I shall put a stop right now.

I shall MIA from blogger for a moment. So in advance wish you a happy NEW year 2010

Lots of things left unsaid
28th is just like 2 days away , or probably few more hours away.
Complicateddd , Why must she ever come in at this point of time.
I love you still....
What if i need you baby , what if i say i loved you.

I got the best of everything in 2009 christmas. Thanks dearest people !

First i got QAD with me the whole day , i got cousins to shop around with , and i got myself 2 sleeveless shirt and i watched alvin & chipmunks 2 with qad.

I'm so blessed with qad around. real blessed. Thanks qad , i hope you enjoyed !

Afterall , CHIPMUNKS is real nice. Catch it real soon. I don't mind watching again. Ask me out yo !

Wonderful christmas although dont seems to be one.

Wonderful day , Some may not know.

thanks qad for the whole day , with you around laughter never failed !

And of course , thanks Eve , the pressie , the surprise , the sending home part. Thanks everything. Thanks for running up all the way to cinema , just afraid that i'm gone , thanks for sending me home despite the expensive ride , i know hq can send you one , but you dont want. Thanks friend ! :) <33333>

*shall see you tomorrow at expo with your retarded face*

*scratch head what to get for you*

I wont initiate to ask you out cause you dont care.

R/S is not a good thing always

Town with hq and eve , nice , they are real nice people. Always keeping me infront afraid me getting lost.

Sweeettttt ....

Escorted me to amk hub , shop around for boxes , but sadly not found. So waited for qad , while walking , eve went over to get 2 bottles of HoneyLemon for me. nice ! My first time drinking and definitely it rocks big time.

Home after which , another fun day tomorrow , ROCK ON !

SICK ! SAD ! FML !

FML !
i'm sick , but he's not here to care.
Thanks eve & hq for being caring friends ! <3
Stupid eve call me by accident which result in me calling back & ended up allowing her to realise my Sexy voice on phone. & by that she know that i'm sick.
Stupid weather cause my stupid cough and flu , Stupid quarreling make me feel so sick.

I don't deny i love you. But you are not making me realise that you love me , YOU ARE NOT !
This is the 6th day since i last since you , im immune to the feeling by now. I realise i should not expect much from you.

I officially say i give up ! :( not looking forward to seeing you.

DON NG , i miss you !

28th , tight schedule = gone.
have you ever remember the time i went all the way down to ecp , FML

Sad & disappointed !

Life have been nice when its spent with jocelyn and dearest kimo.
Ok , so where have i been , on friday i went over to suntec look for eve , and also look for my hoodie. Was a real fun day out with them. LOL.
i seriously enjoyed. Nevertheless , i miss DON so so so much !
ok whatever it is , i can just conclude here that thanks friends for always being there for me. Thanks for keeping my laughter !

Sometimes i really thinking are you the one that i'm really looking for. Are we suitable for each other. I know i miss you that much , but i always wanted to try all my means and way to see you but you dont seem to appreciate. I think alot when i want to prove things to you. But previously when with shawn i dont need to think so much. I'm feeling so stress up. Why nothing i do seems to make you understand , You disappoint me again and again. WHYYYY ???

I just need time alone. Give me more time. Why is it you can give in more to others but not me. Why others get the care from you more than i do. Why others always have better treatment than me. WHYWHYWHY ? :(:(:(
The more i wanted you to be with me , the more i dont get it.
The more i miss , the more we quarrel. The worst things get.
You never understand me even though its so so so going tobe the 2nd month knowing you. You never know what i want , cause you are still the old you , the one i once know. The guy who is still not sensitive over how i feel.

why others boyfriend spend time talking to their love ones on phone even during camp , but mine spend time talking to their friends.

Mentally && Physically Tired :(
HAHAHHAHHAHA !

I'm not lying ! Camp is really tiring. For god sake. For the first day we done everything. Really everything. We had our beep test & guess what , i got level 8 shuttle 8 , ok i'm happy enough with this level and shuttle. At least i pass , after which dint want to rest so ended up over at badminton court challenging SOLEHA. So after that we had floorball match against netballers & lunched. We had goal's setting , followed by badminton again && also friendly with basketballers. Stupid Tan Cl bang me but she grab on to me immediately feeling so guilty. Coach came and we did floorballl among oourselves again , 8pm officially started training. Did lots of attacking strategy again. End of training , bathe and all the way to agora hall. Settle down and mac delivery came.. yummyy.. Slept at 2am.. back aches !

ohya , saw hq today cause they have friendly with rp team. Heard from tan cl that both of them nearly fight. I wanted to watch but ya , dont get a chance to watch at all.
Thanks to the evelyn , thanks for the M&Ms by you...

