its been long since i last blog ..
I think my blog is damn dead , & some more , i've been quite busy for the past few weeks .
Anyway , Sat went to watch NSL again . Haha , but i actually forget about the score liaos le lar , happen long time ago le .
Sunday watched NSL together with ashley , aruenaa , Brother & mother & alice . Den we go watched both game . Sharks & vipers , Sharks win . Den mannas & marlins , Mannas win , Hurrrraayyyyyyy ::::DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Den alice went home alone & me , brother , mother , ashley & areunaa went to watch race to witch mountain , Super nice show ... haha ...
Dinner with grandmother all as it was Brother birthday ...

Monday , met cindy & alice at amkhub , den we watched coming soon , Damn scary lor . I nearly got heart attack . Got one part i really shock till my whole potato chips fly off . Holy shit ....
But i think the whole show seems nice . After that went for training .
Training was damn tough can ? Omg , eric came to coach us . We did alot of things throughout . & worst is the light dint went off at 9 plus . It dint even went off until 10 plus . But we have ended by then , cause eric know that we are damn tired & its damn late le . hahas .

Tuesday , slacked with cindy they all until around 7pm dne went home le . Super tiring lar . They go do their ez-link things . hahas
I now still very confused with my poly things . I dont know whether i should go for the 13th april orientation at all .. omg . Maybe not going , cause i want to go training .
Must decide by friday .... Help me。。

I super long dint contacted braveman le , i think its already 2 weeks since i last contacted him.. Everything seems so different , we seems to have drifted apart , Both of us have been busy with our own life , we meet up lesser & lesser as time goes by . I wish for nothing now , i dont wish to be back with him again , cause i know all this is just imagination only . I now only wish that before school start i can meet him , & have one whole day of his time , that will be enough le . Please ~

Super down in mood , cant get to sleep at all ..
Whatever it is .... I will be happy whenever you're happy . As long as you smile i will be smiling as well ..

Maybe i should just give up , should not think so much anymore .
I can see that you are leading your life happily . I wish you all the best.

Shall blog abit before my blog seems damn dead .
Anyway , nothing much lar , yest watch netball NSL . den went over to queensway to get my shoes . $106 fly fly fly away .
Den went to cousin house for steamboad , damn many people lar . Omg , We steamboad cause my cousin wanted to eat . Damn lame de .

Finally blogging , shall tell you all about the bbq for netball ....
We are damn cool lar , got bbq organised by coach JO , She's damn good i tell you .
so reached there , thought we went wrong place . But luckily coach Jo called us out. So we went over , see them play Snap , den went cycling le , Me , coach JO & alice . We cycle everywhere . Den suddenly coach JO ask me .
Coach : Ederlyn , Do you have boyfriend ?
Me : No lar ..
Coach : since when ?
Me : dont know lar .
COach : dont lie to me ar .
Me : i very innocent de , dont lie de .
COach : ~smile!!
Den continuedd cycle , den they throw me there , they cycle so fast to make me cant catch up with dem , so evil rite ? Reach back pit , den start to set up fire , super tiring lar . But anywya , i dont wannt elaborate much , Cause the ending of the day is like shit lar .

Today , played badminton with coach JO , jace , Brenda , Pauline , alan & marie at jurong east stadium , after badminton watched the netball NSL game . hahas . SO SO SO damn exciting lar , Sharks & mannas , Mannas won , but i think sharks could win it easily de .
Den second game was Stingrays & vipers . Exciting till its a draw game . WHeeeee , Great game .
went for dinner at hougnag 8 den went home , i got a care bear from coach JO , thanks Coach . I appreciate both the lollipops & the care bear .Thanks loads .

Its like the 6th day since i last saw him & talk to him , i felt so drifted away from him , i cant stand but to think of him every min & secs .
Braveman toh , i still miss you like hell lar . Will you ever get a chance to see all this ???

