See we are loving right ?? TOTONGILOVEYOU !

My grumpy face when i dont get to see jocelyn.N for one day. I'm so addicted to her lar ! i miss her to the max now. Super grumpy now. GIRL , miss you lar !

See how much i love sonia now. HAHAHHAAHA This is Vivien yuan (YUAN LAI) hahahahah , she's a lovely senior , always give me last warning de ! hahaha ...

My sleeping partner YEELING ! she damn caring de horx ! This is ping pong ( sam GOH ) hahaha , she's a damn lovely person. Thanks for the encouragement for the past 4 days in KL and also thanks for being caring. I love you lar ! hmmm , andand samsam let work hard together. Remember what we promise each other ah ? we say we must work hard and achieve what we want right ?

Part of the pictures for my KL trip with rp netballers.

So ya , there are pictures of my lovely team. All after the game , and 2 photos with our dearest malaysia opponents.

This gonna be a long post , therefore i post some pictures for you all , so that you wont get bored.

This are all long due photos. Photos for malaysia trip KL will be uploaded another day ok ?

Pictures above are all with beloved Jocelyn Ng && her niece. The laughter they brought to me can be seen in the pictures above. Enjoy the pictures.

Day 1 in Kuala Lumpur

Stayed over at Aidah's place. Was the first to sleep && last to wake up like usual.

So bathed and prepare ourselves for the trip. Aidah's dad drove us down to school sports complex. Super tired at first. Fill in white cardd & off we go to KL.

Had a 6 hours long journey , was alone all the way cause Dearest Jocelyn Ng was not there. But i still quite happy as we are going as a team now. I just love all netballers so much. Like nothing is able to explained it !

So we reached the hotel around 3.30pm , stayed in this hotel called Radius International Hotel , We went back to hotel to change to training attire && to unpack our stuffs and met faz over at level 4 which is the carpark for our light training , so we had training till around 5plus. SUICIDES & SUICIDES & SUICIDES AGAIN. Super tireddd.. After our training , went back hotel to bathe and change & off we went for dinner at the chicken rice restaurant as a team. I ate asam laksa with Sam pingpong !

Faz gave us around an hour of shopping time , so we went for groceries shopping. Went to giant to get all the tidbits & instant noodles. , chocolates & drinks. Loads of things lar. I just love Rp netballers !

So after which went back hotel got this debrief thingy at faz room. so we actually had this group discussion thingy about the objectives of the trip && what we want to achieve after the trip.

Super funny lar , especially the water parade time , only me , meimei , And haha know what so funny about it.

Went back to room after the debrief , Talked to yeeling awhile , disturb kimo a while and off i went to sleep. Slept damn early cause i want time to pass faster so that i could see Jocelyn Ng as fast as possible.

I super miss Jocelyn Ng a that time

Day 2 in Kuala Lumpur
Woke up early in the mornign , bathe , changed to training tee && off we went for training in the carpark again. Boring yo ! Training in the morning was super tired.

After training we went to have our breakfast. Breakfast was fine. After breakfast we went back hotel for a quick rest , and have to go to faz rroom for the team activities le. Before that in the room i was like super grumpy. Keep banging on the bed asking what time , when is Jocelyn Ng reaching. My poor sleeping partner was being stress by me.

So do 2 activities. AND GUESS WHAT. in the midst of the 2nd activities , Jocelyn Ng came. I super happy. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA....

I shouted at her name and super excited. Got video on our activities , shall show you when Jocelyn Ng send us.

After which , super happy , partly cause JocelynNg is finally here.

Lunched with the team at the prata shop. Ate prata with Jocelyn Ng , shared with her and photos taking sessions started.

After lunched we went over to the hotel && waited for the bus to go for our paintball activity. super fun right ????? lol :):):):):) at first super want to play paintball but the rain make us feel turn off to play paintball cause all of us wearing new shoes. LOL :):):)..

But after which all of us still play. The gun super scary andand the pallots super pain when being hit. Alot of us have bruises after which. My team got yeeling , Jocelyn ng , sonia , ran , elaine , lihui , seri and vivien, sorry if i miss out any of you. They were great , i was hiding all the time , anyhow shooting But end up i get shot while hiding , i dont know how did that happen.

