just got back home from training , was trying to divert my attention from him , so that i wont think so much
sososo , i kept myself busy the whole day , i woke up bath and went out , met nicholas and manli and damian.
den they eat , while we talk , after that decided to watch movie , at first i dint wan to watch but end up i dont wan go home so follow dem go watch .
anyway , we watched 007 . the show was draggy , i slept half way through , but woke up at the exciting part .
after which , went home and rushed for training .
i actually forget to bring my lovely phone , ran home to take .
sorry to make alice wait , i'm sorry .
anyway , i dint even ate anything for the day , wad's wrong with me , i bloody dont understand !
suppose to eat shilin but i felt so full after eating for like 3 pieces and gave alice everything
upon reaching tampinnes i was feeling devasted as i everything just flash back .so ya , i cried .
thanks alice for comforting , i was crying for about 15mins.
i wan to forget about him , but how ?
anyway , sorryto make all my friends so worried , i'm terribly sorry !

i still miss you , you know ?