shall update on sat match against PLMGS .
we won the game , 43-31 .
happyhappyy ... sadly , super tired so dinner at geylang was cancelled.
alot of people could not take it due to the heat and HOT SUN .
met mum and bro over at hougang mall and walk awhile and home..
sunday dint go to work and dint went out , except for movie with family
BEVERLY HILLS CHIHUAHUA .
great show .. nice and touching . advise u guys to watch.
anyway , 6 dec me and braveman leaving here ..
hahas , dont miss us ! takecares ! shall update more next time cause super tired !

i cant get to sleep , SHIT .
i wan to have new hairstyle , with this freaking dry and irritating hair , i want to cut it short
but i scare i willregret ....
short or LONG ?? omg .suggestions please .......
i miss nicholas , xueting , and loads more ppl ... wad happen to dem ?
they are like mia-ing from me .. omg .... faster come out and find me ...! i'm bored without nicholas ..
my shopping partner xueting also die liaos .. dont where all of dem run to !
ii miss dem !

holy , finished basketball with serene and friends .
face burning , and obviously tiring , i dont know why also . maybe too early liaos . and i'm not use to the sun anymore .
i have decided to love him like usual but not to get into any relationships for the time being , he feels that way too ..
ilovehimilovehimilovehim obviously !
imisshimimisshimimisshim obviously ..!
did i tell u guys that we had a good looking new crew joining us at mac .
his name is edward , freaking handsome . obviously i dont like him !
but really handsome guy ..
oh ya ! 4 dec i will working at amk mac . do visit and keep me company , 8 hours , i sure bored to death , please come , its from 10am to 6.30pm .. holy shitt !

Currently : happy happyy ...
i got to see him in the noon today .. hahas . met him for lunch at his house there .
we sitted and chat till around 5pm ..
went over sgoon mac to meet alice and regina , and got 3 free drinks , one for reg , one for alice and one for raine .
sad that ethel cant join us , but nevermind lar . sat can see her liaos .
anyway , the womens lose their game , but their defending was good . i admire them .. hahas.
stayed on for others game and left at 10pm . den KS agrreed to let me play defender on sat .
hiphiphurray !
tomorrow will be having basketball with serene at upper court . and sat will be having netball match with PLMGS .
wish me luck man !

currently : moodless , nothing much to say .
lost the game today to StHildas . okays , i dint did my very best . i sucks.
like wad nic say , i very lousy de.
my shooting was like really outoutout .. and others was putting in their effort but i just throw away every ball .
they could win it if i'm not there .
holy , hatemyself for being a shooter when i cant !

all this kept me away from himm..

currently : busy with netball !
sorry if you all are being neglect ! netball comes first .
busy training and also definitely busy with my matches and games .
will catch up with friends soon , especially vanny and gang .
in the midst of all the busyness , it also helps me forget him , greatly done !

dint blog about yesterday . so shall elaborate abit now .
woke up early in the morning to help out in zenith netball carnivals .
met ethel , karen and alice on bus den went over to tamp and had our breakfast .
after which we cab down to tamasek poly as i'm super tired lar .
reached there , helped them carry chair , tables and not to forget we also help out with all the drinks .
we were in charge of the drinks stall , sold off all the drinks by around 12 pm and so we slacked around .
we then in charge of those shooting games , helping dem to allocate and take note of scores .
super hilarious!
EXOL got first and paula got second .
den had our lunch and its PIZZA ! thanks marie !
the carnival overall was successfully done , we definitely end off we pictures ! !

today work in the morning , and super tiring , my leg is like breaking off . holy shit
later on having training over at TP again , meeting ethel they all 6plus .
omg , this is disgusting . super busy .
tomorrow is netball match against st hilda's . they are super strong , i doubt we can win .
we shall die off bah ..
8.40pm game at kallang , come support me if u wan .. heeheee........

