EDER , really wanna cherish him so muchhy now !
WHYWHYWHY ?

Back from chalet.
DADDY && MUMMY complaining about my panda eyes !
I had a bad day today. Alot of things happen...
Wanted to tell him but i think he's sick of listening..
TODAY TOTAL SUCK UP DAY !
First is on bus 88 , stupid people. They nearly make me burst out scolding lar. Lucky i care about my image.
Complain to cousin about it, and due to being angry , i neglected him . Forget to say bye to him. I flet so guilty.
:(:(:(:(:(
second is some misudnerstanding , shall not elaborate..
Third is he still dont understand me && i still dont understand him....

Tomorrow i want go watch his game , i really want. I mean it. I'm determined to go.
PLease , let me leave early for the flag day , i gonna come up with one thousand reasons.

**** I think here is the best communication with youu !
**** I dont know how to ask you face to face. DO YOU REALLY STILL LIKE ME ? I'm so determined to give up on you , cause i dont want to irritate you. But chalet really sucks big time, make me change my mind again. I regretted going to the chalet.. TOTALLY. if not maybe , or somehow , i wont be pestering you anymore. YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ???
Like i say i see you treat other girls so good , den i jealous , i understand how you say me last time , totally understooded. I understand the feeling. If only i can stop thinking about everyday , but i cant , like somehow after the chalet i start thinking of you again.

ERRRR , you KNOW LS ?

Currently : In chalet.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

shall tell you all about yesterday. Training was suckyy....
Suppose to be selection for the polite team but end up tony only eliminate 1 person.
Is it suppose to be a good thing or a bad thing ???
I also dont know lehh. But i hope its a good thing.
I was chosen in as a shooter so i need a shift in the position cause i know i got lower chance to get in as a shooter in the next selection
EDER , SHALL WORK HARD for her next position WA......
And oh ya , for yesterday selection i want to thanks jocelyn alot alot alot , and alot man !
With her around feel much more secure , although she look fierce but she have good intention.
Playing with her totaly comfort man ! I felt that the flow was much more better when playing with her.
I admire her totally. SUPERB JOCELYN thanks alot , and i love you ! thanks for being patient.
TOUCHEDDD RIGHT ????

Den went for the proposal with the sports clubber. Was bad cause i was feeling tired.
Back to chalet talk cock abit and dont feel like sleeping cause backache. Having very bad backaching.
SO i actually slept at 6.30am. And woke up at like 9plus in the morning. Imagine how many hours of sleep.
Therefore skip training today. Sorry alice ng . Love ya loads. Next training i will be there de !
Hopefully they did nothing much and i skip nothing much ya !

Tomorrow having training , so wont be going home before training , cause jocelyn say to meet her for lunch before training , and we will be meeting her at amk hub at 1pm. So ya , see how lethargic is life nowadays.
Hopefully wont get sick man !

Anyway , backache , knee pains , thumb pains , nose bleeding. WEAK BODY.
I need more supplementaries. sorry grandma for not using her money wisely.
I gotta be moremoremore good girl and eat my vitamins all on time........

*i seriously dont understand what you thinking..Sometimes you care sometimes you dont. Sometimes you close with me sometimes you don't. I see you so close with other girls , i also super jealous you know ?? hais! :(:(:(:(:(:(:( ... whywhywhy ?? is the chalet a fruitful oneeee?

KNEE && ANKLE please stay on till wednesday . PLEASE !

b strong EDER ! ! !

Problem are arising cause you know nobody is perfect. Everybody will face problem sooner or later dde. Now it's your turn.
Dont worry ok ? once everything's over you will be the best le.

KNEE && ANKLE you are the best. Pleasee dont lose me && i dont want to lose you all............
MUMMY && DADDY i love youuuuu....
Please let me go for everything i wantt.......

Cheesecake please be a success can ? i want him to be happy........

i need encouragement for wed selection. I'm feeling nervous now.......

