I simply feel damn disappointed now . I feel no point having too many friends you all know ?
I feel so disappointed with my friends now . WhyWhyWhy ? Did i actually treat my friends very badly ? I hope i did not .
Why none of my friend is there for me when i'm down , when i'm not in the right mood , when i got nobody to accompany me .
I seriously dont mind having nobody to accompany me now . I know the feeling & i'm getting use to it .
But i just want to know did i ever not accompany you guys . I dont want to hurt you guys / gals at all . I tried to accompany you all no matter how tired i'm
Even after school , i dont have enough sleep , i'm tired i also accomapnied you all with a smile . Did i ever failed to entertain you all ? Did i ever failed to make you all laugh when you are down ?
DID I ? DID I ? DID I ?
hais , i'm just craving for nasi lemak , why nobody understands .
Ok , now i'm done with having too many friends . You all can be so cruel to me & yes i can be back to you .
You all dont deserve my kindness , seriously dont deserve .
My friends are like this , My family are like this too ..
Nobody is good towards me , How i wish i'm being pampered everyday just like when i'm young , i dont feel like growing up anymore
I love the feeling of being pampered , I love the feeling when people treat me good . I love it when everybody put a smile on my face .

After all , why is he always not there for me ? why ? I wanna be a lesbian now !
I seriously do miss him that much ....