sorry class chalet pictures will be up next week when vanessa pass me the pictures .
sorry for the delay .
did not update for like 3 days le.
anyway , last thurs , mum went over to malaysia already . so ya , whole house left me alone .
super lonely like shit . went meet alice earlier for lunch over at hougang 8 .
after eating slack there awhile and went to meet karen over at mall .
met regina and ethel on bus 72 and bus-ed down to tamp for training again .
so ya , met mindy at tamp inter and also ziwei and liyi den went over to TP . training was relaxing as no coach was there , even coach jo wasn't there .
so we had mini drills and had a full court game . the KIDS versus the SENOIRS .
we lost by alot of scores , we are still lousy we guess , playing too rush. not running int o space and etc .......
left TP and i went over to hougang 8 again , to meet braveman actually , cause he promised to accompany me wait for alice as she go home take her clothes and bathe den coming my house stay .
reached there braveman was like still busy talking to annie , lucky weiyang was there , so i ended up waiting for alice with weiyang and yongkeng .
den when alice reached , went supper at hougang 8 with annie , braveman , weiyang , yongkeng .
eat eat eat , chat chat chat until 2.40am . den went home . me and alice walked home . annie and braveman cabbed home .
slept at 5am den woke up at 2pm the next day . CG came my house den kevin came . we waited for vanessa as we are suppose to have steamboat that day .
met manli , damian and nic over at serangoon , den we bus-ed down to east coast .
reached there around 7pm den walked over to ernest bbq pit , which was like farking far , took us half an hour lar . den we decided to just eat at the food court .
ate stingrays , satay , wanton mee , and chicken wings , manymany things , was super full ..
bus-ed back to my house , and i get super emo on the bus , dont know what's wrong , haiish! say truthfully , i nearly cry , but hold back .. thanks friends for being so caring lar .
kevin , CG , john , alice, vanessa and nic came over my house to stay , we played mini mahjong for a while den cards den pet society , around 8am john , kevin and vanessa when home .
den left me CG , alice and nic , we slept till around 1.30 pm den bathe and went to work .
super tiring can . work till 11pm and now i'm here blogging .
sleeping soon , i'm waking up in 5 hours time ! holy shit .
netball carnival tomorrow ! ! !

dearest , u mind age , and i dont mind . maybe we dont click at all. give me time to forget u , i know i can and i believe i can .
but still i hope and wish u best for everything , like i say i will still care for u , afterall , u are the one that i really fall for .

TO QICHIU : thanks for being there when i'm sad , thanks for the 2 years of waiting , i know i should give u an answer . i'm really not worth your time anymore , u can get any better gals . so be strong and move on boy ! i wish u all the best too !

i'm backed from class chalet from 17 -19 november.
shall tell you what happen for the past 3 days .
FIRST DAY , went over to melissa house to get all the stuffs and waited for XY and farand .
took cab down to costa sand ,and met khalis there .
while checking in , we get cheated by that bloody aunty , but watever lar.
throw everything into the room , packed nicely , and not long after , ser , fir , ikhsan and vicky reached liaos.
so we waited for other ppeeps that are going in escape to join us , around 3 plus went over to escape. played manymany games . played till around 6 plus we left escape and join back everybody in the room..
went for dinner wwhhen linda reach-ed. after eating went back to room and linda play mahjong . me melissa and the others play-ed blackjack.
after which they went to e-hub for pool , but i stay to accompany vanessa , cindy and JJ . we played monopoly together with ernest . and the survivors was me and vanessa , others was like bankrupt .
after that i bathed and went to play uno stacko. super fun lar.
went for night walk with classmates , walked over to pasir ris park , taking the maze .
after that around 4am walked back. slept at around 7am as we had our 4e4 mini concert in the room .
damn hilarious . we played songs and we sing it . lols.
SECOND DAY , woke up at around 12plus in the noon , den went to bathe and had our lunch .
after lunch went back to room . melissa went back to sleep , cindy playing psp , and linda mahjong again . so i just slack around , entertaining ppl.. after around like 5plus , we start fire for bbq .
the boys start the fire for around half an hour , super long lar , super gay.
me and melissa was addicted to bbqing , we stand there for the whole day lar.
satay , chicken wings , marshmellows and prawn was nice .
alot of leftovers but we just throw away . den i went to bathe , follow by everybody and we cut cake.
cake was bought by mr tan .. damn kind of him, we took alot of pictures but is with vanessa .
i doubt she will send it to us . so just forget it den .
after cutting cake we went to search for red house , and wanted to climb in but many ppl was looking at us , the security guard was like staring at us . so we walked away and walked back.
nearly climb in liaos but they say we girls very hard to walk out .
so walked to pasir ris park again , this time we walked the dark road . at first i was scare cause i'm afraid of darkness . so hold CG like hell , but after that i walk with farand not holding anybody liaos.
super brave rite ? wahahahahahas.
anyway , we walked for like 2 hours plus . super tiring , went back room and leg was like super cramp.
holy . den we played mahjong till morning 7 plus and cab home to sleep .
super tired !
it wasn't a class chalet at all ,class chalet is meant for everybody to have their gatherring , but end up all never stay den wad for have chalet , waste of money , next time just have bbq pit can ?its damn heelll waste time and money can ! u all rich den your problem liaos. i very ppooor de ..
u all tired we also mah , den like that the girls left with only me melissa and linda , wad can we do ? den u all go working that time we never say anything also , u all come back den we helped bbq food for u all eat . but u all say wan go home den go de . we not angry lar , this type of things also wan angry super no point but super sad lar . forget it , its over .. shall end here ! ~~~~ at least i did enjoy myself with CG melissa and linda and john and kevin and ernest !

