MY BLOG IS DEAD !

I apologise for not blogging the past few days , been so busy that i had no time to blog at all .
Holy shit . Anyway , saturday working at 3pm , met alice at 2.30pm at coffeeshop , had my long time no eat CHAR KWAY TEOW . After eating go mac and start work as soon as we reached , working was so boring , we only work for 5 pathetic hours . Did you all realise its getting shorter? WAHAHAHAS ! After work slacked around with shafie and xueting and aliceng , waited for noor & accompanied her to bus stop & we went home . Was super happy cause i got the postcard from clifford . Thanks clifford ..

Sunday , work again in the morning . I woke up superb early but still i was late . However , today quite a number of crowds . Edward , gardner and xueting dint came for work. Holy shit , and something malu happen . I had a slip and fall . omg . Super malu . Everybody go cctv and watch . Omg. Anyway , After work help to arrange the buns , and went eating with lily , emi , and aliceng . Went home after that , met melissa to slack . But ended up going play basketball with cg & kevin . VERY FUN ! we had loads of match with other guys over there . HAHAS , i'm a pro ( JOKING )

Dint get to see him for a few days le , cause he claim that he's sick . Dint want to disturb him also , but did saw him today after work when on bus home , saw him at his store . Okays , although its far away , but at least i still get to see . That's more than enough le . Dint want to msg him, cause i thinking of giving up. But he msg-ed me himself with some rubbish . WO YI JING DUI TA KUAI YAO SI XIN LE , YIN WEI WO BU ZHI DAO HAI NENG ZAI ZUO SEN ME LAI YONG YOU NI , WO HAI PA SHI QU NI ! you know ? I bet you wont know . HAIISH !

I'm a failure in handling friendships , i know all about it , I dont know how to cherish my friends , i always start to regret after making so many mistakes . I know i tends to hurt ppl with wad i say , but i dont mean it , I'm seriously not good at words , seriously. I'm sorry to those i've hurt , i think i should keep my mouth shut at times . SORRY peeps !
I know i must cherish alice , she's always there for me everytime , but i dont know how to express or tell her , i know all my actions towards her is like i dont know how to cherish her . Maybe i'm bad in expressing myself , but give me time . Sorry for all the attitudes or harsh words . I'm sorry.