Yesterday dint go for training , was suppose to go de but ended uup heavy rain at aroun 5plus ..Hais , so we find it no point to go for the training causse was afraid that when we travel there the training will be over . Hahas , end up we slacked at mac there with nicholas , around 8pm when for dinner & dinner for the day is instant noodles . Saw cousin denson . Hahas .. Around 10pm go back mac den saw noor , Talk talk a while den when home liaos ..

Today woke up ddamn early , Did not sleep well for thhe whole night , had loads of nightmares , & all is about braveman , Super tired lar . Hais ....

anyway , i really agreee with the saying about people come & go .
For relationship , braveman came into my life from 2006 , but as time goes by thhere's alot of ups & downs . We qquarreled & we been together for 1 month , we did many things together , We dont mind not sleeping just to see each other . but since 2009 , we are drifted apart , Nothing is the same anymoe , i really pray & Beg everything will be the same as the past again .

All i want is just bbraveman only , nothing much more , seriously i sudenly realise i'm really able to sacrifice everything , including my life , my wealth 7& my everything for him

I really hate people lying tom me , really hate people hiding things from me , i know about her pregnancy , for wad must you all hide . Hide things from me & you will regret . I seriously dont need you all to tell me about all your secrets . Cause i never intend to tell anyone about my secrets too . You all want to hide den please hide & dont show it out . I know i'm not close to you all , but please if you all know you all going to talk about secretive things dont ask me along . I dont need anybdody , really .