SENTOSA !

Woke up damn early. FEVER not yet okok yet.

I just go for the sentosa cuase i dont want miss out the fun.

Due to me taking my own sweet time , i was late as usual.

We tanned from like 12pm ? i think . PLayed netball , 'MONKEY' and volleyball. Loads of stuffs lar.

I sososo happy... :):):):)

cause long time since we last went to sentosa. At first i quite emo leh , cause i realise he don't even want to talk to me now. But now i'm happy. He did talk to me. Thanks ah.

left at around 4plus. quite lame though. I was super burnt ! Mummy super angry. I promise her not to go under the sun cause of fever and also she say later got skin cancer.

But i really prevented myself from going under for alot of time. But end up i'm super burnt

Went to bathe && pictures time , wanted to took with YY and shawn but too bad. Next time bah.

hais :):):). Went EAT to eat our late lunch. Super disgusting. Down to queensway. Elaine bought her FBT && i went to ikea.

Walked over to queenstown to take train && down to tp for training. I must tell you all i really have bad time management. Reached tp at around 8.30pm, sad leh.

I went there straight do court game. played 4 quarter of GA. super tiring.

1st && 2nd quarter i totally play badly. I sucks

Coach Jo say , eder you must not force your way in the semi D , do some change in direction. You must be strong. Not cause connie bang you den you keep moving. Hold her.

Hais :):) coach JO is not wrong , i'm wrong , i too weak for netball le seriously. Always people bang me den i start to be scare. WTH am i doing.

Eric say : Eder you must be confidence of your shots , dont hestitate to shoot. Once you hesitate you lose out. If the shooting position is within your shooting range den you shall shoot , stop looking for other options. I know your shots can make it.

I super super make coach Jo and Coach eric down. I'm sorry. Last but not least i make myself feel so sad. Nevertheless , why am i sad so not concentrating ? so not focusing ? Alot of things is occupying my mind. Talked to kimo && superb about it & superb say mind over body. she say i should put everything aside during training . I shall listen. I dont want it to affect my performance on court.

I can swear to you guys , this few days netball training is the first time i never laugh or smile on court. I'm losing myself , my mind is super occupied && thinking about other things rather than netball training. Hopefully tomorrow i'm able to perform

Thanks Coach Jo for sponsoring me & alice to umpiring course. She gave us as birthdya pressie , of course we have things in return. :):)

Tomorrow staying at Superb house. YIPPPEEE , happyhappy...

SHAWN TEE , GOOD FRIENDY okok ???