tomorrow will be having training , and mum is flying off tomorrow ..
will be meeting alice for lunch i guess , i'm craving for mac !
tomorrow , ethel , karen , regina and us will be taking 72 to training , this time we wont be that late i guess ..
picutres will be updated tomorrow !

it has been confirmed that i wont see him tomorrow !
alrights . goodbye my love .
i'm moving on with my life . bye boy ! take care of yourself .
stop giving me fake hopes again .......
finally i'm moving on ..
today went over to kallang to eat at my grandmother stall. den to chinatown to get some things
after that aunt drive me over to hougang to meet classmates.
bought everything at hougang mall den went back to mel house to put
and down to upper court and lower court for basketball and soccer..
around 9 pm all went home to prepare for tomorrow chalet .
so ya , tomorrow going to chalet at around 2pm ..
so dont miss me ya ! will not be blogging for 3 days ! hahas
next week meeting braveman for lunch liaos . think dont know how many donkey years no see him liaos. hahas..
shall disturb and bully him again ! i love bullying him !
alrights .. until here , loads of ppl chatting with me now .. bye peeps .
and btw my dad is flying off in 4hours time . bon voyage dad ! takecares !

just got home from work .
working was extremely tiring today ..
whole body aching , do counter runner whole day ..
super tiring buut fun .
being disturbed by sotong and lily.
cause of one cockroach , lazy to elaborate ...
wadever , tat's all for my day .
and thanks for weiyang for treating me caramel frappe.
thanks loads.

anyway , 17th maybe is gone , maybe i cant get to see him . CAUSE THE FARKING CHALET MUST CHECK IN ONLY at 2.30pm . fark the chalet service ..
i wan see him , hope tomorrow he tell me he can go . please ! god bless .
see him one last time and its my lsat chance my dear ! please please ! be kind to me !

today as usual work again .
alright , work in the noon , but i overslept again .
its all delon fault cum my alarm fault .
hahas , delon called me in the middle of the night and asked me to chat with him so i did , but when i'm tired he dint allowed me to sleep . lols:D
ass him . den my alarm i set wrongly and it became 11pm. so i woke up at 11.43am den rushed down to work liaos .
reached work 12.30pm den faster tie my hair and start work .
went in do counter till i finished work. i was super irritating .
i keep asking for break after 1 hour i punch in , irritating rite ?
i kept asking and finally at 2.30pm , esther allowed me to break.
den i realise that actually all those that came in earlier had not have their break , den i super malu .
manli and damian came to mac today , super cool ya .
damian was with his friend and manli was talking to me the whole way at counter front .
so i dint serve any customer at all. talking to manli and raine at counter , den ignoring all those customers .
den got this bunch of manli PIG DOG friend smoking outside at non-smoking area , so i complained over to esther , she went out and scolded them , but they ignore , so i suggested esther to call police . super funny , i was super evil lar . den manli was the second to complain but she insist that it was me who complain everything . den those bunch of idiots was fking scare that esther call the police , keep asking manli did she call anot . funny like hell..
soon after , noor join in the fun , and yanyan and xiao li also join in our fun together with aliceNG .
we joke around and joke around ..
den there is jokes coming up.... look at the conversation between esther to us ..
esther : yanyan and xiao li one of u go break !!!
yanyan : huh , i not hungry at all . (note: the time yanyan punch in was 3pm and the time esther ask them go break was 4.30pm ridiculous ?)
so yanyan just walk away and going break den me and alice tell esther that yanyan not hungry.
esther: yanyan , u not hungry den u better stand there mop the floor do stock up and STOP TALKING ! !
yanyan : orh !
den come back join me and alice at counter front , so we was like laughing non-stop and yanyan keep acting like esther ..
the most lame part is xiao li heard her saying sweeping floor , she faster rush go tkae the broom to sweep the floor , she brought out the broom but dint even sweeep and run back acting as if she has swept the floor.
den around 5 plus , lily liew reached work , so i was like excited and shouted LILY LIEW LEE LEE. den got this ang moh customer super shock by me , his reaction was freaking funny..
nearly to 6pm , esther wanted to skim my drawer , so i was like ask her faster skim den when she check the amount in my drawer it was only 600+ including the $250. den she was like 400 how to skim. den i told her just skim and she dont wan
so around like 6pm she wanted to check again and she conclude that i dint do anything at all , cause the amount of money was the same . firstly , not i dint wan to serve customer , i was just busy talking to manli , noor and raine . tat's why . secondly , alice keep snatching my cute customer . not my fault .
so end up i actually can conclude that i spend my time talking !
hahas :DDDDDDDD
i love workign when there is so much fun and relazing .. i dont mind entertaining others as long as they are happy !