After paintball we went back to hotel , bathe and out for dinner with the team and coach as well. Had the roti naan opposite our hotel. After dinner i think we have another hour to shop again. Super rushedd ! we shop as fast as we could andand went back hotel for meeting after which. Stupid Jocelyn Ng bought alot of things lar. So the briefing , coach had assignments for us. We had to do it and present it the next day. so was divided into 2 groups. After the briefing we had our discussion together till around 12am. Jocelyn Ng did not dare to sleep so she came to my room and we hug and sleep together. Super love her can. i miss her like hell the previous day.

Day 3 in kuala lumpur

Woke up early in the morning , change to our sports bra for swimming session. So went down swimming pool to meet the team. Stretching and down into the water. did loads of lame things. The worst was the sit up in the pool. Super hard and tough. But manage to complete it. So not that bad though.

After swimming , went for breakfast again. After breakfast we went back and bathe as fast as we could , went to faz room to hand up the assignments coach gave. So after the briefing we went to take the bus and go to help universitiy for the game. So the game was not really that good. Everybody did their best except for me. I was super down. I did not manage to put in my shots and my run are hestitating. I want to do well. but i dont knw why things turn like that.

Coach was quite disappointed in me. I quite sad though. Anyway , drop tears cause i really super sad that my shots cant make it. thanks sam for comsoling me leh. I love her also.

So jocelyn also console me , thanks girl .i love ya loads.

We went over to chinatown in KL to shop after the game. so shop around and bought alot of thigns. Jocelyn bought alot of things as well. LOL :):):):).

went back hotel , rushed to get our dinner settled and was supposed to get everything done in and hour and to faz room , so super rushed , we rush to bathe and rush down to get dinner. Packet up to faz room to eat. we stink up the whole room totally. After the briefing back to room andand this time round , Jocelyn and me sle[t together again. But in her room. So my room was empty. Super fun lar. I miss Jocelyn Ng but get to sleep with her so quite fun.

Day 4 in Kuala Lumpur

Woke up even earlier. Prepare , breakfast and went down for our game at much university. So we won again. I lost confidence in shooting for the game. Keep passing to yeeling to shoot. Sorry. alot people keep encourage me to shoot but i dont dare. Thanks everybody && sorry as well. I will do my very best the next time. shall improve on my confidence level and also m shots.

And after the game some conflicts happen. Dearest Jocelyn Ng cried cause of her play and some other things.

( girl ah , dont cry so much okok ? remember i will always be there. Dont worry so much )

funniest part is the part that we went back hotel to bathe , eveerybody dont have the key to go in cause we are suppos to check out at 12 noon but end up we went to extend the time.

Long journey again. Eat sleep and eat sleep again. Reached singapore around 7pm. Super tired..

Went dinner with kimo , aidah , seri , jocelyn ng , yeeling and also jesie kaur. HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA....

Super fun again, we gossipsss again. && after which went to slack and off we go home..

( now i miss all the netballers , i mean all ah , no preference. && i super sad , wont be able to see jocelyn ng maybe till friday. I will be missing her man ! Cause she will be having NCAP , and i will be working and training ! Deareest girl , please takecares okok ?? )

Thanks netballers for the past 4 meaningful days. I lvoe you all lar..

ohya , and faz video cam got one part is me and Jocelyn Ng hugging for long. HAHAHAHHAA. LOL lehh !

So basically my day is make up of natalyn ( jo niece ) , Jo and also netball training lo

this is how i spend my day

Met up with jo and her niece at ljs at amk. Ate and jo niece did her homework and we went to library , help her niece take bad and her niece took my bad, see the pics on top. cool right.

denden , went down woodland send her cute little niece home. she played with me the whole way. at first she shy to take pic with me den after which she keep asking me take pic le , den bully me , den we bbt together.

Went for training , fitness not that bad except for ultra knee pain when walking and all.

Court training , coach was damn fierce i tell you. even in car he also very fierce. hahaha joking lar.

he say he will try using not fierce tone to talk to me see how is the best way to make me absorb.

thanks coach.

He meant well after all....