Second day , madness.. Woke up at 8am , pack stuffs and back to OSG. Did warm up and started our 5km run. ok , was cool. I like it alot cause it really train up. After 5km breakfast and watch video of us with RV. After video , start shooting the 1000 shots we owe Faz. Did 500 for the day as we are having 2 friendlies. One with seniors and one with SMU. Both friendlies was fine , needed much more communication with dearest qad. So ya , shall train extra hard with her. However the situtation of the both friendlies is super and ultra tense up. Anyway , after everything , we had the christmas celebration super funny , loads of things happen. we had pizzas and kfcs , super yummy ! cut cake && exchange gifts. & ya end the day after that , bath , set up and slept at netball court.

Thanks STJK for the cushion to comfort my back ! Thanks loads

Third day , woke up shivering super cold all thanks to qad. HAHAHHAHA ! leg achings and arms aching as well. Shoot another 300 shots in the morning , with both hand aching. Set up for the carnival and realised that nowadays small kids are real naughty and irritating........... argh ! !@$#$#&^$&... SHOOT another 100 after the carnival ,bathe and break camp. *finally*

Home ! fuck you for getting close to him.
I miss don ng

expectations :)

in the middle of the night:)you all must be wondering why am i still not asleep.
Reason being is simple. Suddenly thought of my expectations of my boyfriend.
1-must be able to accompany me when i'm bored
2-sleep only when i'm asleep. 3-be by my side when i'm sad. 4- make me feel secure. 5- must be able to cheer me up. 6- must pamper me. 7- hahaha , get whatever i want. Joking:-)
Tada , that's all , i shall go sleep and yeah.

A day spend with him <3

• Point , den he came , up to his house.
  
• Study for like 10mins , and play time
• PLay icy tower.
  
• he fierce me again :( ok , thats his character.
  
• After which dinner with him and cheryl. *cheryl is damn cute can ?
• Home , do cards again

D , i love you lar ! cant wait for everything to happen !

Today class gift exchange. Real fun , i came sch just for that. So ya we had loads of fun and laughter. It seems like it's going to be the last day of school. But whatever it is , i must really thanks beenu for the silkygirl sports perfume and the lollipop towel. I love it. I'm so gonna use it.
Do cards for the whole class. Hope they like it.
Thanks shawn tee for the one whole box of cookies. I love it.
I'm a real fortunate girl. Thanks for everything people. What more can i say beside i love you all !

Yesterday had training in school. Ok , was real bored , this is all due to coach's strategy kept on repeating for like an hour. && most of us were rotting over there. Alright , and finally 830pm we started playing our court game. Cool , played with jocelyn , she being the GA and me being the GS. ok , after which saw D over there , was quite shock. Not expected though. Switch to GA after that. Was really tiring , super tiring. I realise stamina gone for GA , long time since i last play GA le. Must train up le.

Today never go school due to fever. Injections , and ya , heard from meiyu that we are having gift exchange session on monday. D came up my house , accompanied me a while and he went off. Met melissa and slack with her for around 2 hours plus , talked to her alot of things and we suggested to have a game with the juniors of sgs. Sorry roy for not accompanying you tonight. Sorry D , for being so grumpy.

Talking about gifts exchange, i just realised that , i don't have time for buying gifts. Only left with sat , i must really get all the gifts by then. I need to get the class exchange gifts one , and also need to get netballers gifts. Having netball intensive camp on 15-17 , 16 will be having exchange gifts session. LOOKING FORWARD ah !

Christmas wishlist : IPOD !
: kimo's muffins
: shawn's cookies
: camera
: && anything that i can bring around. !
:BACKPACK for school.

Been so busy with life that i'm so so so exhausted and lazy to do any other things.
Including blogging !
SCSM '09 was quite tiring , seriously i make it cause i dint sleep for around 20 hours. && after which slet for 12 hours.
School again. Game with RiverValley. I think i really played well , But ya like i say i'm so exxhausted over so many things that makes me not motivated for netball.

nothing have been nice towards me. Nothing positive. Totally crazy..
life's sucha bitch !

Will you ever hold me when i fall ? Be there when i need ?