anyway , boy , i know u still like me , cause i can sense from your msg .. hahas !i will wait for u no matter wad..
17th is reaching! yippeeeyaya .. u coming to help me take things . ahas . yippeeeyaya .. 3 more days and i can see u again . and u say next week u will meet me .. hahas . omg ! i love you boy !

just reached home , no pictures for the day .
anyway , went work early in the morning ..
den help counter a while after that went over to help send order.
went to taxi stand , no cab at all.
so ended up booking cab and worst is when we call to book cab they say no cab available .
idiot right ? super irritating , we called again and again , finally when rider came , the cab company told us got cab .
IDIOT !
but just nice RM and john going for the MDS meeting , so we let them take the cab . hahas
and ask rider send the late order.
i ended up doing MDS , and guess wad , only got 2 rider lar. irritating rite ?
so order alot alot , running 90mins ..
super sians and boring , cause they are like super slow in sending order .
den played around with lily and joyce . joke around again
and ya , at the end of the day , my jokes finally make sum idiotic petty indian ppl angry . fark that rajes lar .
i only playplay den say sorry to her liaos. still let her drink my mccafe , end up give me one kind of attitude .
after which , went home . and get some reest , met mel a while . den she go sell icecream den i go home.
reached home , alice askme leave home for training , bus-ed down tamp.
met mindy , regina , karen and ethel over there . and they were late.. hahas
so we are late for training definitely ..
training was fun , we are known as kids over there . played some court game . and ya , we won !
lols:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
left TP around 10 and we all took 72 together except for mindy .
hahas , monday everyone's not going training , great rite ? cause me and alice got class chalet , and the others follow the crowd...
went over to meet mel after that to eat our late dinner , den slack around till 1am and home sweet home ......

anyway , i'm damn hell looking forward to chalet and new jobs .....

i'm looking forward to 17th. i guess its my last chance to tell dearest that i still like him , and i never ever forget him , and also if he really insist that we are over den i will not disturb him for good . i swear .. i wont wan to be clinging on to a no ending relationsship.
i know there are many others better guy , so ya , i'm giving him as well as me the last chance on 17th..memories with him was great , u cant expect me to forget everything at one go . i cann tell u all that i've tried my best to forget him but things are just so weird , i cant forget him at all . no matter how busy , there will be some moments that ii start thinking of him ..
i will start missing him no matter wad , you know how hard it is . i've to tell everybody that i've give up on him , but all this is fake i just dont wan everybody to worry about me.. i took me 1 and a half year to finally be with him , u know how hard it is ? u all know ?
please , onne last chance , maybe i will really cherish him this time .. please ! ! !