Fried rice with jo and home home home.

many things happen recently. manymany , netballers are no longer netballers that hang around together le. i quite sad when all this things happen. i really sad really sad , how to makethings better , i dont know. who will know how sad i'm man ! nobody , really nobody...

GOODBYE SHAWN TEE , out of my life. seriously i meant it.

Thanks jeron for the accompanion last night , he accompany me till 5am. he really make me laugh cause i told him i'm sad. thanks boy ! yuo this crazy crazy , dumb dumb , blur blur. hahaha.

remember what i told you ? treat girls better ookok ? dont be like the one you tell me yest. you know who i meant. and he quite smart , he know who make me sad. stay cute yo !

and lasttly , i must really thanks the girl who love electricity , cause i love her also

I LOVE JNGT lar. love you love you . dont need write so long for her cause she's receiving love present from me tomorrow....

Although today got nothing with school netball and work , but still manage to meet up with dearest girl (superb) after my nyp game.

So she actually forget to pass me thumbdrive again , but she send me some to let me post first.

So do we look alike in those pictures ?? LOL. we are sister. We are twin. Some people say we are twin. HAHHAA , really joke right? alot say we are sister.

Anyway , todya nyp game really bad. LOL. cause i before the game already have mixed feelings of the game le.

But i still continued to play , and really first quart i clash with one of the nyp player and fell on my injured knees.

I nearly cry siol. But super pain

Knees now swollen , difficulty walking. Tomorrow having fitness again. HAIS !

Anyway , superb i love you leh !

I hint him on bubble tea but he dont get it , i sadded !

finally have time to rest for the week.
I'm so so so happy , i think i need loads of rest. Totally need more rest.

Sorry about not having pictures because jocelyn yet to send me any photos leh
She too busy le.

So today worked at 10am-5pm , did not manage to sleep the whole night. I was super tired in the morning , but struggled to meet up with kengbooon && jocelyn , rushed to work. Changed , received loads of msges fromm THE J'S.

I super happy cause i got to know the best 4 J's.
Guess who are they. really fated to know the J's.

learn to pop popcorns which resulted in me smelling like popcorns all over , everybody noticed it.
Rushed down to training cause there is something wrong with jocelyn counter ! therefore , her mum came to drive us down. I slip and fall even without being in the game. && when in the game i felll again. Super pain yo. my hand numb cant shoot properly but i think also partly no confidence.
My knee hurt when we are walking over to coach's car.
Super pain can , i think i cant afford to injured it anymore , it will be bad if i injured it again...

i must say sorry to Dearest yeeling , kimo && aidah leh. cause we left without them again. I'm sorry , i know you all angry but i'm still sorry.
coach say alot in the car , i must better catch up my shots all.
Shall try out new skills tomorrow during nyp game.
went dinner with jocelyn , she damn it de. we talk until veyr hapy den somethings happen , i feel so helpless at that point of time. I could not do anything to help her. I feel so sorry. I hope she's feeling better.
SUPERB LOVE YA OK ? better take cares , tomorrow dont go anywhere , rest at home yo !
Like we say we will always be there for eachother.

Sorry for neglecting all the other netballers due to work. I know after working i actually very tired den got no time to meet up with other netballers. They suppose to meet up tomorrow but i actually have to give it a miss again cause i'm having physio. I'm srry friends. I love ya all still. I will just fin dout one day for you all de. Dont angry le okok ??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAVEMAN TOH !

super sleepy , someone save me please.....

i've finally gotten rid of you !
JOCELYN NG , sister leh , we are twins ? nah , dont be it !
ok , malaysia trip the room allocating is out , and true enough i knew i wont be with jocelyn de. NEVERMIND , forget it. I dont f-king care. I still got to talk with her can le.
She know that i'm playing so hard for netball cause i love the sports & cause i dont want disappoint her. LOL.
So even if i dont get a chance to play with her anymore but i will still put in my very best right ?

Anyway , i now gonna concentrate on my new crush ! no more STJK. it's time to let go correct ?
ok , at least now i dont need to worry so much on meeting braveman ! uncle toh , faster come meet me yo !
& ohya , i know jocelyn surely will be there for me when i'm trying hard to forget shawn. cause she know it will be good if i'm able to forget him.

