Monday, December 21, 2009

Sad & disappointed !

Life have been nice when its spent with jocelyn and dearest kimo.
Ok , so where have i been , on friday i went over to suntec look for eve , and also look for my hoodie. Was a real fun day out with them. LOL.
i seriously enjoyed. Nevertheless , i miss DON so so so much !
ok whatever it is , i can just conclude here that thanks friends for always being there for me. Thanks for keeping my laughter !

Sometimes i really thinking are you the one that i'm really looking for. Are we suitable for each other. I know i miss you that much , but i always wanted to try all my means and way to see you but you dont seem to appreciate. I think alot when i want to prove things to you. But previously when with shawn i dont need to think so much. I'm feeling so stress up. Why nothing i do seems to make you understand , You disappoint me again and again. WHYYYY ???

I just need time alone. Give me more time. Why is it you can give in more to others but not me. Why others get the care from you more than i do. Why others always have better treatment than me. WHYWHYWHY ? :(:(:(
The more i wanted you to be with me , the more i dont get it.
The more i miss , the more we quarrel. The worst things get.
You never understand me even though its so so so going tobe the 2nd month knowing you. You never know what i want , cause you are still the old you , the one i once know. The guy who is still not sensitive over how i feel.
why others boyfriend spend time talking to their love ones on phone even during camp , but mine spend time talking to their friends.

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