slacked and rot home the whole day , woke up in the morning .
msg-ed him , cause miss him .
anyway , and found out that i lose my voice , dont know for wad reasons .
anyway , msged until around 12plus he went back sleep as he's working night later , shall wake him up later .
watched tv till 5plus and now rotting again , dint eat for the day again , wad's wrong with me . i dont know , i lose appetite in almost everything .
let's hope dinner i will eat , i cant go on like this .
from yest till now i ate nothing except for drinking water .
anyway , tomorrow will be working till 11pm , any kind soul can come and accompany me after work , i will just love u man !

terribly missing him , its so hard to let go .
i'm always deceiving myself , telling myself how bad he is .
read from phyllis blog , i think its true , maybe i should forget him !
no point if he makes me cry but stil say he love me !
give me time ..

anyway maybe getting job over at xueting popular , so i got her companion and more relax !