seeing dearest aga and ching running towards me giving me a hug , after which group photos with my dumb stupid hair. And definitely play , talk ,Drink. How cool right. drinking was the fun part of life during the chalet. So ended everything at around 3am after everybody bath and we went back to the room upstairs and ya slept till the next day noon.

2nd day , Hai wei (mathsfaci ) came. Bought loads of food , and after which we played some games in the room , with evelyn by the side. So ya , after around like 7pm , we went to grab our dinner over at KFC , omg full. Then send evelyn off and we started our drinking seesion and gabling and nonsense sessions. Stupid EC eat eat eat my money.. LOL. overall , HANGOVERS !

Still i wanna say , E36J takecares , and all the best ! :)

I just wanna say , EVELYN lew , its so disappointing ...

its new year eve today today and today ! So which means tomorrow going to be first day of new year.
So still remembering new year last year , parent of mine still able to afford and owns 2 cars at the same time. But as days pass by , one by one the car is gone. After this new year , another car is gone, this apparently shows how poor my family is getting. But whatever it is , mummy without fail still gave me loads of money at a time, always concern about me not having enough money to shop about and to play when i'm outside. Without fail , texting me whether i needed more money when i'm out. All my shirts , shoes , netball stuffs all come from her hard earn money. So i'm so going to learn to save.

Getting a part time job is not a wrong choice , at least i'm going to spend money that i earned. I won't feel that guilty spending my parent money anymore. obviously red packets is going to be my another source of earnings ! so new year is always the best time to earn while gambling.

Tomorrow will be feb the 14th, which means its VALENTINE DAY , done somethings for lilboy and QAD , hope QAD like the things i gave ,it was suppose to be half a year with her and also valentine day in advance. LILboy got a valentines day present , but aiyayaya ! he still so strong and firm with his decision. Lilboy , you ever know how much i miss you siol. Damn !

feb 22nd - 24th , E36J is going to have the last gatherings together at pasir ris chalet , i'm damn sure that its going to be a fun and nice chalet. Come on , people , all come for the chalet alrights ? we must enjoy it for the one last time :):)

Its been one week since i last update my cute lil blog
I shall just say i MISS MY CUTE LIL BOYYYY !

LIL BOY abandoned me for real this time , so i've got no choice but to actually let it go already.
So life have been great at times and down at times. I guess this is part and parcel of life.
E36J have come to an end , soon will be new class , new faces. Obviously i do miss my dearest E36J , we came from all diff classes and schools. From not talking to each other to talking to each other celebrating tons of people birthday together. Doing all the stupid things together , the mass conver and stuffs. From not having lunch with each other till having lunch together. From never hanging out together to hanging out at coffeeshop together , our 1st break together over at coffeeshop , 2nd break as well. From a shy and quiet class , to a noisy and seriously no longer shy class , taking tons of pictures together with faci and also among ourselves. Stupid pictures , nonsense pictures. All sorts of pictures will just stays as we know we are going to have more !
E36J i miss you people <33333333

that lil friend of mine , thanks for being so nice , the hong kong cafe dinner and ajisen dinner ! totally LOVE ! errr , plus all the shopping , the stayover and also all the nonsense you tolerate from me. I appreciated it

TO my lil qaddddddddd ! Oh yeah , you have been missed by me , its been long since we last hang out , finally next week ok ?

Oh ya , Ut is coming to an end , and new year and valentines day is coming.
DAMN IT , valentines day is a gone case day ! :(

My dearest have not been cute and nice to me for very long already.. I think i long had his surprises since like few months ago i guess. Dearest , you know there's much more things i expect form you. Like fetching me to school , sending me home , accompany me till late night. Hais :( both of us lead a diff life , mine a full of fun life , yours a full of regulations life , but no matter how diff is our life , i'm hanging on no matter what.
*i just need to be pampered*

Today is last day with gail goh ( accounting faci ) so it's a no worksheet day and guess what we played MONO-POLY ! hahaha , how nice , my class damn childish. Play until nearly fight. So ya , everything was nice with gail except me being abit attitude towards her today cause of somethings that happen last week. So gail goh ! thanks for being so nice always ! Slacked through the day by camwhoring and after which class pics with gail goh !

*collage all the photos , view more on fb ! *

I finally done it on the road ! i'm impress with myself , ederlyn you can drive !

I heard a crack sound on my knee after umpiring SAS and SOH game , and it start hurting. OH DEAR WHAT HAPPEN !

yesterday entrepreneurship photos , too many to upload , so i shall collage it up. :) enjoy !

today 1st month with don ng , Happy one month eh ! so we ended up making almost the same plan for the surprise. HAHHAHAHA , the whole process damn funny. Alright , totally fun today , cause i had the whole day with dearest , went school with him. Go home with him. But this also spells the end of spending time with him cause i have to work from tomorrow onwards .... :(:(

But still i love him the most.

I seriously sincerely miss all my friend siol

NB , cock up , i suepr super miss them , NG jocelyn ! I miss you fucking more than anyone else !

HAIS :(

Shall update without pictures first cause i don't have new pictures currently , My friend is damn slow in uploading pictures !