sorry for all the late photos , all were taken yesterday after dying hair
okays , we have successfully dye our hair , hurray !
i dye blonde, melissa metallic orange , shirley dye both our colour .
funny bodoh !
hair turns out to be the colour i like . great . no regrets !
thanks god ,
after dying , slack till 5 plus , and bus-ed down to kallang .
had our first match for the league , it was with NUSH !
and ya we won , it was a trash . 61-5 , hiphiphurray
make new friends , ziwei , regina , ethel and karen , hello new friends !
anyway , met nic after that , had dinner and went over mac to find sani , after a while went back home ........
slept straight .......

today went work in the morning , was late .
do counter whole way , alright , but fun cause i whole day teasing and entertaining ppl..
so so so happy .....
went to far east , bought my hoodie and one shorts , spent money again
i'm broke broke broke....
mum and dad going overseas to work soon , is this a trend ..
both my parent going this month , mum maybe leaving at novmeber 24 and back at next year march . she promised to give $200 for me a week .... i love her !
dad is going on monday on the 17th but coming back within 20 days !
may they have a happy holiday cum working !

anyway , hellos lily and weiyang , stop reading my blog !
i'm going to close it down ....

anyway ,ya i miss him again , so those 2 idiots named above is going to disturb me , but i dotn care , cause i just miss him .......

yesterday , work and ended at around 2pm den went over to slack as nicholas came to wait for me after work .
slacked around with xueting and nicholas , after that we make a decision to go SHOPPING .
so ya, we went over to xueting house to accompany her bath den went over to my house and nicholas went home .
i bath and changed den went over to hougang inter to meet manli , damian and nic .
bus-ed down to far east and reached there around 7.30pm . super late .
so ate pastamania , and went in to walk around , as all the shop was closing , i dint manage to see wad i wan except for the hoodie , i super love the hoodie can ? the pink hoodie.
i am going for the pink hoodie , nicholas bought a pink shirt , super nice , hahas . i ended up not buying anything when i'm the one saying that i wan to go shopping .
left far east around 9plus and over to taka watch the subaru impreza challenge .
left at around 10pm , mrt-ed down to sgoon , and slacked over at mac together with sani and chatted .
cabb-ed home with nic at around 12am

today , dint went work , due to bad sore throat , so rest at home instead.
met alice around 6plus and went tamasek poly for training , training was fine , quite relaxing .
hhahas , den lefft Tp around 10 and and reached home around 11pm.
anyway , gonna sleep soon , tomorrow having exams and dying hair and lastly having my netball match over at kallang

tomorrow busy day , dont ask me out please .
hahas , wednesday u may ask me out worx !
er, suggestions for my hair colour , u got one last day to give suggestions ... msg me if you got any suggestions !

holy , i still miss you ...............
i'm waiting for 17november .....

finished work , just reached home
oh god , anyway , working was tiring , but fun as well .
make 5 china friends , holy , they are so fun and loving
although i dont understand dem at times but still fun !
and anyway , sani was back to work ! he's back to be rider , its like 1 and a half year since i last seen him , and i can still recognise him , i'm great , i run out to rider there like an idiot , and shouted SANI , den he was like happy too , obviously i'm happy , he's just like second shafie .
i felt so fortunate , its like always when i'm down , there is always this rider back for me , is this a miracle ????????
previously when i first work mac , when i'm sad , its sani that is there for me , and after that it was shafie , and i swear they look alike ! now when i am down , its sani again !!
so ya , after work chat a while with sani , lily and NGAN sun yew , den big ass sun yew pull my hair to force me to say sorry to him , alrights , i did say ..
den left with sun yew as sani and lily is working till 1am ..
melissa called me before i left and we went for supper at 327 , suppose to be punggol nasi lemak but very long queue . so ended up at 327
as usual i dint eat , melissa ate prata .
den went slack around and home after that .
anyway , food for today was only soup , corn and drinks !
i'm currently on diet i guess , and i should.
anyway , tomorrow working at 8am so i should go sleeep now !!!!
i plan to go shopping tomorrow , anyone wanna join me ? i wan to get another shorts and polotee .

currently i cant wait for tues , to dye hair , faster faster , and obviously i cant wait for 17th of november , i can see him , i please i miss him loads.
i still miss you ! i work work work , but i ended up still calling u to wake up .
anyway , i hope you know i still miss you ! ! !