&& i love my crush :):):) cant wait to see him again !

this post not trying to be emo or what ah.

Anyway first lets say about my new friends at work. WOW , JOHN tan is a nice guy man! he joke with me & always bully me as well But enjoy & happy to know him. Hello John Tan.

So life have been not very good. Netball is giving me problem.
All netball netball & netball.
I totally agree with people saying about now all netballers going 2 by 2 , hais :(:(:(
I can see it also..
But i dont know what to do.
I want thing to be back to the old place , i dont wnat any changes in it.
I WANT BACK ELAINE NG , I WANT JOCELYN NG , I WANT KIMO ONG , I WANT TOH YEELING , I WANT ANGE , I WANT JESIE , I WANT AIDAH , I WANT EVERYBODY THAT IS ONCE WITH ME.

when i'm down you guys are always there with me, i wont want to lose you all at all.
Jocelyn also have been great throughout. Without her i dont know how to live without you all.
without her encouragement && accompanion i dont know how to forget and give up on shawn. WIthout her loads of things would not been done.
Likewise , without kimo & elaine & all the others things will be so different now.

I hope you all know !

work = fun !
Total fun , today make new friend again , azzrul & john & finally talk to rachel and some others lar.
Laugh like mad at work. Stupid john really joker. we laugh at some jokes jocelyn make. Like the AMEX thingy ? right jocelyn ?
You know i never knew work is so fun but tired before. I mean as in every work i went to is so so so fun. With friends that i know.
Jocelyn bought me laughter throughout work , Bought me fun & joy & fats. She always tempt me to eat drink eat drink. Now i'm growing fatter.
Finally tomorrow going to cut down fats with her at hougang stadium. Goodbye my fats. Say no more to you all. Dont come near me anymore. I must make it a must to workout everyweek. Almost twice.
I dont care ! its a must.
ANDAND , queensway tomorrow to shop. Money gonna fly away like nobody business

Today in Tony car , he laughed at me leh. He say i easy cold all. Super funny. Den say people who sleep with me will definitely have no blankets.

Jocelyn Ng Guat Ting : please take care of your knees yo ! :):):) dont over stress it anymore ok ? i love you lar. thanksfor being there always. i wont emoemo de.

Alice Ng : sorry for neglecting you , but nevertheless you are the best still. LOVE YA !

Kimo Ong : love ya also.

Everybody : love ya !
T

I love my sister !
we are the LYN family you know ?
today work was fun , total fun.
I tell you all those malay are friendly , like my trainer , syakir , and joce trainer , The amirah ! damn funny , joker. Mine super joker. He kept on laughing at me serving customer, den i keep laughing as well. damn funny lar. HAHAHAHAHHAA
Den make friend with rahman , hafiz , and i i think hilmi ? forget the name lar. Quite alot people lar.
So jocelyn lie to the hafiz saying we are sister , real blood some more. But diff father. And everybody believe leh
Even hafiz call us lyn's. LOL.
So today was total fun lar. I make new friends and i'm happy with life now.
Thanks jocelyn ! i love you for spending time with me.
HAHAHHA , i'm looking forward to see joce again ! loveyaloveya !
WORK WORK WORK.

basketball with weetat , yk & cg , i think i jump and landed wrongly , ankle is damn pain when i uses force. But i hope it's nothing serious. Really pain leh.

pictures for the mix & match carnival leh ! finally can upload yo !

the first pic is me and jocelyn trying to act like the kidznet poster

Quite alike lar..

HMmm , today game not that bad. I think quite fun , but i played badly i think.

I dont know why coach think i did well.

anyway , malaysia trip confirmed , yeah !

happy ...

no mood to blog cause things happen just to fast..

sunday morning , woke up super early leh.
cause having this mixed carnival with KS & joce & liyi & the mr teo.
So we had loads of fun , reluctant to wake up , but jocelyn actually switch off her aircon.
so i woke up bathed && down to kallang
Warm-up & very fast first round clear by us , Good game play also.
We did our best ya ! lose by one ball in the semis therefore fight for third and fourth.
Won third afterall , and yeahhyeahh ! got money. So g-force money came from the prize of this carnival.
I totally motivated for the last game , ust to get third for the money. First time got money lehh ... HAPPY HAPPY !!!!!