Today entrepreneurship trade show , how fun it is , we came in unprepared , but turn out well.
We managed to have lots of new stuffs hung up the wall and presented to the judges. Even though not there to help out when they are being asked and bomb by questions from faci , but we still manage to get enough votes on getting the best design booth. Thanks all my lovely friends. Your votes made everything count ! <3333

After getting the prize , we had an interview , was a damn abrupt interview. So damn funny. After the interview we went off to town ! ching and meimei bought their vans , i bought nothing. This is all cause i'm not able to think of what to get. Sunday will be shopping day.

Ohya , my working life is going to be back soon. Shall catch up with everybody i can when i'm free. I shall enjoy my working life. I shall and i will. Its the fun that i want , not the money that i'm earning. I believe i got enough money to spend. Just wanted more !

Anyway , suppose to work tomorrow but dearest , its 28th. I just wanna say I love you ! <33333

VALENTINES ? DON'T SEEMS TO BE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA - jan 22
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL - jan 24

everybody birthday , I love celebrations !
I want mine to come. Alot of things happen , damn sad , Life have not been good. So shall not update much ..

Life's a bitch , so is she
Fuck you girl , can out of DON NG ! Don ng , you are hurting me ...

The girl i miss so dearly now !
HAPPY 5th MONTH. Sorry for the late post...
16/01/2010

Silly girl had a lil surprise for me , she even went home to get the present that she have got for me cause she forget to bring it to school. She actually skip her 2nd break and wanting to get home to get the present. And the the the damn me , actually want to kpo and believe that she's going to partial and followed her everywhere. Ended up after one big round , she never intend to partial is just to surprise me. How nice and sweet right this lil girl. Upon seeing the present , I feel damn damn happy , super happy. Even though its just a cup , it meant alot.

Its only a short five month , things are still going strong and well i guess. Attitude each other was a daily routine. Being your friend was nothing bad at all , if previously we did not have misunderstandings , we could be friend long ago , but whatever it is we are friend now and not only now but years to come.
I'm really happy to know you cause you make me super happy. You kept my laughter when i'm down , surprise me whenever you got time ,brought me fun even though there's only both of us out on an outing. Thinking of places to go , things to do , and alot alot alot of other things.
Seriously if without you , i think life would not be that great in rp. I totally believe that in all those years that are arriving , we are going to have better memories and nicer memories.

Even though my class is the same level and same block of your class , i still miss you that much.
MISSING YOU THAT MUCH ! time spend with you is like dropping and dropping till alot people questioning me. but i know you have your stuffs and i have my stuffs , but ya , as long as both of us know that we never forget each other everything will be fine.
qad , thanks for all the memories over the past 5 months and hopefully more to come.
Hopefully you are enjoying every moment now. <3>

The passion that i've been missing.
Miss the team
Miss the touch of netball. Miss the scoldings of coach , Miss the stupid face of mine on court.
When will we get back the court together as a team again ?

My younger and irritating brother && dearest Classmates

Falling sick real soon :(
My brother have been quite a nice guy this few days , have been nice always when we were at home. Helping me complete stages for basketball street.

E36J have made lessons fun for the one whole week even though we kept on being late and coffeeshop. I must admit it's real nice being and hanging with E36J. Nevertheless , the sem is coming to an end. Cant wait for the chalet on feb and the outing that we are going to have this coming sunday. This is all because they make me happy when i'm sad , cheer me up when i'm down , help me out when i'm facing problems.

Netball have stopped after IVP. So have been quite free , reaching home early , sleep early , but still not enough to replenish my energy. Now coughing like crazy , OMG !

Don have not been quite nice for the past few days at all. Hopefully i will look on the brighter side and move on with life. No more hanging on.
Jocelyn have been a nice person for the past few days , even though the meeting time of me and her is decreasing but still she love me .. HEEHEE :):):) being real nice to me. Hey qad , alot people ask whether we not so close le , but they dont know we underground f/s , HAHAHHAHAHAA. self entertainment

Mahjong session after school :) cant wait.

It's all in your hand ; hold it or leave it

have not been a great week , lots of up and down :)

There's times when life is full of fun and happiness , But on the other hand there's times when life is full of sadness.

Face the positive side of life , live it to the fullest as i know that i still have friends around cherishing me & also friends around that are pampering me.

I see you , i know you , i talk to you , this is all fate , therefore i've came to realise that let's just leave it all to fate , forcing it, is not bringing us anywhere further. You said you love me but i cant feel it now and then. Probably not anymore.

Knowing you as a close friend was the best part of life , i never ever thought that we are going to be friends at all. So since this chance is given to us , i'm so going to cherish it. Knowing you for a few years but this few months were the best. I will keep them as my best memories and looking forward for even more nicer memories.

It's never too late to regret ; be brave and face up to the consequences.

My sweetest LOVE , but also my BIGGEST sad-nesss..

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

What a day , totally cock up day.

Was a nice start of the day , but bad ending at the end of the day.

Things going through my mind , who's right who's wrong. Who's there for me.