I'm ultra tired ahhh , i felt so sick you know . Its like very long since i last wake up so early le . Omg , tomorrow not going work cause i too tired le , cant stand to wake up so early also . So anyway , today quite boring , Tomorrow going bbq with netballers le . Pictures will be updatedd tomorrow .

I shall go rest first bah .. Goodnight ..

Felt like blogging suddenly although i feel so tired now . I know many are reading my blog , so shall not disappoint you .

Yesterday , i went for training like usual lor , coach jo send us to tamp inter den we took bus from there . Thanks coach jo :DDDD .

Today work from 10am - 5pm lor , quite tiring but fun lar , cause got many people accompany me , but somehow , got some idiotic people always like to talk to me when i always never reply her . Omg , how thick skin can she be . haha , Bought bubble tea for all of them den help at mccafe a while den go home , finally learn hot drinks .

thursday will be going for bbq , is hold by coach jo for sgs netballers . Coach jo is Super Good ar !
Let's hope there's is cake , sweets & chicken wings .

Dearest i miss you so much leh , Can we be back like last time anot ? i really hope we can , i Pray hard !

Anyway , NSL today was great , although have to wake up early but its worth it . Both my fav team won the game today . Marlins & stingrays , victory to Marlins . Mannas & vipers , victory to Mannas . YOOHOOOOO !!
Went hougang 8 after that , it was that braveman idea to ask me down de . He said he wanted dinner but ended up telling me he need to do alot of things & i waited till i hungry i so ate first , met him after to accompany him chat a while den off i went .

Anyway , i hope he really take good care of himself . Stop stressing , & rest more . We promise to go out play before my school start . YOOOHHOOOO !!! ..

Oh ya , if people out there is interested in rubiks cube thingy , go get the new mirror rubiks cube , i played for 4 hours & finally i solve it , its damn challenging , faster go give it a try lar .. hahas , will upload photos of my long long solving journey ..

我爱外婆 ，我爱鸿祥。。

Xiang Ting , its me & braveman chinese last name . Wheee . its on my hand ..

Bad day , Netball at night , Results of the day . Sharks & vipers close fight but sadly sharks still lose . But i believe sharks can win dem . Next , Mannas & marlins , both my fav team . I support both , but sadly mannas lost . Shit it ! Just by abit . Let's hope for the best tomorrow ...

Damn blogger , cant farking updates my pictures into it . So sorry , no photos again , will all be my talking again . Oops , so please bare with me .

I'm so tempted to use chinese to blog , so once again bare with me .

刚才听到外婆根我们讲了很多东西。我真的了解到她的痛哭 ，我能感受到她心里真的很伤心。
我真的很希望她不用再怎么劳累 ， 看到她这么辛苦真的很心酸。
我下定决心长大后要赚很多很多的钱来给外婆。 我知道外婆一定能活到那天我赚钱的事后的。
只要外婆能好好的活着我真的不会见意以后会多么辛苦我也会努力赚钱给她的。
外婆我答应你的， 我希望你真的会好好活下去。 请你给我多三年。我爱你外婆。



好多天没看见他了，我真的很想他但是他会了解吗？
他真的不会知道我有多么的想他的。从2006年当我喜欢上他的时候我就知道我们根本不可能会在一起。
那时候我知道他有女朋友了但是我一点也不在乎因为我当时真的只是希望你辛福。 而且我知到你开心我就真的会开心了。那时每一分钟或者每次能和你一起做工我已经够满足了。
我那时真的很傻 ，我不管多累我都会等你放工。 就算开学了我还是每次放学就去找他 ，只要能有一个机会看到他我一定会好好利用的。
到了2007 年我还是一样每天去找。每什么改变。
直到2007年尾我从奥州会来， 我们的感情就有一点不好了。
那时候他和一个在麦当劳的员工在一起，那时候起我就很讨厌那个员工。我们吵架了查不多6 个月 ， 那时我真的没找他， 我打电话给他。
一直到2008年中我们终于有联络了，那时候他对我真的很好， 我真的觉得很辛福。他每天当我放工是都会接我上下班。真的很开心。到了十月，我们终于在一起了。那时候我才发现我真的喜欢他了，而且是很喜欢很希欢。
我知道我们是不可能在一起了，但是我真的希望我们还是很好很好的朋友。 你在我心目中只留下了美好的回忆 。我会深深地记住你的 。
我爱卓鸿祥。