Bugis && wisma with kimo , aidah && jocelyn. Days and time spend with them is definitel worthwhile && of course full of laughter.
Never fail to laugh with them around.
Jocelyn && me damn excited for tomorrow. Guess is what okok ?
ANDAND , thanks kimo & aidah & jocelyn for always being my source of laughter...

Ohya , i forget what i want to post cause some idiotic people spoil my day , but some people make my day as well...

thanks jocelyn ng for being there when i'm down
everything's over.
I treat people the way you all treat me yo ! dont expect me to change for you. I change for myself. I dont change for people.
Trust whoever you want. it's your choice.

Now at jocelyn house emoemo liaos.. jocelyn rocks my socks.

Life with joce is totally full of photos. I shall upload most of it for you all.

Later when i reach joce house i shall post the photos on the rp carnival && also some long overdue photos like ermmm , farewell session for yl they all. AND AND one of the training day

My first pic with Birthday boy !

Some things changes as times goes by
friends come and go in life , like some gone but some came to replace them & you will realise they are much more better people.
I dont know what ya thinking. I hate the way you act , i hate the attitude you are giving.
You are losing me not cause of you not interacting much with us is the attitude you gave.
You took me for granted Which was seen by everybody
I thanks you for always looking good in other people eyes & i'm always the one giving you attitude when you're the one. I'm glad now i dont really need to care about what other says cause i'm use to it
Ask your A* T** dont think always i'm the one making you angry. come on , i dont angry often but i got my own life yo ! I also got my own temper.
Not for you all to make use of

Relationship is the worst. You took me for granted & i also took you for granted. I'm glad i'm no longer stuck in it anymore

Finally i leave out of all these things. Unhappy things Are nearly coming to an end. I felt so happy with the accompanion of joce and Kimo , i no longer think of how other feels. As long as you all dont take me granted i will treat you good in return .

Why do all good things come to an end ?????

NAH , pictures of cute shawn ! Happy birthday once again. WAH , in my blog i wishes him 3 times. He so so so important yo !

Jocelyn Superb && kimo Ong came my house stay last night.
We went over to Shawn's birthday celebration at pasir ris before that.

Had loads og hotdogs over there.

Some unhappy things happen. I tell you , i trust friendship no more. Now as long as jocelyn superb & kimo is there i think i'm happy enough yo !

Anyway , maybe i'm just joking maybe i'm not.

Came back home , jocelyn & kimo ate my bread again. Now going no more le leh. Sad siol..

Slept around 3plus while jocelyn & kimo slept earlier. Msg-ed shawn all the way. Quite funny.

&& he really likes the towel. shall show you all some other day.

There will definitely be pictures of the birthday boy with some of us. LOL.

i will upload everything by tonight ok ? to facebook and some up on blog..... No worries ya !

Thanks kimo && jocelyn for always being there

Sat night will be at jocelyn house.
Sunday will be mix & match !

the 3 o us like no house like that siol....

LASTLY , happy birthday SHAWN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN TEE ! :):):)
pics will be up tmr

Thanks to Rp netballers yo !

Ohya i got loads of long due photos , I will upload once i get it from JocelynNg , she took all the pics but never send me. No worries i make sure she send me on sat....

Will upload by this week ya..

have alot of photos with jocelyn ng lar. Life have been hectic , and of course thanks kimo , LOVE & jocelyn for always being there leh.

Today training totally cock up for me lar. I think i totally stress up.

&& guess what i totally have to thanks KEKE ! my super vice captain.

She funny before training when we doing warm up.

then when serious came she consoled me. Thanks ya!

The 5 men defence for a totally fuck up thing for me. Cause i got slow reaction && my legs dont move. I really get scolded until scare cause i know i cant do it.

Changed me out which i knew it. Cool myself down , listen to what keke told me. She say watch && see. I sat down think hard what i can do. Think how i can improve. && the second time i get on court i think i manage to intercept 2 balls. Praised by tony. *happyhappy*

thanks jocelyn for shouting so loud "nice one EDER * !i heard it ah!