This is Joei Tan , they are people who work for compaq opposite us during the SITEX show. Nice and fun friends there.
This is yingying tan. She real cute de. HAHAHAHAH , also another friend working opposite us.
This is wingyan , she's damn pretty right ? damn funny. always very very loud.
And here they are ! i love you all ! thanks for the 4 fun day there.
This is Lenovo plus compaq plus microsoft , from left to right : wingyan , evelyn ,ederlyn , yingying , joei and jocelyn.
NICKY NICKY.. hahahaha , he accompanied me down to east coast on the sat night
qad , also followed me down and came over to stay over at my house.
thanks sister for accompanying and being there alwyas. <333
All the fun ended on sunday , let's meet up soon dear friends !
hello sister , since when are you so tall..
qad , i love you , without you i confirm bored till die de.
this is taken when yingying is busy dealing with her customers.
qad , you are the best , without you i will die at SITEX. we slack together , laugh together and also have fun and at the same time earn money together.

So from last thursday till sunday have been working at Sitex. So ya , miss school on thursday which is maths again. I promise not to miss anymore cause i'm really always lost in maths lesson. First day of work on thursday was really tiring , not use to the standing part , me and jocelyn keep on going to slack and sit down. Zelin came down at night with bubble tea and dinner. thanks Zelin. <3> 2nd day of work , know 2 new guy , bryan and aaron. They were really funny , me and jocelyn suddenly miss the fun from them today. HAHAHHAHA. Weejie and dearest don came down to surprise us. really nice of them , with mac and bubble tea. Oh thats so cool. I like it. Damn it , i just love surprises. HAHAHAH.. So they waited for us to go for break and we went for break and had our lunch together with them. Slack a while and back to work. I remember once i step back to work i miss dearest don le. HAIS ): but ya time pass super fast. But later part in the night quarreled with Dearest Don , cause he disappoint me. I dont like. 3rd day at work. Was early for work. Saw the bryan and aaron again. Also those people opposite us. Talk and talk and talk and have loads of fun. Lunched with bryan and aaron over at east point mall. HAHAHA. super far right. Faster eat and rushed back to expo by cab. HAHAHA. Nic came down to find us later part in the night and we went for cup noodles. He bought bubble tea for us , so nice of him right ? after which took some pictures and went down to east coast to surprise D , but he look shock but ya i dint even get to talk to him more than 10 sentences. I swear i dint. bought him mac when i know he's hungry, walked all the way over to the place he's at but was too late , he was eating the chicken rice sponsored by them le. Was super sad. After which chit chat with jocelyn and nic den talk talk talk alot of funny things happen. then we decided not to wait for D le , cause he's still having some talk with the sirs and i needed to send nic home and jocelyn was tired. So ya , took cab and send nic home. After which jocelyn came my house to stay , I was realy at the urge of crying cause i really miss D lar. I like it when jocelyn come my house to stay. I like it totally lar ! <3334th day , woke up for work late , we purposely late de but ended up early anyway. early in the morning chailuan call me and say , eh huiqin working at expo also leh. at the addidas sales. Super high in the morning. Rush down and went up the addidas sales to find huiqin. she's so damn cute. Even my lunch break also went over to find her and she gave jocelyn staff discount for the windbreaker. NICE ! Then during her dinner break , she actually came over my booth to surprise me with subway cookies. How nice can she be. I was really shock && dint know what happen. omg <3>

Monday blues : marketing module and its really sucky. Lucky team members was really cool cause i was really slacking away , did i tell you all the ppt i did not do any of the slides. HAHAHHA. && i quarreled with D. Anyway , after which when running alone. while jocelyn went for talk. So ya , went training with 7 other people only. Coach came and teach the fish eye thing lar. I was really blur at the moment. And jocelyn wasn't there for training so was quite bored. So after that i thought i'm so going to be alone but i wasn't. Huiqin called me and asked me to wait for her at sports complex. So she came with her car and she fetch me back. Thanks huiqin , not only that , she came to the nearest petrol kiosk to pump petrol and at the same time she bought ferrero rocher for me. Thanks huiqin. but i feed her with one as well. <33333 her manymany..,.

Tuesday : accounting. Heavy module. I dint went for 1st break cause need do worksheet. Den 2nd break classmates ask me go with them so i went down with them. Bought wedges only. So my whole day meal is wedges and shaker fries. After which maggie mee. HAHAHHA. Mum fall sick already && D never come school today. Cool lar , today he never come tomorrow i not going. I miss hiim so badly.qad now i know how you feel ya. I miss him lar ! argh !

D , i miss you.