BAD BAD BAD sore throat , I cant feel my voice when night comes , Damn it .
I'm so afraid to lose my voice once again , I lost my voice almost once every year , The feelings is damn suckyy !
Please , i prmise will drink more water .......
Today had training as usual lar , Really bad training days , super tiring leh . I felt like breaking down when doing all those conditions for the day . Omg ..
Den we do the mid court , defenders & shooters again , Always got 2 shooters only , Its damn tiring lar , Me & connie keep changing only , Like very fast change to my turn de lor .
& i think i strain my damn hand , I can feel my bones tearing apart . Omg . Shall rest my hand now ....


Anyway , braveman promise to meet up with me before school start ...
& i make up my mind to go on diet .. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

its been long since i last blog ..
I think my blog is damn dead , & some more , i've been quite busy for the past few weeks .
Anyway , Sat went to watch NSL again . Haha , but i actually forget about the score liaos le lar , happen long time ago le .
Sunday watched NSL together with ashley , aruenaa , Brother & mother & alice . Den we go watched both game . Sharks & vipers , Sharks win . Den mannas & marlins , Mannas win , Hurrrraayyyyyyy ::::DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Den alice went home alone & me , brother , mother , ashley & areunaa went to watch race to witch mountain , Super nice show ... haha ...
Dinner with grandmother all as it was Brother birthday ...

Monday , met cindy & alice at amkhub , den we watched coming soon , Damn scary lor . I nearly got heart attack . Got one part i really shock till my whole potato chips fly off . Holy shit ....
But i think the whole show seems nice . After that went for training .
Training was damn tough can ? Omg , eric came to coach us . We did alot of things throughout . & worst is the light dint went off at 9 plus . It dint even went off until 10 plus . But we have ended by then , cause eric know that we are damn tired & its damn late le . hahas .

Tuesday , slacked with cindy they all until around 7pm dne went home le . Super tiring lar . They go do their ez-link things . hahas
I now still very confused with my poly things . I dont know whether i should go for the 13th april orientation at all .. omg . Maybe not going , cause i want to go training .
Must decide by friday .... Help me。。

I super long dint contacted braveman le , i think its already 2 weeks since i last contacted him.. Everything seems so different , we seems to have drifted apart , Both of us have been busy with our own life , we meet up lesser & lesser as time goes by . I wish for nothing now , i dont wish to be back with him again , cause i know all this is just imagination only . I now only wish that before school start i can meet him , & have one whole day of his time , that will be enough le . Please ~

Super down in mood , cant get to sleep at all ..
Whatever it is .... I will be happy whenever you're happy . As long as you smile i will be smiling as well ..

Maybe i should just give up , should not think so much anymore .
I can see that you are leading your life happily . I wish you all the best.

Shall blog abit before my blog seems damn dead .
Anyway , nothing much lar , yest watch netball NSL . den went over to queensway to get my shoes . $106 fly fly fly away .
Den went to cousin house for steamboad , damn many people lar . Omg , We steamboad cause my cousin wanted to eat . Damn lame de .

Finally blogging , shall tell you all about the bbq for netball ....
We are damn cool lar , got bbq organised by coach JO , She's damn good i tell you .
so reached there , thought we went wrong place . But luckily coach Jo called us out. So we went over , see them play Snap , den went cycling le , Me , coach JO & alice . We cycle everywhere . Den suddenly coach JO ask me .
Coach : Ederlyn , Do you have boyfriend ?
Me : No lar ..
Coach : since when ?
Me : dont know lar .
COach : dont lie to me ar .
Me : i very innocent de , dont lie de .
COach : ~smile!!
Den continuedd cycle , den they throw me there , they cycle so fast to make me cant catch up with dem , so evil rite ? Reach back pit , den start to set up fire , super tiring lar . But anywya , i dont wannt elaborate much , Cause the ending of the day is like shit lar .

Today , played badminton with coach JO , jace , Brenda , Pauline , alan & marie at jurong east stadium , after badminton watched the netball NSL game . hahas . SO SO SO damn exciting lar , Sharks & mannas , Mannas won , but i think sharks could win it easily de .
Den second game was Stingrays & vipers . Exciting till its a draw game . WHeeeee , Great game .
went for dinner at hougnag 8 den went home , i got a care bear from coach JO , thanks Coach . I appreciate both the lollipops & the care bear .Thanks loads .

Its like the 6th day since i last saw him & talk to him , i felt so drifted away from him , i cant stand but to think of him every min & secs .
Braveman toh , i still miss you like hell lar . Will you ever get a chance to see all this ???

I'm ultra tired ahhh , i felt so sick you know . Its like very long since i last wake up so early le . Omg , tomorrow not going work cause i too tired le , cant stand to wake up so early also . So anyway , today quite boring , Tomorrow going bbq with netballers le . Pictures will be updatedd tomorrow .

I shall go rest first bah .. Goodnight ..

Felt like blogging suddenly although i feel so tired now . I know many are reading my blog , so shall not disappoint you .

Yesterday , i went for training like usual lor , coach jo send us to tamp inter den we took bus from there . Thanks coach jo :DDDD .

Today work from 10am - 5pm lor , quite tiring but fun lar , cause got many people accompany me , but somehow , got some idiotic people always like to talk to me when i always never reply her . Omg , how thick skin can she be . haha , Bought bubble tea for all of them den help at mccafe a while den go home , finally learn hot drinks .

thursday will be going for bbq , is hold by coach jo for sgs netballers . Coach jo is Super Good ar !
Let's hope there's is cake , sweets & chicken wings .

Dearest i miss you so much leh , Can we be back like last time anot ? i really hope we can , i Pray hard !

Anyway , NSL today was great , although have to wake up early but its worth it . Both my fav team won the game today . Marlins & stingrays , victory to Marlins . Mannas & vipers , victory to Mannas . YOOHOOOOO !!
Went hougang 8 after that , it was that braveman idea to ask me down de . He said he wanted dinner but ended up telling me he need to do alot of things & i waited till i hungry i so ate first , met him after to accompany him chat a while den off i went .

Anyway , i hope he really take good care of himself . Stop stressing , & rest more . We promise to go out play before my school start . YOOOHHOOOO !!! ..

Oh ya , if people out there is interested in rubiks cube thingy , go get the new mirror rubiks cube , i played for 4 hours & finally i solve it , its damn challenging , faster go give it a try lar .. hahas , will upload photos of my long long solving journey ..

我爱外婆 ，我爱鸿祥。。