Thank tony for pushing me && finally i manage to intercept some balls. Thanks KEKE for the encouragement ya ! THANKS LAR !

i think tomorrow gonna rocks like totally ya ! shall tell you all why some other days !

&& i realise 26th sep is so so so near liaos ! i quite looked forward but before i go there the next 2 weeks of training or rather the leftover dates of training , i must really buck up ah ! COME ON EDER ! I think people need to work hard but i need work xtra hard in order to keep my position there. PLEASE!

I regretted being in a relationship with him, cause if i did not , we may be real good friends now , not like now , we dont talk that much , we dont have a topic to talk. Worst is , he dont even talk to me. I REGRETTED :(.
I super want to leave sports club le , not cause of him lar. I think i totally not that socialable to make new friends though. && commitment is high.
I want a transfer of school if i really got the chance. I dont think i can be able to continue to survive in RP , && i want to study overseas. DONT WANNA STAY singapore anymore.

BUT STILL IN SINGAPORE I HAVE MY DEAREST SUPERB , KIMO & LOVE BEING THERE.
so not that bad though.

Today pesta sukan , suppose to reach early to watch superb game , but i'm sorry cause i overslept. I LOVE YOU though !
LOL :)
Zenith Alpha had a good fight against Zenith Ace. HAHHA , no joke ah.
&& congrats to SUPERB && ZENITH ACE FOR GETTING CHAMPS.
Ohya , && also pictures will be up soon. when coach Jo && superb send me.
hmmmmm Coach Jo && brenda praise Superb having nice spilts && good shots. They say superb is a real good player. They even took pics and video of 19 combined. SEE !

After pesta we had Team Dinner && ate at Tony Roma's. Me && alice shared ribs && chicken breast , wahseh , yummy. Super full now !but i miss bubble tea. Shall have it tomorrow ,i dont care.

superb really play damn well today leh. She really gets up a level in my heart. Cause i really admire her lar. Her spilts really superb you all know. OHMYGOD. But still take care of your knee , see her keep doing those spilts i also heart pain siol , cause like super pain can ? ohdear !
&& i really happy to know her you all know. Cause she's someone who can share things with, who will always be there for && also i love going her house stay lar. FUNFUNFUN..
SORRY SUPERB TODAY NEVER GO OVER YOUR HOUSE. next week ok ? we stay so near want meet sure can de. MISSYA , LOVEYA !

tomorrow 7.30am for carnival in school again.
TIRED ! JOCELYNNG , meet tomorrow ok?

One word to describe everything , EXHAUSTED.

I'm a totally tired && aching && whatsoever person now. Not enough sleep at all.
Me , love && superb actually late for today's carnival. But wasn't that late as well.
LOVE did registration while me && superb went for umpiring. So at first me && superb keep pairing up but after which meimei give a schedule && me & jocelyn did not have a chance to pair up again.
The carnival also like quite alot of school. I think can say it's a success. But it's super tiring lar. Like we umpire must run here run there , && we stand till our late pain. Den finally break && rotation. Now i'm aching like mad && dont feel good at all.
Tomorrow still having pesta leh. Ohya , && congrats to bowen for getting in second round yo !

had a chat with sgs-ians && coach Jo. Still deciding about the umpiring course. Should i go ?aiya , idont know siol.
Dont feel like wasting coach money at all leh.

I think i have not enough time to spend for myself , i need to do my sprints regularly because i've a pair of slow and heavy legs. I gonna buck up.
Shawn's present yet to be done. Got the towel but yet to print it up. Shit man ! life sucks.
Thursday is his birthday le , can time just stop now.
Tomorrow waking up at 8am , supporting jocelyn's game && maybe go watch shawn's game for like 2 quart && leave there.

I'm going to sleep nownownow ! goodnight peeps . I hate people msging me in the middle of the night.

Currently : Superb house :):)

HAPPY HAPPY , i swear i'm coming to stay whenever i got the time to stay here.
Her house is damn cool lar. Although we spend like doing nothing here but at least the accompanion of LOVE && SUPERB is great. Totally keep my mind out of thinking.

