i'm fk-ing stress && i'm fk-ing sad !

i've got loads of photos to be uploaded , but i will upload some other days .
have been busy as UT2 is here and school has started once again .

Last game played yesterday with hougang , deyi peoples . Thanks for all the fun moments .
I dont know when will i ever meet up with them again . Hope to see them soon
pictures with them will be uploaded soon . I miss them lar !

So ya , why am i stress ? stress because all along i hate making decisions , but for the past few days i'm being force to make decisions , so i damn stress lor .
Due to my uncle , my mum is selling away the car , my mum is not going to move house . WHY IS IT ALWAYS HIM ?
quarreled with mum as i dont want her to sell away the car , so inconvenience lar ! I also dont want to move to condo ! NO WAY FOR ALL OF THIS !
i wanna find job to work for my own money , i dont want to use their money anymore .

why am i sad ? i'm sad not because we lost our game , it's only 3 goals .
i'm sad because i wont be seeing all the netball peeps le cause all of us will be busy with life
i'm sad because have been quarreling with STJK
i'm sad because netball IG have stop and i miss them
i'm sad because 1st sem going to be over soon , class is changing soon
i'm sad because i gonna miss all my classmates .
Lastly i'm sad because i quarreled with ky today in class , not quarreled but 'cold war '
class is going to change in like 5 more weeks time , i know we should not quarrel or have all this nonsense at this time , we should treasure and cherish each other .
Cause everyone tends to forget each other when they have new friends .
So ya , i have bad attitude . Although its over but maybe it's my fault like what stanley say . I think i've got bad attitude ..
i fking- sad lar ! super moodless in class but i still go on the whole day with a smile . Thanks b______ for all the funness during w_____ . Thanks alot !
Without all your fun and jokes i bet i wont be able to laugh or smile in class !
dont ask me how am i now , cause i'm fine !