Sorry S.T.J.K

I cant think of anything in my mind .

If you really dont like me den let me go lor , seriously ! If not you will be sososo unhappy .

All i can say is , is hard for me to change , so you can stop expecting me to change my habit or character or behaviour .

I cant deny you are good as a friend or a boyf . But i know i'm not a good friend or girlf . So i cant really stop you from leaving .

HAHAHAHAHA..

Sorry once againn ..

Brother , stop clubbing lar . Your brother sad liaos ......wahahahahhahahahahaha ...

I'm blogging in class now . Super bored .

Anyway , yesterday training was again fitness for 1 hour even though tony came .

Everybody thought we were finally free from fitness .

So what we did was Running around school for 2 rounds . Encourages alot people cause everybody is tired after monday training , Me , elaine and loads more is having cramps from monday . We endure and finish the 2 rounds asap . So went up court . All cones were set up by tony and we knew fitness again. So ya , that training from tony was all mainly on our legs , we did high knee lifts 2 sets , We did loads more lar . And did changing or direction , roll , bunny hop , timing of balls and front cut .

After which shooter do some drills from him , First pair was kexian and cheer , den seri ask me go second den go lor . But ended up make a fool of myself . Omg , everybody laughing at me especially assistant chef ( lihui ) . Yep , tony hit my head 2 time lar . Omg , den keep laughing at me also .

Finish doing the shooter drills we carry on to do court work like finally . So i'm in kexian team as tony say black one team and white one team .

I played GA at first . den rest a while . Tony ask about ENL . And talk to him a while .

After training he say short people he definitely wont put as shooter , he sure is saying me de lor . Argh !!!

Finish training dinner with dearest netballers . Damn fun ..

Went to interchange meet STJK cause he waiting for me there . Ok so ya , took 161 home, talk to him alot . But ya quite happy cause he scare i lonely and emo . Lol .

However we quarreled after which . He damn childish lor . I cant be bothered by him at all .

He make me damn bad mood in school today lar . Damn bad . Everybody's asking what happen .

But nothing much le , i swear i wont let STJK affect my mood anymore . I give up .

If you read my blog , i hereby say sorry to you ! I dont want to spoil my mood due to you !

my parent going overseas soon . I may not be able to send them off .

I will miss them anot !

takecares :DDDDDDDD

yesterday training was bad as well . sucks big time .
Fitness again .
We did sprinting around the soccer field . did ball work 100 each , den did sprinting after every 100 passes
After which do those pushups all lar . Super tired .
Dinner with elaine , lina , angie and yeeling . home after which

Today dint went to school . bad day , i'm unhappy with everything . all thanks to you , you & you !

I'm blogging once again . School starting tomorrow le . Omggggg !!!
Sians , i'm going overseas next week . So maybe you all will miss me cause i will not be going to school .
Anyway , This year seems to be a bad year for me , I lose alot of things . I dont understand .
Whatever it is , i start to not care about anything le . Nobody will understand & i dont give a damn .. I dont need people to treat me good .
Everythings changing , is not the same anymore . I dont feel like being a part in the team le . seriously .
Whatever it is . I not going to give a damn about it ! i farking wont care about it !
Let's just concentrate about school . Thanks lily for always being there . I'm looking forward to chalet , shall skip sch again . i dont care

Prepared for netball game with Team valley today , they are actually from river valley lar .
Okays , we was on pile for the first quarts & i dont know how we came to a big gap . I sucks lar
2nd quart tears roll down cause i feel so pressurized as my team members are being drag down by me .
Ok , everything start from me .
Played whole 4 quarts , first 2 was GA and last 2 was GD . i think i tried my best in defending .
After which training till 9pm .
I must really thanks huiping & joey & carin for being there man ! i love you all lar . & also all rp netballers lar .

20-21june got sp netball thingy . haha . Netball again .
I'm going overseas this month . Dont miss me !

I really hope can get in to Rp IVP team . I pray hard .

We are winner

Finish line

Meishi's team rocks

our 6th station if i'm not wrong

We are Republic netballers

Our motto , strive as a team , win as a team

heehee , SSC

Meishi our captain

Lihui's team

lalalalalala

Kimo's team

kexian team

We are done !

walking walking walking , lethargic

haha , we are like so happy .

byebye SSC

Thanks team !

Our notes from al the dif team memebers

rebecca , ran , & elaine .