freaking tired !
reached home around 1plus am cause meet xueting and darry for dinner and went over to pool at hougang plaza .
pool was fun , but played for only like an hour ? and went back home , was super tired
tomorrow still need work , i will update again tomorrow after work if i'm not tired
goodnight readers !

tuesday is dying hair time , shall dye gold brown , maybe not highlighting anymore , vanessa say it looks ahlian ! so i shall dye
hope no regrets after doing my hair

17th he's still going to open the chalet with me , i will see him on that day , i cant wait for it to reach ! oh baby , i miss you !

slacked and rot home the whole day , woke up in the morning .
msg-ed him , cause miss him .
anyway , and found out that i lose my voice , dont know for wad reasons .
anyway , msged until around 12plus he went back sleep as he's working night later , shall wake him up later .
watched tv till 5plus and now rotting again , dint eat for the day again , wad's wrong with me . i dont know , i lose appetite in almost everything .
let's hope dinner i will eat , i cant go on like this .
from yest till now i ate nothing except for drinking water .
anyway , tomorrow will be working till 11pm , any kind soul can come and accompany me after work , i will just love u man !

terribly missing him , its so hard to let go .
i'm always deceiving myself , telling myself how bad he is .
read from phyllis blog , i think its true , maybe i should forget him !
no point if he makes me cry but stil say he love me !
give me time ..

anyway maybe getting job over at xueting popular , so i got her companion and more relax !

this post shall all focus on him , just wanna recall everything once and for all !
i get to know him when i went for interview on 11/11/06 at sgoon mac .
first time saw him dint recognise his name , so only know that his surname was toh .
super hilarious , everybody was asking who's the manager that ask you to come for training , and i go saying " that toh toh manager , the black black tall tall de ".
hahas , LOLS:DDDDDDDDDD
so ya , get this mac job , few days after that , mr TOHTOH exchange number with us so that he can inform us in any change of schedule .
dint really message him at first , until a few weeks , we start to keep msging , and ya , we start to care about each other . we went out together , we do stupid things together .
everything was fun , i was enjoying , i remembered 2006 christmas we went for countdown , i was quarreling with amy they all , and told him that i dont feel like going for the countdown as they are going too , but he persuade me by saying " dont worry lar , i will stay by your side ", so ya i went . but after which , he nearly put us aeroplane as he went drinking before that and was abit drunk , ya i was angry , but he ended up making us wait for 3hourrs? he reachedd esplanade at 3am ! so went for late supper , from there we cab down to hougang , and i still remember that i was super tired , not hungry dint eat but the fan was blowing at me , super cold , he actually turn the fan to himself , even though he was cold and tired , i was touched .
and also once , i burn my hand over at mac by the fries basket , and was super pain , he actually take medicine and apply for me , how sweet can this be .
everybody was jealous .
after that , at around 2007 june , i actually being banned to go work from parents and also teachers , so i stop work till december , dint get to see him for tat period , and the feeling was sucky , i love workign with him cause he will joke around with us and will play with us , i like i like !
but good things dont last , at around november when i went over to melbourne trip , he actually send me , but that was the last time i talk to him , hahas .
we quarreled ! when i came back from melbourne , i was allowed to go back to work , so ya , on that particular day , i found him hugging watie at somewhere near mac ?
so i asked him, but he chose to not answer me , so i was angry , neglected him , feeling bad . dint talk to him , dint msg him , tat's was the only time i ignore him for almost 7months ?
i hate it ! watie was farking healous that he treat me good , so was actually bullying me at mac , but somehow he told him tat i was bullying her , i chose to ignore , i dont need ppl to pity me .
at around july this year , he msged us a weird msg and we thought wad happen , so start msging him from then on , i know i will like him back , so ya , true enough , i got feelings for him again , but kept quiet just like the past .
we went out like the past , went for movie , went for zoo , went for everything .
the first time he hold my hand was when watching movie after zoo with xueting , he grab my hand . i did move away , but he grab again . so maybe i was happy too ? i dont know
after tat , always met him after work to eat or to do stupid things,
ya , very very very fun ....
everytime see him , he will make me happy . he make me laugh , he jokes with me
our favourite food is prata , favourite place is jalan kayu , favourite bullying style is pinching , favourite comparing stuffs is our face line !
everything goes well , and until october 3rd , i finally ask him who does he treat me as ?he replied , he treat me as his gal , but no confidence in this relationship . but he wanna try out .
i told him , i dont mind too , i also wanna try , i dont him how i feel too , and ya we agree with everything , and be together on october 3rd
october 4th , went out to celebrate joyce birthday , one day after we are together , we quarreled , but i forgive him after tat , went to eat swensens , and ya we send joyce home at jurong , from there we cab home , he holded my hand for the whole journey , super sweet although we have to hide it , but still i can feel that he care !
everything goes well for the first 2 weeks together , we quarreled , but we are happy with each other .
the most touching part was when i am having high fever , i actually force myself out of the bed to see him , i went prata with him , but was feeling damn bad , feel like vomitting and fainting . so he was super worried ,plus my fever was high , he finished his food and cabbed me home , being the super worried him , kept msging me to know how i am doing , sweet rite???
still got one time when went studyign with shirley and melissa at amk library , he actually came and fetch me when he finish his things , so i was touched again . really thanks him alot !
but that was like the ending of everything , we after that dint get to see each other for like 7 days ? cause he was busy with his promotion things and some more he need to take care of alot of things , and we quarreled almost everyday , i cry almost everyday .
and on nov 6 we finally come to an decision of seperating . and ya , we broke off ! , i dint cry at that moment . but i cry the next morning , mine whole mind was him , i know he still care for me . he still msg me , and he msg me more than when i was with him , i dont know wad he was tinking .
anyway , whole story about me and him , i wanna put down eeverything , i making everybody worried ! i must stop crying and control myself ! i must !
please give me time , i will be strong !
i really still miss you , i cry not cause i regret , is cause i cant pur down everything that happen ! you know ?