So damn tiring lar , Can you believe i woke up eaerly in the morning to Rp again ? Its like my Laptop aint working . The laptop cant be switch on at times , i find it damn irritating . When there & change the laptop so i have to do the configuration again. Luckily the kind Rp student actually help me all the things lor , so my job was just to listen to him talk . Catched the show marley & me , like eveyrbody say its a damn touching show . I encourage every dog lovers to watch . Hahas .

我真的很想你，为什么你一点都不要了解 ？
我真的很喜欢你。。我希望你不要有这么多压历。
我知道我很笨 ，但是我真的很喜欢你拉。

为什么我家的人都很喜欢吵架的

Sorry for not being able to update my blog the past few days .
Quite a hetic week this time round. So shall tell you much about my weekends first .
Saturday went out for class gathering with classmates , photos will be updated when i settle my new lappy .. We went to bird park , walk around but too bad rains spoiled our day . Being having to walk under the rain we had a bad time actually , we felt so much like we've wasted money . After everything we took bus back to jurong point wanted to have dinner over there , so vanessa decided to eat kfc over at jurong point . Jurong point is a damn hell big shopping centre , Omg . We cant hell find the kfc until about half an hour time we finally found it .. Finish eating den we went down to amk hub , we played cards & lots of things den went down mac to find alice they all .

Sunday go sentosa for beach netball . Haha , Super hot that day , really no rain at all . Omg , i was really burn that day . Hell hot hot hot ... Anyway , played hatam bola with brenda , coach , juliana , alice & june . Den we played frisbee with , june , brenda , pauline , juliana , coach . Very fun so in total i was under the sun whole day lar . Veyr burn , now having bad skin complex already , really bad complexion . Holy shit ..

Today went to Rp for registration as its the first day lor . Very long queue , we waited for very long lor . Omg , From 2pm till 8pm . Long rite ? at station one super long , den to station 2 very fast , den the nets payment really long , den station 3 got to cut queue cause i saw kevin mah , haha , so we go take photos together , den go look our laptop , so we concluded that me , delon & kevin we bought the same lappy at the same time . We bought the lenovo T400 .. After which we go configuration den learn learn learn den go home , haha ..

I promise photos will be updated soon ...

Have been damn busy the past few days , lots of things to settle nowadays .
Anyway , Yest wa a long day lar . this week i think this is the first time i'm coming online to check mails & updates . Yest went for movie at amk hub , catched hes just not that into you den we find it very bored so we ran into another theatres to search for a better show . At last we found kung fu chefs , Hell nice & hilarious show. Must watch !
Went for training after that , we left early as got something on , We cab down to bukit panjang , Far place & expensiveeeeee...So reached there , talked to annie & braveman , Left around 11.30pm den annie husband fetch us to bishan , Den braveman send us home by cab . Met melissa for a while den went home .

Today another long day , Super tiring . Omg . Nothing much to blog , But just to say i make a new friend , he's name is gerald ! actually is nick friend . Lol:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i super in love with pregnant womans nowadays , take noor for example , i really envy her . So young she could really settle down in her family , & her baby will be born during may . Omg , how fast can that be . Some more seeing her stomach gettting biggger , you will really feel happy for her . I sincerely wish her all the best & hope god bless her .

I totally envy those pregnant woman by my side ........

& oh ya , i got no comments for others now ! lol:DDDDDDD ... Wad done have been done , no point dwelling on it anymore , leave me for all i care , cause i feel so independent now , i start to realise nobody really cherish me , So damn it .. ! Get lost lar. Dont treat me good when you feel like , i feel so much being make use of , HOly shit ass !