They are damn irritating .. lol JKJK

finally i'm in the pic .

NO MORE ELAINE

while waiting for the bus

Ederlyn , JESSIE , ELAINE & YANNY

byebye karen cheng kai lin !

day 1 of the camp

We assembled for the camp at 10am at sports complex . Quite a number of people were late .

Damn funny lar , Joey bought alot of biscuits for us , den she bought alot of shamppoo also . She spent a total of $23 at NTUC .

She damn typical AUNTY .

So we had our so called self introduction . & i found out everybody's birthday dates .

Me & oothin birthday is just 1 day after another . Yippeee , let's celebrate together man !

After which we play game , loads of dif game lar . & den was lunch . Yummy , chicken rice , much more better than sports camp .

After our lunch i forget what we did lehh . i think is the balloon game lar , must step on each other balloon & the team with most survivals win . obviously my team lose , Cause me & oothin scare balloon , only sonia the most brave one . I run & shout till i nearly cry .

Stupid seri they all , aim me & i was being force to a corner & my balloon BURST !

But we won for the following game , The Catch the flag game , we got fast runner like naz .

And finally is swimming time , all change into our swimming wear & off to swimming pool . Did some stupid games , & all went downt to the pool & play captains ball , dogs & bones .

after the swimming thing , we had our dinner & bathed .
We went briefing room after that , did our team goal setting & personal goals settings & team rules .

Pitch our tent , & slacked around , on the phone with shawn , elaine wasn't there . Damn sad .

She cant sleep with me for the first day lar ! argh !

In the tent i cant get to sleep due to the bad weather . & huiping handphone keypad sound , she keep msging .

So in total i slept for 3 hours or so only

Day 2 at camp

We woke up at 8.15am , did our mornign jog . & off we went up to the court for our beep test .

I actually give up this is because ....... Teammates : you dont worry lar , you see the one beside you running very fast , you sure get motivated .

Me : really ah , i try lor . hahahahaha

Teammates : goodluck ah

Me : thanks ah

Beside me was yeeling . Thanks to her that i give up one level after hers . She gave up as she's not feeling good & my motivation is gone , i give up without missing any you know ? damn sad .

after beep test 3mins rest & we do circuit thingy . 2 sets of 50pushups , 1 mins of 2 sets of half squats . 2 sets of 50 sit ups . medicine balls of 3kg & 4kg . Leg raise & one more suggested by rebecca as not enough skipping ropes so skipping was cancelled .

After which lunchh ! den had our lunch break , den physical trianing again , ball work , drills , court work .

Den went over briefing room for video , Rataouille . i suggested to watch it . Slept half way through . too tired .

woke up den listen to some guys talk & off for soccer at the field . I in kexian team & we lose badly , & i dont know why siol . damn funny

Have our 1 hour afternoon nap & went for court training ith tony at night .

Jasmine danker give us fitness for 1 hour before tony training start . Damn bad lar , i pull my hemstring .

all the knee lifts , sprints , squats .

Tony make us do drills & all sort of things .

Had our dinner after everything , and chit chat with teammates , come out with motto , & its by me . STRIVE AS A TEAM , WIN AS A TEAM .

cool rite ? sleep after which , bad day & bad experience sleeping with the canoe people

Day 3 at camp.

woke up damn early , don talk about it le , talked to melvin a while and off he went , keep dsiturbing us lar .

saw Gay & clarice , so happy lar .

went for some briefing waited for the bus as well as shawn tee ! he bought bubble tea for me & sweets for elaine .

When on bus i slept until damn shiok lar . Alighted & eat our lunch , & off for our amazing race, i was in meishi's team lar . we run like mad , All thanks to my GPS .

Amazing race for 4 hours , damn tiring , But our efforts are paid off , we are 1st among the 4 teams . We completed damn fast .

Den started our bbq all .. & i super emo cause nobody want accompany me home, & i hate it ! i seriously hate everybody , But end up my mum come fetch me ! yipppee

I love netballers lar

I love elain lar !

Day 2 night , she tell me something like sleeping with you give me feelings . which is like joking lar .

Lots of things undone yet , present for alice not bought yet .

Farewell gifts for sumagpang not done yet . everythings not done .

Tomorrow game sure lose lar , i damn lethargie lor , after game still got 2 hours of training .

Ranjini , huiping , joey , carin will be there to support me , thanks man !