Ohya , today goodie bag packing really fuck up. TIRED :( .
Tomorrow will be umpiring , last min decison. So shall do my best , hopefully won't get curse. I scare

Today game with SRC was fine , i quite happy that I finally improved. Thanks superb for the encouragement && also the advise from her.
Confidence && always keep my mind off everything && focus on the game.
I did it , i think i played quite well though. Thanks tony for putting me a level up .
Eder please dont drop down from there.....

Dinner with Republic netballers. So much laughter. Now i know nothing is much more important than netball + Republic netballers. Whereas without them maybe my laughter will be lesser..

Relationship = NOTHING
Team Republic = Everything
SUPERB && LOVE = PEOPLE WHO ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME :):):)
WITH ALL OF THE ABOVE = wonderful life.

Pictures will be up when Superb upload it. && i totally having loads of nonsense with Superb && of course not to forget my DEAREST love !
Need be in school by 7am. Ohdear. should sleep soon. But currently LOVE talking to her bern && Superb doing her love letters && EDER updating blog.

SENTOSA !

Woke up damn early. FEVER not yet okok yet.

I just go for the sentosa cuase i dont want miss out the fun.

Due to me taking my own sweet time , i was late as usual.

We tanned from like 12pm ? i think . PLayed netball , 'MONKEY' and volleyball. Loads of stuffs lar.

I sososo happy... :):):):)

cause long time since we last went to sentosa. At first i quite emo leh , cause i realise he don't even want to talk to me now. But now i'm happy. He did talk to me. Thanks ah.

left at around 4plus. quite lame though. I was super burnt ! Mummy super angry. I promise her not to go under the sun cause of fever and also she say later got skin cancer.

But i really prevented myself from going under for alot of time. But end up i'm super burnt

Went to bathe && pictures time , wanted to took with YY and shawn but too bad. Next time bah.

hais :):):). Went EAT to eat our late lunch. Super disgusting. Down to queensway. Elaine bought her FBT && i went to ikea.

Walked over to queenstown to take train && down to tp for training. I must tell you all i really have bad time management. Reached tp at around 8.30pm, sad leh.

I went there straight do court game. played 4 quarter of GA. super tiring.

1st && 2nd quarter i totally play badly. I sucks

Coach Jo say , eder you must not force your way in the semi D , do some change in direction. You must be strong. Not cause connie bang you den you keep moving. Hold her.

Hais :):) coach JO is not wrong , i'm wrong , i too weak for netball le seriously. Always people bang me den i start to be scare. WTH am i doing.

Eric say : Eder you must be confidence of your shots , dont hestitate to shoot. Once you hesitate you lose out. If the shooting position is within your shooting range den you shall shoot , stop looking for other options. I know your shots can make it.

I super super make coach Jo and Coach eric down. I'm sorry. Last but not least i make myself feel so sad. Nevertheless , why am i sad so not concentrating ? so not focusing ? Alot of things is occupying my mind. Talked to kimo && superb about it & superb say mind over body. she say i should put everything aside during training . I shall listen. I dont want it to affect my performance on court.

I can swear to you guys , this few days netball training is the first time i never laugh or smile on court. I'm losing myself , my mind is super occupied && thinking about other things rather than netball training. Hopefully tomorrow i'm able to perform

Thanks Coach Jo for sponsoring me & alice to umpiring course. She gave us as birthdya pressie , of course we have things in return. :):)

Tomorrow staying at Superb house. YIPPPEEE , happyhappy...

SHAWN TEE , GOOD FRIENDY okok ???

DEAREST LONG LOST FRIEND , although she stay the block beside me.


See how noob i'm. I look like nerd. Beside me is melissa kanaiya. she is love.

TERRIBLE TERRIBLE. :(:(:(:(:(

I'm sure people will ask why.

I will tell you..

Remember me saying fever yesterday. My fever goes up && down.

Mummy and Daddy gets worry , so went over to CGH at 6am before bro went for the camp.

So i had this stupid vaccination injection , the doctor say is for preventing virus and immune system stronger.

So after the injection , i still had another for the fever. I cry like mad. I have this phobia of seeing needles :(:(:(.

