this post shall all focus on him , just wanna recall everything once and for all !
i get to know him when i went for interview on 11/11/06 at sgoon mac .
first time saw him dint recognise his name , so only know that his surname was toh .
super hilarious , everybody was asking who's the manager that ask you to come for training , and i go saying " that toh toh manager , the black black tall tall de ".
hahas , LOLS:DDDDDDDDDD
so ya , get this mac job , few days after that , mr TOHTOH exchange number with us so that he can inform us in any change of schedule .
dint really message him at first , until a few weeks , we start to keep msging , and ya , we start to care about each other . we went out together , we do stupid things together .
everything was fun , i was enjoying , i remembered 2006 christmas we went for countdown , i was quarreling with amy they all , and told him that i dont feel like going for the countdown as they are going too , but he persuade me by saying " dont worry lar , i will stay by your side ", so ya i went . but after which , he nearly put us aeroplane as he went drinking before that and was abit drunk , ya i was angry , but he ended up making us wait for 3hourrs? he reachedd esplanade at 3am ! so went for late supper , from there we cab down to hougang , and i still remember that i was super tired , not hungry dint eat but the fan was blowing at me , super cold , he actually turn the fan to himself , even though he was cold and tired , i was touched .
and also once , i burn my hand over at mac by the fries basket , and was super pain , he actually take medicine and apply for me , how sweet can this be .
everybody was jealous .
after that , at around 2007 june , i actually being banned to go work from parents and also teachers , so i stop work till december , dint get to see him for tat period , and the feeling was sucky , i love workign with him cause he will joke around with us and will play with us , i like i like !
but good things dont last , at around november when i went over to melbourne trip , he actually send me , but that was the last time i talk to him , hahas .
we quarreled ! when i came back from melbourne , i was allowed to go back to work , so ya , on that particular day , i found him hugging watie at somewhere near mac ?
so i asked him, but he chose to not answer me , so i was angry , neglected him , feeling bad . dint talk to him , dint msg him , tat's was the only time i ignore him for almost 7months ?
i hate it ! watie was farking healous that he treat me good , so was actually bullying me at mac , but somehow he told him tat i was bullying her , i chose to ignore , i dont need ppl to pity me .
at around july this year , he msged us a weird msg and we thought wad happen , so start msging him from then on , i know i will like him back , so ya , true enough , i got feelings for him again , but kept quiet just like the past .
we went out like the past , went for movie , went for zoo , went for everything .
the first time he hold my hand was when watching movie after zoo with xueting , he grab my hand . i did move away , but he grab again . so maybe i was happy too ? i dont know
after tat , always met him after work to eat or to do stupid things,
ya , very very very fun ....
everytime see him , he will make me happy . he make me laugh , he jokes with me
our favourite food is prata , favourite place is jalan kayu , favourite bullying style is pinching , favourite comparing stuffs is our face line !
everything goes well , and until october 3rd , i finally ask him who does he treat me as ?he replied , he treat me as his gal , but no confidence in this relationship . but he wanna try out .
i told him , i dont mind too , i also wanna try , i dont him how i feel too , and ya we agree with everything , and be together on october 3rd
october 4th , went out to celebrate joyce birthday , one day after we are together , we quarreled , but i forgive him after tat , went to eat swensens , and ya we send joyce home at jurong , from there we cab home , he holded my hand for the whole journey , super sweet although we have to hide it , but still i can feel that he care !
everything goes well for the first 2 weeks together , we quarreled , but we are happy with each other .
the most touching part was when i am having high fever , i actually force myself out of the bed to see him , i went prata with him , but was feeling damn bad , feel like vomitting and fainting . so he was super worried ,plus my fever was high , he finished his food and cabbed me home , being the super worried him , kept msging me to know how i am doing , sweet rite???
still got one time when went studyign with shirley and melissa at amk library , he actually came and fetch me when he finish his things , so i was touched again . really thanks him alot !
but that was like the ending of everything , we after that dint get to see each other for like 7 days ? cause he was busy with his promotion things and some more he need to take care of alot of things , and we quarreled almost everyday , i cry almost everyday .
and on nov 6 we finally come to an decision of seperating . and ya , we broke off ! , i dint cry at that moment . but i cry the next morning , mine whole mind was him , i know he still care for me . he still msg me , and he msg me more than when i was with him , i dont know wad he was tinking .
anyway , whole story about me and him , i wanna put down eeverything , i making everybody worried ! i must stop crying and control myself ! i must !
please give me time , i will be strong !
i really still miss you , i cry not cause i regret , is cause i cant pur down everything that happen ! you know ?