I see it all so clearly , thanks E36J , i know i can be strong and i will be strong.

Sometimes is better not to get too close , cause things may just get out of hand.

I don't deny i love , but why are you not by my side...

Happy birthday Jocelyn Ng .

Finally 18th eh , you better last long with Joel tan , althought he always irritates me , i swear he's a nice guy eh , always a nice guy. Faster grow up eh , you are 18 already , stop bullying me. heehee :):) love you loadsloads

Finally IVP have come to an end , i'm left with club trainings , how cool it is , only like 1 training per week. Happy-ness ! This is like damn slack can. After school i've time of my own. Training will stop till end of feb which is like 2 months away. How nice is coach ! hahahahaha..

Ntu game was fine , i think i played rather better than the game against tp , at least i'm not that scare though. knee nearly gone during first quarter. but still good game put up by all the players.

Sonia , Jocelyn , Ranjini , Rebecca , Meishi , Kexian , yeeling , Ange , Jesie , Elaine , huimin , Lihui , carin you all have been great eh ... JIAYOUS for pol-ite next year !

Knee ah knee , i know i hurt you so badly , but please stop hurting me , i dont mean to injured you again eh. you are hurting me like crazy , almost faint eh. Give me another chance ok ?

dearest boyf , been nice at times and been real fierce at times. Aiya , dont know.

* i dont see this lasting*

Short post , longer on thurs night ok?
Alrights , hectic , real hectic week. Netball , and preparing some other things at the same time.
It's a damn bad week. TOTALLY.
Everyday in the night , i actuallly have burning body but when reach the day the temperature went down and feel much more better.
Always have burning shots eyes , whats wrong with my body. Spinning head and my body totally drain out ..............
whatever it is , few more days before it ends. Survive through tomorrow night and i'm done with the week.....

1 more day , hopfully you will like it my dear girl.
Forgive me if its not really nice.
(L)(L)(L)(L) you !
Dearest , you have been great towards me. Real great ..... I really like it.

whenever i quarrel with you , nobody bothered to find out who's right who's wrong. But i always get the blame !

Photos of new year eve are some up over here , will slowly update more of it.

So ya today stayed home whole day , went for a run over at house downstairs , ran 2 rounds for 1 hour. I think probably i go too slow already.

But whatever it is , alot of things came to my mind.

First , i totally miss The times hang out with alice ng and 4e4 , the secondary school life.

- like always after school slack with soccer boys do stupid things

- go 107 to slack , go 111 to slack.

- skip school , use foundation to fake sick.

- Meet up friends late at night for night class

- Talk to 107 chicken rice uncle

- In class sleep like pig , play like crazy

- also got Some jokers in my class without fail make a fool of themselves

- Canteen malay store

- mango tea

- go training with melissa and all over at netball court.

- do runnings and ball drills

- Meet up with alice everytime on bus and down to tp for training without fail.

- eat at 684 or hougang 8 mac , den slack.

I miss the times when i play netball as a shooter with confidence , able to shoot in most of the ball. whats more everybody proud of me.

How did i manage to do that ? how did i manage to shoot in every ball ? how i shoot confidently , how i do everything with confident , not being afriad of not being able to shoot in. Why am i losing all those now. Tomorrow IVP , i think i need all this criteria back in my life in order to excel and prove Tony wrong. Will it be back by tomorrow ?

*not looking forward to tomorrow at all*

A new start of 2010 , definitely i've a great start with my dearest netballers and some other friends !
I fucking tried to upload pictures for you all to enjoy but blogger fucking not allowing me to upload , So i guess you guys/girls have to go on facebook to see :)
Met up with stupid nicholas who's finally back after being away for a long trip to china. So after which went down to Breeks to surprise Dearest :) , walk-ed around , shopp-ed around && arcade so as to kill time while waiting for Jocelyn and Dearest. Join in their class gathering when they went over to pool. So ya , played around and talked around. Jocelyn then left her class peeps around 8.30pm.

Met up with netballers( yl , ran , ange , kimo , aidah , jocelyn and me ) at esplanade , thought for quite some time where to go next , in the end decided to go to popeyessssss , they had their dinner and slacked around there as there was an open area. Settled down , took a number of pictures, saw rp floorballers= saw ching ! :):)
First time in life seeing bangalas dancing like crazy , all netballers then join in the fun , kimo and trisha was damn hilarious. Played and played , countdown over at flyers theree , saw the super long fireworks , real nice lar ! Continueedd the fun after the countdown. This is we form a chain and rushed into the crowd. Ok real cool. Stopped and left at around 1am , walked to mrt and walked back to jocelyn house.

So at jocelyn houseeee...........

• Had mcdelivery !
• Had absolute vodka
• Murderer , 007 , and some 'i never ' games

Obviously when you see absolute vodka , you will know that someone is going to get drunk. && i think the most drunk one will be jocelyn , damn funny. Totally the entertainment of the night till everyone went to bed only at 8am.

It was really niceeeee start of 2010 spending it with netballers even though it left with only me , jocelyn , yl and ange. We stil had our fun by steamboating !

Dearest , love you