I seriously dont understand why friends come & go .
When they got new friends they will leave their old friends . Why ?
why cant there be a forever friends ......
I really hope cg , alice , kevin , VANNY & W45A wont break off with each other . Once friends forever friends ok ?
If you got new friends you want go den you go lor . We or I wont stop you . But still take care WORX !

Anyway , i recall somethings , why i love braveman so much is because he always help me cut pork chp into smaller pieces cause he know i dont know how to cut , he remember the likes & dislikes of me . I love him lar !

yesteday i was forced to make a decision between Rp training & Tp training . So i ended up choosing going to Tp .

I actually skip Rp , i felt so bad . Luckily Rp physical test was cancelled . Let's hope tomorrow nothing much will happen .

I felt like i broke my finger during training , it stil hurt till now .

Anyway , let's start with all the things i want to say man !

Firstly , i think alot people don't know how braveman come about .

Finally i know braveman for like 3 years le , I felt so fortuante to know him for like so long .

First year when i know him , i'm damn stupid to give in to him when we quarreled . I accompanied him when he need people to accompany , i wait for him to end work no matter how late .

Then after which second year , we was getting along well for the first few months , den to the lsat few months we actuall start quarreling & never contact for like 6 months .

Finally we talk to each other again , & things is getting better , maybe its because i know him too well le . I know how to communicate with him .

Some more just few days back he talk to me on MSN , i can feel that he still love me after all . I know he stil show me care & concern towards me .

Both of us plannign about our birthday le , So hope he's not going to work & also hope no school for me !

I simply feel damn disappointed now . I feel no point having too many friends you all know ?
I feel so disappointed with my friends now . WhyWhyWhy ? Did i actually treat my friends very badly ? I hope i did not .
Why none of my friend is there for me when i'm down , when i'm not in the right mood , when i got nobody to accompany me .
I seriously dont mind having nobody to accompany me now . I know the feeling & i'm getting use to it .
But i just want to know did i ever not accompany you guys . I dont want to hurt you guys / gals at all . I tried to accompany you all no matter how tired i'm
Even after school , i dont have enough sleep , i'm tired i also accomapnied you all with a smile . Did i ever failed to entertain you all ? Did i ever failed to make you all laugh when you are down ?
DID I ? DID I ? DID I ?
hais , i'm just craving for nasi lemak , why nobody understands .
Ok , now i'm done with having too many friends . You all can be so cruel to me & yes i can be back to you .
You all dont deserve my kindness , seriously dont deserve .
My friends are like this , My family are like this too ..
Nobody is good towards me , How i wish i'm being pampered everyday just like when i'm young , i dont feel like growing up anymore
I love the feeling of being pampered , I love the feeling when people treat me good . I love it when everybody put a smile on my face .

After all , why is he always not there for me ? why ? I wanna be a lesbian now !
I seriously do miss him that much ....

Omg , i tell you all something . Its my first experience of fire in shopping centre
i actually experience fire at Causeway point with weiyang & lily leh .
We was like watching NATM 2 half way in the theatre when suddenly all the lights on , & everybody walking out .
Den we also followed . & policemen & firemen all keep asking us faster move .
I walk out of the theatre , got one damn strong smoke smell. Den everybody have difficulty breathing . Omg .
So walked down by stairs den got this firemen actually push me & i nearly fall .
So we did not manage to finish the show . We went amk hub to continue our show , cause we are damn desperate to finish the whole show .
My first fire experience was great . But the feeling wasn't good at all .

i'm so tired , but i still make it an effort to blog . Cause i feel so much like blogging .
Anyway ,today had science . i catch nothing at all . Only like some ? lol. Others is anyhow 'BOMB'
Damn lily called me during lesson , still play play with me . She called me just to tell me that movie on friday at causeway .
Hurray ! its at causeway , i love it .
Super near my school , dont need travel much .
There's UT test after school , so after the test , met cg & friends to eat den met yanhui they all & go training together . Changed everything .
Tony bully me again , he anyhow grab me & say you form one 7 person team for me . Den go like HUH !?
den he say faster , form 1st & second line up . I damn feel like crying .
After training , went to bath with lina , den while walking to inter, saw angel & yeeleng , went to eat dinner with them ended up damn late reach home .
Lina was not able to catch her last bus , so my dad fetch her home & of course me home . Damn funny . When reaching lina house we can't find the U-turn , my dad damn worried about lina bein catch-ed away by anonymous .
Keep asking her will dangerous anot . my dad seriously very cute , still think that we are 10 years old.. THANKS daddy !

I want rebond my hair ! , or should i not ?
i want cut hair
i want pay fine !
Everythings needs money ! i dont have ..........

I'm here to blog . Today is monday again , 2 more weeks to holidays .

I'm just so excited .

I love holidays . Netball game coming up soon . But knee is aching damn badly . Think it's time to go for physio again .

No more time to waste if i want play the game .

I LOVE W45A alotalotalot lar . They totally make my day , especiallyy my teammates today & kaiying . Thanks alot . Thanks zenithians as well ..

Pictures again to show how much i love W45A..

ilovemycheeryouupshirt !!

Its like finally i'm blogging rite ? lol...
i seriously dint have much time to blog , due to trainings , meeting up with friends , & schooling .
Everyday school till around 4pm , reached home also feel like sleeping le .
Thursday after school , went over to koufu , & eat with Cg at koufu , after which , use laptop a while den around 6pm we went to take bus over to interchange .
We then seperated at interchange cause i go for my training at Tp , was early for training , so did my warm up first , den after running laps . I got bad muscle pull . I cant feel my leg at all .
Damn knee is giving me pains at the same time .
Do diamond , do interception den play court game , KS actually put me as GD willingly without me asking . Den i was like trying my very best so i think KS could see it & he actually praise me . Thanks YOU !
Anyway , i seriously dont feel like playing in the ENL :
Reasons because : We never train with the other player before except some .
Secondly : my knee giving me pains .
Thirdly : i got damn no hope for this ENL .

Anyway , friday , my class only got like 15 people in school leh , Poor class , Poor faci .
Err , den during break , when to help yuehan celebrate birthday outside her class . We gave her a surprise . A lie was being told by vivian .
So manage to trick her out , & sang happy birthday song to her . Cut cake , den we left .
Supposingly after school going far east with kaiying , noel , vanny, & yuehan . But ended up not going cause yuehan meeting her boyfriend . So we just go causeway for lunch & bought some shirts over there .
Kaiying & me will be giving everybodya surprise ....
i mrt-ed down to far east as i meeting nicholas & xueting there . So ya , go there find them
Shoppeeddd around finding bag for me , & i fall in love with this haversack at crumpler . The shop person was also like damn kind . Its over at paragon . Maybe i'm getting it soon .
Walk to plaza singapura , den saw jon over there , damn unlucky , we bought our things & left there , nic & xueting came my house stay . damn cool .....
Den ya , we slept cause i need go work the next day .... Anyway , i forget to do my POOR RJ cause we are like busy webcaming ...

I'm still struggling whether to pay the fine or not ........ someone tell me what to do ......