Had a hard time totally. Call up elaine to acc. her. Den i complained it to her.

Training was resume && i rushed all the way. Late for training. Saw HAHA on bus and she disturb me cause i'm late.

rushed over to court && warm up den do drills with everybody.

Fun time with netballers. Especiall my SAM 'LEE' which i thought was. But was suppose to be SAM 'GOH'.

Damn funny , but i did very badly today. Totally demoralised. Keep getting scolded. The worst was TONY say " you play GA in your club & you are playing like this here" i quite sad. I dont know what was the things that keeping my mind occupied. I totally cant concentrate on court. Losing confidence again.

EDEREDER , confidence ! CONcentrate.

Tony say we are confirm to go to malaysia trip on 26sep to 30th sep. 3 games. YEAHH !

Going overseas with love & superb le. LOVELY.......... && i suddenly felt so scary at training cause TONY touches my butt for the second time. I really keeping a distance from him now....

Dinner with bern , love & superb. Went home by train with superb. took to amk.

Saw melissa on bus. Long lost friend. LOVE her totally.

Shall meet up with her again soon..

GREAT day. TOMORROW 9am must wake up , some kind soul please wake me up.

FEVER please go down lar ! i want to go sentosa tomorrow de. ARGH !

SENTOSA and after which training....

ELAINE , my love. She is my love , we had so much nonsense together. So much fun together. We play all sorts of things together. Hang out together. Getting closer as days goes by. Although we quarreled at times but we still are as good as ever. Thanks for being there when i'm down , when i'm injured. LOVES ! :):):):):):):)......


JESIE KAUR. She damn funny can ? I super miss her. I think it's long since i last saw her cause of her having the stupid driving thing. Without her like no fun , nobody to disturb. JESIE FASTER come back lar.......




THIS IS ME when i'm super happy and high.

First round of pesta sukan at kallang netball centre. I think this is when our break start. I played like 4 games before that. Super tiring due to the blazing sun. But without failed , my dearest netballers ( the usual gang ) manage to keep me happy and full of laughter whole day.
I totally manage to have this smile on my face is cause of Rp netballers. They are great people i tell you. They will never ever make me sad , never ever make me cry , never ever disappoint me. thanks babes !


The lovely cliques who are always there for me. Who stand by me when i'm down. Went to support all the games i have. Give me support to let me have more confidence.


And of course this is my Superb Jocelyn , the one who i admire most in her netball skills. I'm totally proud of her. She have good skills , great character & of course a friend that you should have. She always there to encourage me when i have no confidence. Teaches me what i should do when i don't know how to. Thanks superb. I love ya.


KIMO ONG , my dearest senior leh. She rocks lar. Forever there for me. Although she love bullying me but i know she's a caring person towards everybody. With her confirm will smile the whole day. With her confirm willl have things to talk. But at times she's really fierce lar. She talk to me when she know i super down cause of Shawn. I really glad that she's always there.



Last night , nearly cry my heart out. But lucky i did not. Quarreled with shawn again.
Alrighty , its my fault , i deserve it. I realised my mistakes too late le. I see him treat me so good i really damn touched can ?Like for example during the chalet , he cover jacket for me. He asked whether i'm cold. I super happy. Thanks ah. How can i say i don't love you , if i say i'm really lying. But i lie is my fault , nobody to blame. I shall face the consequences. Really great knowing you. Mummy console me last night , elaine console me last night ,Alice console me as well , lily also.
I thanks you all totally.

Mummy agreed with me having tattoo , thanks mummy ! She see me so sad she quite sad as well , she see me cant get to sleep she quite down. She see me keep nose bleed she super worried. She promised end of year , taiwan and japan trip. Thanks mummy , i have the best mummy ever. She talk to me about shawn. I know i should stay strong cause i've a lovely family there with me.

Training tomorrow canccell. Ask me out man...
Thurs - sentosa morning , 7.30pm training at Tp , no excuse to skip it.
fri - Game at Sport school.
Sat - School carnival
Sun- Watched superb and shawn's game , && have my second round pesta ,den dinner with zenithians.

Lastly , i will always remember you. :)