i get to know him when i went for interview on 11/11/06 at sgoon mac .
first time saw him dint recognise his name , so only know that his surname was toh .
super hilarious , everybody was asking who's the manager that ask you to come for training , and i go saying " that toh toh manager , the black black tall tall de ".
hahas , LOLS:DDDDDDDDDD
so ya , get this mac job , few days after that , mr TOHTOH exchange number with us so that he can inform us in any change of schedule .
dint really message him at first , until a few weeks , we start to keep msging , and ya , we start to care about each other . we went out together , we do stupid things together .
everything was fun , i was enjoying , i remembered 2006 christmas we went for countdown , i was quarreling with amy they all , and told him that i dont feel like going for the countdown as they are going too , but he persuade me by saying " dont worry lar , i will stay by your side ", so ya i went . but after which , he nearly put us aeroplane as he went drinking before that and was abit drunk , ya i was angry , but he ended up making us wait for 3hourrs? he reachedd esplanade at 3am ! so went for late supper , from there we cab down to hougang , and i still remember that i was super tired , not hungry dint eat but the fan was blowing at me , super cold , he actually turn the fan to himself , even though he was cold and tired , i was touched .
and also once , i burn my hand over at mac by the fries basket , and was super pain , he actually take medicine and apply for me , how sweet can this be .
everybody was jealous .
after that , at around 2007 june , i actually being banned to go work from parents and also teachers , so i stop work till december , dint get to see him for tat period , and the feeling was sucky , i love workign with him cause he will joke around with us and will play with us , i like i like !
but good things dont last , at around november when i went over to melbourne trip , he actually send me , but that was the last time i talk to him , hahas .
we quarreled ! when i came back from melbourne , i was allowed to go back to work , so ya , on that particular day , i found him hugging watie at somewhere near mac ?
so i asked him, but he chose to not answer me , so i was angry , neglected him , feeling bad . dint talk to him , dint msg him , tat's was the only time i ignore him for almost 7months ?
i hate it ! watie was farking healous that he treat me good , so was actually bullying me at mac , but somehow he told him tat i was bullying her , i chose to ignore , i dont need ppl to pity me .
at around july this year , he msged us a weird msg and we thought wad happen , so start msging him from then on , i know i will like him back , so ya , true enough , i got feelings for him again , but kept quiet just like the past .
we went out like the past , went for movie , went for zoo , went for everything .
the first time he hold my hand was when watching movie after zoo with xueting , he grab my hand . i did move away , but he grab again . so maybe i was happy too ? i dont know
after tat , always met him after work to eat or to do stupid things,
ya , very very very fun ....
everytime see him , he will make me happy . he make me laugh , he jokes with me
our favourite food is prata , favourite place is jalan kayu , favourite bullying style is pinching , favourite comparing stuffs is our face line !
everything goes well , and until october 3rd , i finally ask him who does he treat me as ?he replied , he treat me as his gal , but no confidence in this relationship . but he wanna try out .
i told him , i dont mind too , i also wanna try , i dont him how i feel too , and ya we agree with everything , and be together on october 3rd
october 4th , went out to celebrate joyce birthday , one day after we are together , we quarreled , but i forgive him after tat , went to eat swensens , and ya we send joyce home at jurong , from there we cab home , he holded my hand for the whole journey , super sweet although we have to hide it , but still i can feel that he care !
everything goes well for the first 2 weeks together , we quarreled , but we are happy with each other .
the most touching part was when i am having high fever , i actually force myself out of the bed to see him , i went prata with him , but was feeling damn bad , feel like vomitting and fainting . so he was super worried ,plus my fever was high , he finished his food and cabbed me home , being the super worried him , kept msging me to know how i am doing , sweet rite???
still got one time when went studyign with shirley and melissa at amk library , he actually came and fetch me when he finish his things , so i was touched again . really thanks him alot !
but that was like the ending of everything , we after that dint get to see each other for like 7 days ? cause he was busy with his promotion things and some more he need to take care of alot of things , and we quarreled almost everyday , i cry almost everyday .
and on nov 6 we finally come to an decision of seperating . and ya , we broke off ! , i dint cry at that moment . but i cry the next morning , mine whole mind was him , i know he still care for me . he still msg me , and he msg me more than when i was with him , i dont know wad he was tinking .
anyway , whole story about me and him , i wanna put down eeverything , i making everybody worried ! i must stop crying and control myself ! i must !
please give me time , i will be strong !
i really still miss you , i cry not cause i regret , is cause i cant pur down everything that happen ! you know ?
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