just got back home from training , was trying to divert my attention from him , so that i wont think so much
sososo , i kept myself busy the whole day , i woke up bath and went out , met nicholas and manli and damian.
den they eat , while we talk , after that decided to watch movie , at first i dint wan to watch but end up i dont wan go home so follow dem go watch .
anyway , we watched 007 . the show was draggy , i slept half way through , but woke up at the exciting part .
after which , went home and rushed for training .
i actually forget to bring my lovely phone , ran home to take .
sorry to make alice wait , i'm sorry .
anyway , i dint even ate anything for the day , wad's wrong with me , i bloody dont understand !
suppose to eat shilin but i felt so full after eating for like 3 pieces and gave alice everything
upon reaching tampinnes i was feeling devasted as i everything just flash back .so ya , i cried .
thanks alice for comforting , i was crying for about 15mins.
i wan to forget about him , but how ?
anyway , sorryto make all my friends so worried , i'm terribly sorry !

i still miss you , you know ?

1 month 3 days , thanks for everthing
everything has ended , 031008 has ended

thanks friends for all your support , i will be strong.
give me time to forget everything..

goodbye my love.....

nothing much today , finish my chinese paper , thanks god it was easy .
pray hard that i will improve by one grade .
anyway , after paper went straight to meet melisssa...
baked her cheesecake , unfortunately its was a damn failure ..
however , the biscuits below was nice , yummy !
after which went straight as it was dad birthday .

i miss dearest so much ! nothing more i can say

i'm sick once again !

back to blogging , so ya , Olevel is now only left with MCQ on 11november .
so can say that we can start relaxing ourselves for the time being
so ya , most paper was fine except for maths and maybe dnt for now ? let's hope combined humanities turn out to be a miracle .
was quite happy that i can do for social studies and history .
so for the time being will be wating for 11november .

anyway , its 1 month and 1 day with dearest , have not been meeting dearest for 5 days .
super miss him , but too bad , in his mind only promoting is more important .
super sick about him being promoted .
anyway , i am left with 1 month with him , he is flying off soon .
but he's busy and i'm busy , no time for each other , shall meet up with dearest soon

my busy schedule for after exams :
thursday : training at TP .
friday : training of stamina
saturday : working working
sunday: working working
next monday : working
tuesday: last paper and highlighting my hair andand match at kallang at 7.20pm
wednesday : working
thursday : working cum training at TP
friday : working
saturday : working
sunday : working plus class shoppings
next next week
monday : chalet
tuesday:chalet
wednesday : chalet
thursday : i guess its training time at TP
friday : interview for new job and working

tat's my busy schedule for the time being , more coming up .
dearest , i miss you lar