We wear all the same shirt during training , cool rght ??


This is ohw me and jocelyn gossip after training.
We were talking about being the emcee during the carnival.
WE talk until damn aunty. Jocelyn actions damn funny
Today UT damn hard. did not mange to finish.
After UT met up with netballers. LUNCH-ed at south and to W5 to study , however taking pics with jocelyn and elaine den fall asleep after which. And we sleep until security guard came to scold.
Woke up prepare and go for jogging den started training , tiring ah.
Started playing WA. still quite blur. I only get to try today and next week need to have our selection le , quite sad leh.
Hopefully i can get inn!

finally science UT is over. Stress is down.
And obviously can see that the above picture is from jocelyn ng , my superb jocelyn !
She damn funny ok ? last night she ask me what class i'm in den i told her. Den she say what she thought her friend opposite my class.
Which i believe. Den today i go in class , hudden say got people come pass me present. den i ask who they say is a girl.
Never out name den say i will know is who.
So they say wear braces and i ohya , jocelyn must be jocelyn. So true enough when i open the present its from dearest jocelyn.
I super happy , dint expect pressie from her . Thanks jocelyn though ! i love you worx !
ohya , still got bubble tea coming along with it.

HOW I KNOW JOCELYN ??
let me tell you all, we know throught netball zonals.
We were enemy at first until getting into rp we start to lame with eachother.
And she's a real bitch. She always stare people with her fierce look. But i love her still lar!
jocelyn and me go through alot before being such a talkable friend.
But thanks for her present which make my day today !

pesta sukan is reaching
I need to shop badly !

bag from kaiying . THANKS DEAREST , i loveyou

Shirt , chocolates and chocolates from dearest netballers. I love you all.

kaiying and dearest sgs-ians cards

surprise from W45A

happy birthdya !

hello tze ching

joix

stupid turtle face

thanks class , thanks people , thanks i love you all.

W45A

thanks netballers

Alright , UT3 for enterprise was alright to me.

So i bet cause my birthday thats why i so happy.

so ya , after UT went out with classmates to causeway point for pizza.

After eating , damn happening. when paying bill , pizza hut suddenly got very loud birthday song. And everybody sang. I damn happy

cake came and make a wish and blow.

after which rush back to school to meet netballers to study.

BUT some drama involved before getting to have a mini surprise by netballers. I damn happy can ??

Netballers are great. Although i know them not long but all the things they did i really appreciate it. Thanks netballers !

I totally love kaiying , the bag she bought me i damn in love with it. Tanks thanks !

althought i know kaiying for not long only but she totally understand me. I love her like nobody business ! thanks bitch !

Den i love netballers totally lar.

2 more hours before my birthday end. But i need study UT3 . i hope shawn wont ignore me after birthday ! please ! !!

present from alice all. I love you all

cake by alice they all , cut by shawn tee !

One day 2 post.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF THOUGH

my wish came true..
SHAWN TEE CAME.
Alice thanks for being so good to me everytime.
Thanks for knowing that i really want shawn to come. Thanks .
I REALLY VERY HAPPY , shawn came with a smile. With his smile i totally very happy.
SHAWN TEE JUN KAI , i love you lar !
mum also say i like shawn ! HAHAHAHAHAH, true , i dont deny...

Now parent know about shawn. I'm proud to say even though he dont like me le , but i still dare say i like him i like him i like him.
Thanks shawn

Next i want thanks my classmates for the wish and netballers !
thanks loads.
Alot to thanks
Thanks uncle for giving me red packet. Thanks !

LASTLY , thanks alice , nic , and cindy chooguan , jasmine , sixu , kevin and whoever in the list for my birthday present. I appreciate it loads.
thanks. especially my dearest alice.
She plan everything. She know i want shawn to come and shawn really came. Thanks alice ! thanks!
I love you all totally. i wan cry but its my birthday den i should not cry.....
I LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!