Oh ya i just want to update a short post ..
Over here ii want to Thanks MARYROSE , i'm really touchedd by her . She really miss me veryy much as i've not been to wwork . Yesterday when she saw me her face was full of smile den she say : Ederlyn come here , very long never see you , very miss you . "
Me : haha , i know you sure miss me de .
Mary : I really got something to tell you .
Me : wad ?
Mary : I last night really dream of you .
Me : Dont bluff , haha
Mary : I very long never see you deen keep asking about you den heard you want resign , dden last night dream about you doing counter den i sstill talk to you .
Me : hhhhhaahhhhahaaaa , thanks for dreaming aabout me ...
Very sweet rite ? Maryrose damn good to me , Thanks . I know her for bout 3 months only ......

I'm catching marley & me , Hes just not that into you soon . I must watch this both show ..

Yesterday dint go for training , was suppose to go de but ended uup heavy rain at aroun 5plus ..Hais , so we find it no point to go for the training causse was afraid that when we travel there the training will be over . Hahas , end up we slacked at mac there with nicholas , around 8pm when for dinner & dinner for the day is instant noodles . Saw cousin denson . Hahas .. Around 10pm go back mac den saw noor , Talk talk a while den when home liaos ..

Today woke up ddamn early , Did not sleep well for thhe whole night , had loads of nightmares , & all is about braveman , Super tired lar . Hais ....

anyway , i really agreee with the saying about people come & go .
For relationship , braveman came into my life from 2006 , but as time goes by thhere's alot of ups & downs . We qquarreled & we been together for 1 month , we did many things together , We dont mind not sleeping just to see each other . but since 2009 , we are drifted apart , Nothing is the same anymoe , i really pray & Beg everything will be the same as the past again .

All i want is just bbraveman only , nothing much more , seriously i sudenly realise i'm really able to sacrifice everything , including my life , my wealth 7& my everything for him

I really hate people lying tom me , really hate people hiding things from me , i know about her pregnancy , for wad must you all hide . Hide things from me & you will regret . I seriously dont need you all to tell me about all your secrets . Cause i never intend to tell anyone about my secrets too . You all want to hide den please hide & dont show it out . I know i'm not close to you all , but please if you all know you all going to talk about secretive things dont ask me along . I dont need anybdody , really .

will be blogging on my lovely weekends . So lets start with saturday . Went for basketball with Cg , yinkhang , wee tat, john ,ernest , kevin ,kimeng & ddaniel . Hahha , start playing fro 9am , was really tired cause wake up too earlly lle , not enoughh sleepp.. So stop playing at around 12pm den went home rest . Met alice aarround 2.45pm at inter. Den went over to jurong spport hall . Walk under the rain ,whole day raining lorr, walk in the sports hall to find coach cause they reach there early to pplay table tennis, hahs . They went bath after that den me & alice went to bookk seats. Opening ceremony was damn boring . 6.30pm was marlin VS vipers,& congrats to marlins ,they won .... 8.30pm game was sharks & stingrays , at first was a close fight but end up stingrays won by 8 goals .

For today actually nobody accompanying me go watch de , but luckily mum knows that i wanted to watch so she drive me & bro down to watch , thanks mum !! 1pm game was Mannas VS stingrays , Mannas won quite along as their defending for tight & stingrays shooter did not have thhe chance to shoot.. At 3pm was Sharks VS marlins game , Marlins won by 1 goal. Super close fight , everybody cheer for marlins as they was losing up to 7 goals , den all shout shout shout like its the finals , under prressure marlins finally buck up & catch up to draw32-32 . Den last 2 mins , was sharks centre pass , but anna soh was too fast & threw the ball to jean , den they rush & end up they 33-32 ...... Congrats marlinns .
Now going for my cousin birthday celebration , byebye . Shall update again , & my bro really like NETBALL ...

hais , i'm just so silly , cause still _____ is more important luckily i not only have you , phew .. Next time caant make it PLESE tell me earlier
i'm craving for mahjong .........